Compared with most musicians, I feel as if I am not purely engaged in music. Sometimes I feel that I am engaged in scientific research, sometimes I feel that I am engaged in literature, and sometimes I feel that I am nothing and can't mention anything, just working to make a living.

2

Time is really something that can be stretched at any time. Living so long, looking back is so short.

three

Twenty years seems to have suddenly disappeared in an instant. There are only a lot of memento mori left, just like watching a long blockbuster. I can still remember the fighting scene just now, but the front is blurred. On the way home, I need to remember, either the film is wasted or the time is wasted. But then I suddenly found out that it was only half time, and I was still sitting in the cinema, and the story was not over yet. But there is nothing wrong with such a long life.

four

Sometimes I just want to live like a tree. I don't yell. All emotions are just leaves moving. The four seasons pass normally. I shake my body twice when the wind comes. When the wind left, I was silent.

five

Interest is love, which is the main thread of life. This line like a cowhide tendon can connect all your trivial days into a complete life.

six

I think life consists of at least two parts, material life and spiritual life. We need to eat, we need to be moved, we need to get and we need to contribute. So as to achieve balance. Fortunately, creative work is a good industry, and it can also get spiritual comfort while contributing. Life needs inheritance, and life needs contribution. The concrete forms are all works: a report card, a prize, a competition ranking, an admission notice, a love, a family, a child, a respect, a eulogy, an epitaph carved on stone or cement.

seven

I feel that I have always felt inferior, just like looking in the rearview mirror every day and seeing that I am particularly ugly. But then I gradually found that looking at others was not much better, and only now have I slowly recovered some confidence.

eight

In fact, eating or not eating at this time is not to save money, it is simply a contest, a contest with material things. I think people have to face many contests in this life, whether they are big or silent. This kind of contest exists at any time and needs that kind of ferocity. Think about it, in fact, the real contest object is yourself. If you defeat yourself, you will defeat everything, including material things. The extreme of pessimism is free and easy, surpassing, putting yourself on the verge of collapse from time to time, and then reinventing yourself. This rebirth is very powerful and tenacious.

nine

Why does God arrange people to eat? In fact, people can jump wildly if they bask in the sun for a while every day, just like a solar cell on their head, and their bodies can get the necessary energy at any time. That would be great. Or have dinner together every year, such as during the Spring Festival, and then don't think about it the next year. But after all, God didn't arrange it this way, and I can't resist this rule myself, so I still eat as usual every day, but I don't eat much. /kloc-the weight of about 0/00 kg has been going on for many years, and this number has been increasing in the past two years. I am beginning to hate myself a little.

10

Music is really nothing, just my way of life in this world. On the one hand, I like it, on the other hand, I can realize my spiritual wishes. As long as I am worthy of my ears, my relatives, friends and colleagues, and my conscience, I am also worthy of myself. Low-key is a weapon, and inferiority is strength.

1 1

The meaning of life is infinite. For everyone, the test of death can truly reflect the meaning of your life. At this moment, it is not the teacher who judges the test paper, but yourself. The most credible, final and irrevocable conclusion. For everyone, this is the whole meaning. Because life is just an experience.

12

I believe that death is a change, a change of life form. People can't die completely, but it's almost the same as complete death, because there is no memory, that is to say, even if they don't die, they have changed. Also become not yourself, but another individual. But there are still some responsibilities. Take some responsibility for the successor of your life. I think if we don't do well now, our successor will be miserable. But who is his successor? I didn't think too much, and I didn't say it strictly. This proposition is not clear at present. Continue after drinking next time.

13

1. Make some good things with some bad things.

2. Make some bad things with some good things.

3. Make some bad things from some bad things

4. Use some good things to make some good things

But what is good and what is bad?

14

But he's still holding on. I'll hold on a little longer and see who falls first.

15

Hunger and cold are two magic weapons for God to control mankind. No matter what kind of hero, when faced with these two problems, it is estimated that they can only bow their heads and chill.

16

Life is too complicated to describe, and the parameters that control your life may not be installed in several hard disks. Can you figure it out with a few anemic brain cells? That's enough to talk about love at best.

17

The universe is infinitely large and infinitely small. We are at this humble level, such as the earth, and it is our wishful thinking to talk about small things. Maybe the earth is the cell of some cosmic monster. I don't know whether he is sleeping or playing basketball at the moment, because he may have slept for thousands of years. When he itches, he scratches at random, and then we have a tsunami. He patted his leg and we had an earthquake. We are digging coal, drilling oil and testing nuclear weapons. I think he will feel, feel some pain, or itch, but he will be much more stupid because of his huge body. Maybe if he slaps us, we will all die of natural causes. But I'm sure our children are still there. Maybe the bus palm will come down soon. So I began to be pessimistic again, thinking that the world will definitely be destroyed, but you and I may not be lucky enough to see it. I don't know whether to curse or flatter such a host, the so-called God, in my mind. But I know that people are small, as small as one millionth of ants in our eyes.

18

But I still believe that the world is regular after all, and the law within the scope of knowledge is still the law outside the scope of knowledge. Mystery may be something we don't know. I believe that the state of the world at the moment a person is born determines many things, personalities and destinies. In fact, character is fate. Is spring here yet? Bloom? The atmosphere is warm. Or winter? Snow? Breathing is all ice. When you open your eyes, is it a country or a city, a shabby house or a villa, a hungry North Korea or a so-called free paradise in the United States, a crowded China or a laid-back Europe? It is completely random and fatalistic, which also determines that the life after that is completely different.

19

Happiness is like a bird. A person scares it away before sighing for half a breath, leaving a nest of pain. Happiness is more like an illusion for no reason. When you think about it, it's gone, or it never came.

20

Unfortunately, I'm not completely religious. I still feel dead is dead, everything is gone, vision is gone, hearing is gone, feeling is gone, thinking is gone, even memory is gone. Never existed. This is really an unimaginable desperate thing. So I think life is really cruel and boring.

2 1

Then I thought of God, heaven and hell, and affirmed that there are deeper life forms. Then we need to be careful in doing good and doing bad things. Otherwise it will be terrible after death.

22

I feel awake after thinking for a long time, but the more complicated things are, the less awake I am. Being awake is stupid, and stupidity can make you happy. I want to be stupid, but I want to be happier. But after a lot of nonsense. I feel that the logic that controls my behavior every day is nothing more than some universal values in the world. People are still valuable when they are alive, which directly reflects their contributions: to parents, relatives, friends, fellow villagers, compatriots, human beings, the solar system, the Milky Way and our universe. . . . . . The contribution of. For nothing but love, for those tormenting words: "the meaning of life".

23

Bush pardons turkeys on Thanksgiving Day. If you dare, he will pardon three! I decided not to smoke two cigarettes today.

I don't want to be a cow, I just want freedom: freedom to work or not, freedom to make money or not, freedom to be healthy or unhealthy, freedom to eat, freedom to sleep, freedom to smoke, freedom to drink, freedom to keep a diary and freedom to be happy. Work hard, just to win a kind of spiritual freedom that does not violate the law, does not hurt anyone, and does whatever you want. The most difficult thing for 25 people is themselves, and the most unreasonable thing is their mood. It seems that you should write the date, weather, etc. In your diary. I wanted to imitate it today, so I turned to look out of the window. It turned out that it was dark, and I didn't see any stars on a sunny day. Anyway, I haven't seen his old man for years. Although I always haunt at night, I am in such an era, such a place and such a state. It is extravagant enough to have the opportunity to look forward. Who can be interested in looking up at the sky? For more than 27 years, I think the luckiest thing is the simple living environment. There seems to be no intrigue and intrigue, but recently I feel that there are quarrels all around me, and there is no sound, just a feeling. Many people seem to prefer quarreling, just as many people prefer eating meat. I'm worried that my good temper, which I've never lost my temper in my life, will hurt me. I want to have a try. But one is inexperience, and the other is lack of courage. Besides, it is a blessing to suffer, so it seems that the fire won't start again. When people get angry, people around them suffer, the sea gets angry, the houses on the shore suffer, the moon gets angry, and the earth suffers. But the sun is angry every day, but we call it sunshine. It seems that anger needs some height. There is no high fire, but it is still full. When there is a fire in your heart, the best way is to eat some bezoar, or do more work and earn more money to spend. You still have to eat some meat, or you will lose your fighting spirit besides being calm. Fighting is still human, so you will lose your humanity.

I feel that eating noodles can ensure the brain to run quickly, but it seems only enough to run music modules. Everything else is in a state of power shortage. As a result, a conflicting desire slowly gathers, but the object is still yourself.

Fight with heaven and earth, fight with yourself, have fun!

But the result of fighting may be even more exhausting, and even I can't beat it myself.

-You still want some meat.

30

I always wanted to say a few harsh words several times, but I finally put up with it. I still feel very conflicted in my heart, although there is no reason. I may be too busy, but it doesn't make much sense, but how many meaningful things have I done over the years? Including things that seemed meaningful later, were also completed in a meaningless state at that time. What was meaningful at that time was meaningless in the end. Maybe life is meaningless, so it becomes meaningful to do more things. Or it doesn't matter, living is the meaning.

3 1

Many years ago, I would have scoffed. But later, later, now, there are some letters. Still have to listen to what the old man has to say. Because I believe that the complexity and mystery of the universe are numerous, and the most important thing is to have a peaceful life and mentality. Sometimes I think idealism is materialism, but it is a broad thing. Not necessarily tangible. Everything that exists objectively in feelings should be valued or respected. Because there must be a law in it, but Newton and Einstein didn't figure it out, and we can't come to the conclusion that there is no law. If we make a lot of mistakes, we will think it is the fault of society, the government or someone. People are so small. The more years you live, the smaller you feel.

32

Busy a little tragic, but a little safe.

33

I know it clearly! But I won't say.

34

There is no pain in life, and thinking too much will form pain.

Life is not happy. If you think less, you will gradually feel happy.

There is no happiness in life, but people often think of happiness.

No prize quiz: 1 What do I want to say most?

What is the last thing I want to say?

Hit something!

35

Long-term losses will lead to gains, and there are many mysteries that cannot be said. If you don't believe it, it will take time and experience to verify it.

Cosmic life and social life is a complicated and unparalleled machine. This complexity is beyond everyone's simple self-righteous logic to guess. If we decide our own smallness and deal with it with a big thinking, we may just conform to heaven. Personally, people's paradise is contribution, enrichment, tranquility and balance. There is also a controllable view of happiness, a sense of happiness that can be freely put away. Thinking about money while working, this annoying "live" has become cute. 37 tampering with Haizi's spring warmth in bloom

From tomorrow on, be a person who dreams of happiness.

Feed the dog, feed yourself and forgive the world.

From tomorrow on, care about nutrition and age.

I have a house facing the street, which is warm in winter and cool in summer.

From tomorrow on, send a short message to every relative.

Tell them I don't care if I'm happy or not.

That happy legend tells me.

I will forward you a warm screen name for every river and mountain.

Stranger, I will also wish you happiness.

I wish you a bright future!

May you lovers get married!

May you enjoy happiness in this world!

I also want to face the monitor. Since bloom 38 started drinking here and chatting back to back, it has reduced the number of chats with real people. Hehe, there seems to be a dummy here. But it feels just as good. I can also let myself know about the lives of all kinds of adults and villains, which is very good. Silence in carnival is the real silence. It would be better if there were deafening firecrackers in your ears. I like to see others happy. I feel too free every day, but I feel insecure. It's cold outside and the room is warm. I feel like an old man who grew up in a greenhouse. Even less fighting spirit.

4 1

It seems that people should live and work with a positive attitude, but they have worked hard enough and must tolerate laziness to some extent. It was the same 20 years ago, and it came back to life. If you feel unhappy, don't do it. There is no reason, but you need to make up a reason.

Forty two.

I thought of a few words, and then I thought of the value I didn't say, so I won't say it. Drinking a little wine now means typing a few words, and the ability to speak is seriously reduced. It's not that I'm speechless. I just feel meaningless and lonely before I speak, so I'm silent. Actually, I want to say something cruel every time. But what's the point?

Everything is in time, and life is not as simple as career, family, love and money. The Buddha is on the horizon, glittering with gold. All lonely, bored, happy, conceited, pessimistic, lucky, blind, numb, young, old, and theater-watching leaders, migrant workers, examiners, scholars, and interviewers are all in God's pupil, self-righteous and pitifully small.

Happiness comes from stupidity, stupidity comes from wisdom: happiness comes from misfortune, and misfortune comes from intelligence.

43

At least we know better that what bothers us is often our favorite things at the moment: money, equipment, clothes, computer career, love, etc. These are all things that God uses to torture modern people. Unfortunately, there is no way. God wants to torture, and no one can do anything about it.

Forty-four

I decided to put off 2005 for two days, because there are still two unfinished tasks in 2005. I haven't been downstairs for nearly a week. Today, due to the holiday, I ate some food called "vegetables". When we came back to play games this year, I fell asleep on the sofa. And half a glass of last year's wine. Last year, the bag was still on the table. I will continue to eat this year.

45

My heart is dreaming when I sleep, traveling and playing everywhere, and watching when I work. It doesn't matter whether I use him or not. But as soon as he was free, he began to make trouble and kept making trouble, hoping that he would not be caught out and beaten up. At this time, the best way is to write some words to coax his lyrics. But now he is not so noisy and too lazy to write this word.

46

I bought a puppy recently and asked for money. It sounds catchy, has a tinkling metallic feeling and is very attractive.

47

Because of the complexity of human beings, if we want to deceive ourselves, we must achieve a balance of various tensions. After all, the overall happiness and satisfaction is the real human nature.

48

The process of surfing the internet also feels like holding a mouse, lighting trash cans one by one, going in and rummaging to see what rubbish you are interested in. It feels a bit like a dog's habit. But now nutrition basically depends on these, how can this not make people despair?

Forty nine

Really old, not just old. Old but old, very old.

50

There are six days a week to repent: I did something wrong, then go to sleep and correct it the next day. Sunday is for narcissism, and there are many good places to consider. Fortunately, I never blame myself, because mistakes are passive. Just as people are born passive, it is not the will of the living, nor is it the active choice of the living. Everyone is the random arrangement of the creator. Happiness, sadness, success and failure are not up to you, so there is nothing to make a fuss about. If one day I believe in Christ, I can spend six days making mistakes and repent on Sunday.

5 1

Everything is tired when I think about it, and empty when I open my mouth. Everything is bleak, even a bird can fade out.

Fifty two

Since this spring, I have declared that I am old. Old people have no right to speak. Sitting in the chair in front of the computer, basking in the winter sunshine, like leaning against the wall of my south yard. I don't want to like memories like those elders. Not that stupid. I finally stopped being cold because I was afraid of cold, and I finally didn't die because I was afraid of death. The grass in my heart grows crazy, so I grow crazy.

53

I have been exhausted for 20 years and always thought it was no different from the beginning. After reading the photos, I realized that I had lived unconsciously for a long time.

I feel more and more speechless, so I am silent, so I am lonely, so I speak out, so I am empty.

This moment is not cold, there is nothing uncomfortable, but I don't want to think about it any more. Because thinking is boring.

54

I don't want to tell the truth or lie, so I don't speak.

I don't want to do big things or small things, so I don't work.

But I have to do my job. I don't want to do it. That's right, hehe.

55

Why do you run with your back when you know you can't? The last one is poor. All I know is that there is a most comfortable refuge: the grave, hehe.

Fifty-six

Wine is a religion and a good medicine for the world. Merciful Dionysus, have pity on those of us who have been forcibly pushed onto the conveyor belt of modern life. We really need to be happy, simple, direct, cheap and not illegal. Dionysus, I will write a hymn for you. . . . . . . No charge!

57

I've always wanted to write a horrible song, but I didn't write anything, which proves that this idea is completely useless again. Hehe, let's talk about it tomorrow.

58

It seems that spring has really come. I really need to drag myself out to bask in the sun, or I will really get moldy.

59

There are countless cows chasing in my heart, countless mice digging holes, countless dogs biting people and countless chickens fighting. Listen to this song and calm down to accumulate anger that I will never explode. Because I have to find out who the world belongs to first.

60

Continue not to write

1. The days are numb

2. If you talk too much, you lose.

3. Drink less wine

4. Don't express desire

5. Silence is golden

6 1

Time, then don't fool me,

You can't go out and hide. You can't go to the bathroom.

Otherwise, there will be no youth and no love.

Time, don't scare me.

You can't be irresponsible. You can't leave me.

If you are not happy, there will be no trouble.

It's completely different. This year is completely different from last year, and next year is definitely different from this year. Every year is a life. Let this year die today, and next year will start tomorrow.

63

Chloe, please find the door of spring along the edge of winter and give me my cane. Please take that dictionary to look up the concept of love and draw a bad news about spring in your eyes with a pen.

Everyone's life still has more than 10 thousand days, so let's go quickly

65

I went to the second-hand electrical appliance market this afternoon and bought a hanger ashtray and an indoor remote-controlled helicopter. I took off and landed vertically and hovered ... but I can't roll or throw bombs-it's just a toy, hehe. But it's a little different from other days.

66

The departure of my parents made me feel suddenly old, because I was already a person without a "mother". Sometimes I feel surprised when I think about it: I was once a child, just like the one next door. Unfortunately, there are so many unprepared setbacks in the middle, and the mountain of money in the heart separates the present and childhood into two worlds. In retrospect, everything seems to have passed gently, but at that time, I felt breathless every day. No camera lens can match a child's pupil. There are no paper photos or tif documents stored in the hard disk, but I know that the pictures are stored in my mind in a special format and can be output in various ways at any time. I know how to cheer myself up best. This lost faith has given me endless courage. That's what I thought from the first second. That's why I don't go out to play, because I don't have to go out. 7 1 money, like love, should be praised the most, and vice versa. Because even if someone really bends down, it is estimated that money will inevitably go bad. For life, love is everything, for life, money is everything. Of course, I like what I want to do and have the courage not to do what I don't want to do. I think this is freedom, and it is also bought through indomitable efforts. But this is what makes people sad, because it may mean getting old. But Laozi and Zhuangzi are still worth reading, because people are greedy, confused and numb to the ultimate goal of life. Everyone knows this most clearly, and it is also the most interesting place for the creator to arrange people. Because of the complexity of people, if we want to deceive ourselves and be happy, we must balance all kinds of tensions. After all, the overall happiness and satisfaction is the real human nature. Once the brain stops, it can't start. It may be too cold. I kicked a copper coin into the soil.

I don't know the calendar year

Touch my face.

strange

Seventy-eight

I think it is a waste of time, but what can I do if I don't waste this time? I can't stand in front of the computer. Thinking about the east and the west, there is nowhere to convert.

79

Otherwise, we will really forget what the sun looks like.

80

There are too many people on the earth. If you think about it, you will die. It is best to meet at random, which means that it is predestined.

8 1

Things I always like: stories, poems, jokes, hehe. I bought a joke book before the internet appeared. I just went online and bought a joke. It's pathetic now. The punch line is too high for me to enjoy. It's all the fault of the internet.

82

Imagine a battle in the Taiwan Strait or a world war or a nuclear war later. He who has no near worries will have far worries.

83

You can not do it if you like. If there is, I just don't like it. I did what I liked, but I didn't like it. Do what you don't like, don't like. I like doing what I like, but I don't like doing what I don't like, like it or not, like it or not, like it or not. Whether he likes it or not, whether he likes it or not. Like it for nothing. The idea is happy bird flu. Maybe it's because there seems to be nothing missing, so I feel that there is nothing missing because my heart is empty. On the contrary, I didn't miss anything, but my heart was full. In my memory, I feel that things that are not urgent will drag on endlessly, which is how I drag on at my age. Alas, this year is over, and next year will be longer. I wonder if I have phone phobia. Every day's life process basically belongs to the soul, just like the battle scene in the movie Hero, which is very advanced, but it always feels a little suspended. I can finally see the sunshine, although it is better at sunset. So I don't think it's necessary to work every day to make money or anything. This is just a need and habit. 9 1 wine is a strange thing. Under normal circumstances, my mouth was only half open, and I felt the emptiness of my words and immediately closed it, so I didn't say anything. Just think about it. Drinking a little wine is different. Last night, I dreamed of the destruction of the world. I opened my eyes for two minutes, but I still couldn't come back. This is too real to describe. But I still think it's good. It's good to experience the completely destroyed self-orientation again. Living is luck. I often think of death when I am alive, so that I can feel a little alive. The body is evil, but it is safe by mechanical stability. It's just that no one can promise. But it's not that I don't want to believe this evil, but that I don't know how evil this evil is. When I am happy, I feel depressed soon. When I was depressed, I felt that the happiness below was temporary, and then I was depressed. It turns out that happiness is scared away like this. 96. Tired of running around and reaching forty, I still don't understand what is good about living and what is the meaning of life. 97

Music is the most reliable and perfect woman. She has the most beautiful appearance and the most suitable temper that you can shape and imagine. She will always have the same topic and breath as you, because she is your rib. As long as you are honest, positive and sincere with her, she will never leave.

98

Music is not everything, it is just an expression and carrier. Songs can relieve the pain of lovelorn, and should also release the depression of unemployment. Survival is the most basic problem, and the feeling of survival is the most real feeling. Pay attention to society, life, soul and fate. There is too much room for music. There are too many responsibilities, which need idealism to complete.

99

Everything is difficult and easy, life is like a dream, and life may not even be as good as a dream. It can only be regarded as a dinosaur taking a nap, and everything has become a memory.

100

Life is easy and hard, and tomorrow is full of hopes and worries. If you are unhappy, you seldom feel happy unless you drink some wine. Like many compatriots, day after day, there is no happiness, no misfortune, busy and ignorant.

10 1

I don't mean to be different from others, but I can't do the same thing as others, because I feel that my mind is too far, too tortuous and my heart is too heavy, so I am always used to hiding in the corner. In the corner where no one pays attention, look at people, the world, the luck and misfortune in the world, and the bitterness and joy in the world with modest eyes at a certain distance.

102

I have no intention of entertainment, but I like making music, because it gives me precious freedom and a good job to make a living and vent my emotions. I don't want to be a singer, but I don't want to give up singing, because songs come directly from my heart and convey my feelings and my love and hate for the world. I look forward to speaking with songs, communicating with people, and communicating with my heart. Comfort the soul that thinks it's lonely. I don't want to be a singer, but I want to be a singer, whether in a recording studio or in an underground tunnel. Because music is a way, not an end.

103

I write what I care about, and what I care about is what I worry about. Just like what I sing is what I yearn for, what I yearn for may be what I don't have. I want to integrate, I want to create, I don't care if it is genuine in a certain category. I want to make funk-style music with funk-style feeling.

104

Take body as capital, pasta as energy, alcohol and tobacco as the only fun, make music and dream in front of a bunch of machines, never waste food or time.