It's "I can't let go of my thoughts and fear".

I can't let go, but I'm afraid to think of him. Two lines of tears, shed also dare not wipe.

you can't hold the sand, but I won't lift it. No matter how painful and tired you are, you never stop.

it's ridiculous, loving him and losing him. Hate him, and worry about him every day.

am I crazy or stupid? For a rotten scum, I have made myself neither dead nor alive.

I can't let him go, and I'm afraid to think about it. How many people can understand that kind of pain? My heart is like living in a Luo Cha.

every time I move, it hurts. I've had enough. There's nothing I can do. A person will be afraid under the dark lamp. I miss you so much.

say, honey, don't be afraid, I will always protect you. You are something I can never let go of, and you are something I can never let go of.

Extended information:

Creation background of "I can't let go of my thoughts and fear":

The simple melody and soft rhythm of this song not only conform to the fresh taste that young people like most, but also make the author "fall in love at first sight". Slowly telling the pain, it touched the softest part of the soul for a while.

The author loves and hates this feeling. He gave all his heart and soul, but what he got was endless hurt and sadness. The author wrote this song when he was most helpless.