Prose:

My friend’s name is Mumu. He was born in a rural area in the north, but fell in love with Jiangnan.

Mumu is only 18 years old. Her memories and nightmares started when she was 5 years old.

When Mumu was five years old, his eye was injured. Because the treatment was not timely, he could only face life with his right eye throughout his life.

Mumu is very good at homework and gets the top three in the class every time. When he was 15 years old, Mumu transferred to the city. Even though he didn’t know anyone, Mumu still worked hard. Soon, he ranked among the top three in his grade. Having just established a foothold in this strange city, Mumu should continue to work hard and catch up. But he showed up.

They met at a friend's party. She is a kindergarten teacher working in a nearby kindergarten. Mumu fell in love with this girl by chance the first time he saw her. In Mumu's eyes, the girl is like the daughter of heaven in his heart. Love is so inexplicable, just one encounter can make people dream. After Mumu went back, he asked his friends for the girl's phone number, and then started calling and sending messages. From time to time, I would go to see her and bring her food. Love is not only inexplicable. Perhaps, it was a little unreasonable: Mumu would rather stay in the Internet cafe all night in order to deliver breakfast to her, and then deliver it to her at dawn. But the girl still hasn't officially accepted Mumu. Mumu was very sad.

One night while waiting for dawn, Mumu wrote a little poem for her:

When I think of it

I always feel an inexplicable sadness

Very familiar, but don’t know where to start

Alone

Quietly...dumbly...

Standing on the grassland Center

In the place closest to the sky

Looking at the winding river extending forward

I feel like I have arrived in heaven

Every day At this point, I can always see clearly

I see the daughter of heaven

There is no graceful posture, no delicate language

That is a kind of The beauty of nature and return

The ever-changing society

Things in life are different and people are changing

Some people have to change

So they I became a group of lost lambs

The only pure land is heaven

I long for heaven and want to see the daughter of heaven

It is fate that allows me to meet I love her

In my heart she is holy and spotless

Because of love

I carefully care for her and love her wholeheartedly

Facing her indifference, I was at a loss...

Maybe, for me: the daughter of heaven will always be an unattainable dream

Written in poetry Not great, but I was impressed. Because I saw Mu Mu’s heart as clear as water. It's a pity that Mumu didn't have the courage to give this poem to the girl. I don’t know how long it took, but Mumu mustered up the courage to confess to her, but she flatly rejected Mumu. The reason was that Mumu was a student and she would not fall in love with students, but Mumu was still pursuing her. Finally, after enduring for a month, Mumu decided to drop out of school in the tears of her family.

Mumu cared for her even more than before. But she didn't know that Mumu had given up his studies for her.

After school, Mumu worked as an apprentice in a rather large hair salon in the city. Because Mumu is diligent and honest, people in the hair salon think highly of him. On October 5th. On Mumu's 16th birthday, they went to dinner. Both parties found a friend to join them. During the dinner, Mumu announced the news that he had dropped out of school. After hearing this, the girl said nothing but lowered her head and ate in silence. She also drank wine. She knew in her heart that Mumu meant that sentence for her. He dropped out of school because of his words. Considering the girl's personality, she should have been secretly happy at that time. After dinner, Mumu sent her back to the kindergarten. At the gate of the kindergarten, she unexpectedly said to Mumu: "I found out that I have feelings for you, but only a little bit." Mumu was so excited that she almost shed tears and kept talking. nod. Later the girl went in and Mumu left. Continue working in the hair salon. He often calls her at night, and occasionally "complains" that she doesn't take the initiative to call him.

After a few days like this, she began to change - she called Mumu every day, and called a lot. But this is not a good thing. According to the regulations of the hair salon, you are not allowed to make calls during working hours. What's more, Mumu is just an apprentice. Mumu told the girl that she couldn't answer the phone during working hours, but the girl was so stubborn and seemed to deliberately embarrass Mumu. Mumu had no choice. Between love and career, Mumu once again gave the green light to his love. The night after leaving the hair salon, Mumu went to see her again. This time, he told Mumu something---

She was four months pregnant (because it was her first pregnancy and her belly was tight, so her belly was not very obvious. So Mumu didn't notice) But children are not stupid. She told Mumu that the child belonged to her cousin, who was one year older than her and was engaged in the underworld in a bar out of town and would come back to trouble her at any time. Mumu said nothing more, just hugged her and told her: Mumu will not let you be bullied as long as Mumu is here.

They stayed in the Internet cafe all night.

The next day Mumu started thinking about what to do - the surgery fee was the biggest problem. When the surgery fee could not be raised, Mumu rented a house as a place to stay. I'm worried about her being home alone. Without a job, I could stay with her at home, cook, wash her clothes, wash her feet,...

The embarrassment of life made Mumu think of selling blood to maintain her life, but the doctor told Mumu that his physical condition No...

In order to help her abort the child, Mumu decided to take a risk---

Go find her mother and arrive at her house at 9 p.m. With tears in her eyes, Mumu told her mother that the child was his and he would definitely take responsibility for her... After talking about twelve o'clock, her mother finally agreed not to hold anyone responsible, but Mumu had to pay for the surgery alone. Mumu didn't say anything, but he understood that his original intention had not been realized. In desperation, Mumu came to their home again. After 2 hours of cycling along the national highway, we finally arrived. This time Mumu told the girl's mother directly about his lack of money. The girl's mother was very angry and kept verbally attacking Mumu. For the sake of the girl's life (it had been more than 7 months now) Mumu told the truth. . The girl's mother finally agreed... As luck would have it, no hospital dared to take the risk. The operation was put on hold again. At this time, the girl's mother put forward a somewhat harsh condition - let Mumu take the girl to find a place to give birth to the child, and then the two of them would fend for themselves. This made Mumu, who was already injured, feel desperate. Mumu frankly told the girl's mother that he was now 16 years old, had no skills, no education, and no strength. He had no ability to raise a child and a woman. What's more, you can't let your friends know about this kind of thing. After hearing this, the girl's mother left cursing...

Mumu took the girl back to where she lived...

A few days passed. When she was at the end of her rope (the only seasoning left for cooking was salt) Mumu reluctantly sent her home. Please don't get me wrong, Mumu didn't abandon her, but made a desperate move so that she could survive.

After returning home, the girl’s mother told Mumu that she was going to let her give birth to the child and let Mumu go. Before leaving, they fiercely told Mumu not to step into their house again

No matter what, the girl was finally saved, and Mumu finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Mumu decided to leave this city, and after the girl gave birth, he would take her away to a strange place, where he would work at sunrise and return at sunset...

Mumu walked After that, call the girl often. That day the girl told Mumu that her mother took her to a clinic to have the child aborted...

As a man, after this happened, Mumu of course wanted to have the child aborted. But at that moment, Mumu felt very sad but also very happy. Fortunately, the girl had the baby at 8 months old and is still alive and well without any danger; what is sad is that such a good life was snuffed out...

Actually, do you want this? It doesn't matter if the child is Mumu. Because Mumu loves the girl herself rather than her first night. But then the child was gone, and Mumu became confused and blamed himself every day. Mumu didn't know whether he was a murderer or not...

By now, Mumu had already burst into tears.

I thought Mumu’s first love would go away with his tears as he lay down, but the story is far from that simple:

The girl stopped answering Mumu’s calls, and even Mumu couldn’t help herself on snowy days. Huddled in an Internet cafe near the girl's home, the girl still refused to see Mumu.

Mumu was confused. He didn’t know what he had done wrong to make the girl so heartless, or was it the girl’s mother who was behind it? In the end, some kind words from a friend allowed Mumu to find all the answers in despair: the girl's mother knew the truth from the beginning, and she was at a loss to save face. Later, the girl told her mother that she had "spotted" a candidate. This person is Mumu. The girl took advantage of Mumu's kindness and teamed up with her mother to create such a "movie". The most frightening thing is that Mumu still misses his cousin, and the two of them are connected behind Mumu's back... Mumu doesn't have the courage to continue listening, and he doesn't say anything. Very quiet and quiet, which makes people who tell him secrets feel terrible.

Mumu changed and he became obsessed with the bar. I go with my friends every now and then. Every time, I am in a corner of a bar, with strong aroma of beer, loud music, and people writhing on the dance floor, expressionless. The cold beer was cold from the esophagus to the stomach. On the bar, the back image was that of a stone statue...

...

On a rainy night, after returning from the bar, Mumu sat in a daze on the window sill until late at night, writing at dawn. Wrote a poem:

Gradually, I became numb...

Now I no longer know what pain is. Love gradually blurs in my eyes...

Where is my love? Where is my future?

The pear blossoms are in a hurry, that is the way back.

I am so confused, I want to start from scratch, but who will give me this chance?

Who would have thought that I would also have helpless times. Now I am in a dilemma

It was childishness and impulsiveness

that made me believe in eternity

Now, I know what fragmentation is

I will have no more illusions

For you, for the vows I made, for the love that I will never forget

Remember this love, remember this humiliation!

The eternity that is elusive makes me numb in 2008.

Mumu decided to leave this city and go to a city that he wanted to go to but never had the chance to go. Mumu left without saying a word. Some were indifferent, so indifferent that everyone felt cold; some were quiet, so quiet that everyone was at a loss; some were so hasty that they didn't even have time to say goodbye. Just like the end of youth, nothing is left except the memories of friends.

With the help of his uncle, Mumu entered a training class to study interior design. While surfing the Internet, the girl sent a chat request to Mumu, and Mumu agreed. The girl told Mumu that she knew she was wrong and should not have deceived him. Mumu didn't say anything, he couldn't forget the scar in his heart. The girl is going to find him in the city where Mumu is. Mumu did not agree.

Mumu is studying very hard, busy listening to lectures and drawing pictures every day...

I don’t know whether it is the dilution of time or Mumu’s relief.

Mumu had forgotten about the person he hadn't seen for a long time. But while surfing the Internet at night, Mumu inadvertently entered the girl's space in the "Recent Visitors" list. What surprised him was that there were many comments criticizing Mumu. At the end, Mumu suddenly realized that the girl had made a "copycat" version of their story. The feeling at that moment was so indescribable that I couldn't tell whether it was chilling or ironic. Mumu couldn't understand why some people, even though it was clearly their own fault, could find a bunch of high-sounding reasons to incite everyone to scold a person who was bruised and bruised by her torture. Occasionally when I go online, I come across this kind of thing, which is so shocking.

Since then, Mumu has always been invisible when surfing the Internet. He has not been online. Mumu likes her own space, because there are no lies, no deceptions, and no slander. Here, Mumu is like a wounded kitten, secretly licking her own bleeding wounds.

Now, Mumu has two biggest wishes. One is to buy a house in the city through his own efforts and bring his parents in the country to live together; the other is to never see the girl again or hear any news about the girl again...

Poetry (connected to above):

Life is not that bad,

You have to see the love in the world,

Others care about you.

You can’t be too pessimistic.

You must know that the world is full of love and care.

Since the kingdom of heaven is mentioned, I think you should understand the Bible to some extent.

The Bible,

is to encourage people to actively participate in the world,

to benefit mankind,

to treat others as ourselves,

Love brothers,

Don’t misunderstand God’s words with your own thinking.

Since you know the existence of heaven,

Why are you still so negative?

Where is the Kingdom of Heaven?

I think the love in this world is the kingdom of heaven for you and me.

We should try our best to give love to others,

help within our own abilities other people.

Be an angel to the poor.

Giving is more beautiful than receiving.

Helping others is equivalent to helping yourself.

This is the minimum awareness of those who have read the Bible!

The Kingdom of Heaven is beautiful, and it is in our hearts.

Why don’t we do more meaningful things and just daydream here?

If you are a student, study humbly and work hard to lay the foundation for the future;

If you are an employee, be down-to-earth and work wholeheartedly to benefit the society.

No matter what position we are in,

we must stick to our duties and not boast too much.

We must not boast too much.

If you have love in your heart, your world will be full of love.

If you believe in Jesus,

you should be positive instead of negative, pessimistic and complaining.

Help others more,

do your best, and

contribute more to society.

Of course,

A person’s power is limited,

What we can do is insignificant,

But the grand plan of the motherland,

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We also have to do our part,

make our own contribution,

love and work hard,

is the best contribution .

If everyone is contented,

keeps himself,

does not have prejudice or discrimination,

does not classify people into different levels,

Isn’t this world the kingdom of heaven?

Labor is the most glorious,

Even sanitation workers are worthy of respect.

There are many kinds of positions,

including national leaders, entrepreneurs, civil servants, reporters, media editors, drivers, factory workers, teachers, etc. . .

No matter what position we are in,

as long as we do our responsibilities with all our heart,

keep ourselves safe,

do our job well, < /p>

This will contribute to a harmonious society.

There is no imperfect world,

There are only us who are dissatisfied.

Those who have experienced God’s love are very happy in their hearts. ,

Not too much worry,

Not too much worry about tomorrow.

Because his heart is full of love,

so he sees the world very simply,

very harmonious and beautiful.

Even if we are frustrated for a while,

it won’t take long for us to become optimistic again.

Just because we know Jesus,

not too Pay attention to the disputes of honor and disgrace in the world,

Do not deliberately pursue fame and fortune,

Not only pursue your own interests;

More importantly, you should help others.

We want to be light and salt,

making other people’s lives better.

We are like candles,

Only when we are lit by Jesus,

can we be sublimated,

bring light to others, < /p>

Although our abilities are limited,

it is impossible to set up the world's largest charity fund like Bill Gates did,

but we are in our own position,

Showing love and illuminating others

Isn’t it also good?

Love is no matter how big or small,

No matter how capable we are,

As long as we fulfill our responsibilities,

we are with those great people. Aren’t they all the same before Jesus?

What God values ????is not the appearance,

but our heart.

The heart must be filled with love.

Put the seeds of love Sow in the hearts of people around you,

Don’t limit yourself,

Don’t pay too much attention to yourself,

Sometimes we put ourselves down,

If you have Jesus in your heart, can you not see the love of the world?

Blessings...