Looking back, it seems that everything was just yesterday
The past is like clouds and smoke, but you haven't changed
It is your hand that warms me up until tomorrow
On this day, the wind, frost, snow and rain just want to put it aside
Your smile will be the source of my confidence
Hands are tightly connected, and my heart is no longer far away
Let's * * * Make up your future
Thank you for walking so far with me
No matter who you are, only you are still here
Tomorrow you have my brightest smile
Thank you for walking so far with me
On this day, this road has gone through a bumpy starting point
Looking back, it seems like yesterday
The past is like clouds, but you haven't changed
It's your hand that is warm. Put aside
Your smile will be the source of my self-confidence
Hands are closely linked and my heart is no longer far away
Let's decorate the future together
2
Life is like the past. Zhou Wei has not appeared in Su Mo's life again, but at the same time, there is a person who has never been far away from Su Mo's life. This person is Chuhe.
Chuhe, a senior in high school in Su Mo, is handsome in appearance, excellent in grades, gentle, mature and steady, considerate and gentle. In short, it is not too much to praise him. He is a veritable public lover in the school. Everything he does is bound to be appreciated and praised by everyone, but contrary to Chu River's excellent high profile, Su Mo in high school is a big background. She likes the security of staying in the crowd, so it doesn't matter if she is not seen, so she rarely participates in any activities, and almost always stays with Zheng Dongyang during recess. She also has a habit. After school, she always goes to the shop named "Sure enough" at the end of the street, and usually takes Table 13, which is a corner position, so few people will choose it, so that later the boss laughs that it is the exclusive position of Su Mo. Usually, Su Mo will finish his homework there and then read some books before going home. She was afraid to go home. Although Wu Shuping's symptoms improved after treatment, she still hated Su Mo. Every time she saw Su Mo, she felt uncomfortable and inexplicably agitated, so Su Mo always tried her best not to appear in front of her mother. Although she really longed for her mother's love, she also knew that her existence would only aggravate her mother's pain. So this shop became a frequent place for Su Mo.
Su Mo and Chuhe met because of this store. Chuhe plays and sings some tunes on the piano in this store once a week. He is a man of the hour in the school. Su Mo knows something about him, but Su Mo also knows that he doesn't want to know his ordinary self, so they are in the same space but never know each other.
Until one day, Su Mo found a note from the book he had been reading:
"I watched you silently for a long time and found that you would come every day, and then you would stay late. Do you never have to go home for dinner?
Every time I see your thin body quietly hiding in that small corner, I feel inexplicably distressed. There is a feeling that you must have a sad story, but that sadness is always perfectly hidden by your bright smile.
I know I'm presumptuous, but I can't help but want to get close to you. I hope I can be your audience. It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk about sad stories, because I want to participate in your future-stories that will be decorated with happiness.
-Chuhe "
After reading the note, Su Mo looked up and just met Chuhe's eyes. Chuhe went to the piano and said," This song is for the girl who will become familiar with me from a stranger in the future. " Say that finish, beautiful melody poured out.
is the first snow that Su Mo always likes.
After that song, Chu River and Su Mo gradually got to know each other.
Su Mo still clearly remembers Zheng Dongyang's surprised and happy expression after knowing that she knew Chu River well. She grabbed Su Mo and said loudly, "You don't need to bring any gifts for my birthday next month, just bring Chu River. It would be great if he could play a song for me!" However, when Su Mo put forward the hope that Chuhe would play a song for Zheng Dongyang, he never refused his own Chuhe, but hesitated. He said that it was abrupt to play with Su Mo or play the piano for a girl he didn't know very well alone. Su Mo thought it was true, so he decided to play a song with Chuhe for Zheng Dongyang.
Su Mo, who has no knowledge of music theory and music foundation since the most basic scales and harmony studies, has been struggling, often playing wrongly, and the progress has never been improved. However, Chuhe has been teaching patiently, never losing his temper, and his eyes are always full of encouragement. Every time Su Mo makes progress, even if it is only a little, he will go to a movie or go out to eat with her as a reward.
On Zheng Dongyang's birthday, Su Mo and Chuhe played the Ode to Joy for her, but Zheng Dongyang didn't seem to be very happy. Su Mo asked her if she was sick, and she smiled and said that she was fine. Su Mo was puzzled, but she didn't delve into it.
Since Chu River appeared in his life, Su Mo's efforts have gradually increased. Will pay attention to the latest trends, buy magazines to learn how to match clothes, and even start to wear light makeup. Zheng Dongyang sighed unbelievably: "God, is this the power of love? Even Su Mo students who have always been low-key can be so dazzling now! I really envy you, and I can be with Senior Chuhe. "
"What do you envy me? You are so beautiful and surrounded by handsome guys. Besides, he and I are not together. We are just friends."
"But ..." Zheng Dongyang hesitated.
"what?"
"Nothing, let's go, it's time for class."
Since the appearance of Chu River, Zheng Dongyang has been acting strangely. Do you like Chu River? No, she has always had a boyfriend. For the first time, Su Mo felt that Zheng Dongyang, who talks about everything, was hiding something from himself.
When it comes to the relationship with the Chuhe River, Su Mo has never known how to define it. He just wants to be a better senior, so that he can have more capital alongside the senior.
When every girl is young, she always meets such a person. She bought a lot of clothes and cosmetics because of him, and the road to losing weight started because of him. Because of his existence, he began to become delicate and sensitive, and his heart was easily touched by his words and actions. He can give you a lot of happiness and pain at the same time, but what he brings you most is growth. Because of him, you are eager to change and grow up. That he is the catalyst for your adolescence, so that you can't wait to bloom your unique beauty.
He may be your lover, your crush, or just a dream. Whenever he is in front of you, he is shining brilliantly. For you, he may be so far away. The best way to get along with him is not to be close to this result, but to be close to this process.
In Su Mo's life, the Chu River was his catalyst, which made her what she is now.
My feelings for Chu River are more gratitude, worship and dependence. As for whether there is love or not, Su Mo has no answer.
whenever Su Mo is confused or uncomfortable, Chuhe always gives timely comfort and advice, which is not willful spoil or rigid education. Every time it is just right, it can help Su Mo calm down and inspire her to grow. Su Mo gradually became more and more dependent on the Chu River. Later, he simply worked hard for a year in his senior year of high school and was admitted to the F University where the Chu River was located. F University used to be a university that Su Mo couldn't even think about, but because of the Chuhe River, Su Mo got his wish.
Before you know it, a summer vacation passed away in the shopping with Zheng Dongyang. In early September, Su Mo and Chuhe got on the train to Hangzhou, while Zheng Dongyang was on the other side of the platform and embarked on a journey to Xi 'an.
In this way, Su Mo left his best friend who lived with him day and night since childhood, and was far away from this city, the place where his first wonderful heart beat in his life.
Zhou Wei, I'm in another city. Am I getting farther and farther away from you? Su Mo looked out of the window a flash of scenery, trance and asked.