It is almost impossible to find a well-known tutor to teach you music here, and it is even less likely to be free. Also, if you want to learn to compose and write lyrics, you don’t just need to learn to sing. You also need to learn an instrument and music theory knowledge. Therefore, it is almost impossible to learn to compose without going outside to learn it. Moreover, it may take several years to learn to compose with zero basic knowledge (this is what my piano teacher said) unless you are very talented and can buy some music by yourself. You will know it after reading this book. I like music just like you, and like you, I have many illnesses that cannot be cured. I am also a 16-year-old girl. I can compose some music but not lyrics. I have never learned anything. I compose music based on inspiration. You can also buy some music books and come back. I believe you can do it. Come on