After much thought, I always dare not write lightly, Lan Yan Zhiji, this word is so beautiful, you are qualified for it, but I am always afraid that my writing style cannot be like Mr. Xu Beihong, who can describe his beloved horse with a magical pen. Got both physical and spiritual qualities. On the contrary, it dims your brilliance and makes you ordinary. Finally today, I mustered up the courage to carefully display my clumsy writing skills. It’s not for anything else, I just want to use words as a song to express my most sincere emotions towards you! I once thought I fell in love with you, my blue face. At that time, we were in the most innocent time, and the hearts of young teenagers were filled with enthusiasm, optimism, and of course, mixed with the pounding heartbeats in various youth movies. On your birthday, I gave you a cup with a porcelain body and wooden lid, and a cute little rabbit dancing by the white wall. After giving it away, I realized that the cup had the meaning of "a lifetime", and I couldn't help but feel a little sweetness in my heart. ? When I was a freshman in high school, I complained to you that chemistry and mathematics were so difficult to learn. You called me that day and told me that I would ask you if I didn’t understand anything. Your best friend Pingzi teased, "What about me?" You agreed casually. So we started the "road to study" from the seventh floor of teaching building D to the second floor of teaching building B. However, neither of us can even pass the basic knowledge, which makes you feel helpless. Pingzi thought that you didn't really teach sincerely (she was somewhat estranged from him. In junior high school, he rarely answered questions for classmates who came to visit with books, so he left a somewhat selfish impression on most of the class), so she left resolutely, no matter what. Let me ask you questions again. I was left alone, and after the bell for evening self-study rang, I walked leisurely through the dark corridor. One night, I said I won’t ask you questions tonight, and then we will do homework together and become your deskmate for a brief ten minutes. There are only a few people in your classroom, and the atmosphere is quiet and sweet.
Initially, we met on campus. Because you are so radiant, I, who was squatting in the corner, stood up and walked closer to you. I never cared about academics, but your outstanding performance in class surprised me. Although the classmates have previewed the next day's class, there is still no one as sharp and active in thinking as you, who can answer the questions that the teacher only half-raised so correctly (this is why you, as a top academic, have not been influenced by the teacher) One of the important reasons for being lovable). ? I love music and appreciate everyone who loves music, including you. When you sing your favorite music in front of everyone, you will only be rewarded with a few laughs and sarcasm. It is true that you are tone-deaf, and singing from your mouth is the type that I am least interested in, but I only love your intoxicated expression. I felt a soul that loved music as much as I did, and ridicule and disregard were definitely not my echo! You are so talented that as a junior high school student, you can write more than ten pages of off-topic essays and submit them to the Chinese teacher, just to express your inner thoughts. Even if you are punished to rewrite, you will not regret it. In high school, you made all kinds of friends, and I really admire your language arts. With excellent eloquence, you organize and participate in debate competitions. You are quick-thinking and witty in the competition. ?Same sexes repel each other and opposite sexes attract each other. At this time, what I like is your bohemian, lively and smart personality, your sincere helping and warm character, and your quick thinking. It is precisely because you and I are different, and I am looking for something new, that I am attracted to your talent, character, and soul.
However, as far as I am concerned, the school days we experienced were just small saplings that planted our friendship, without sufficient sunshine and rain. It really begins to grow after we are no longer classmates, after we no longer learn knowledge on the same campus, after we read the big book of life. There is no doubt that the older you get, the more lonely you become. As time goes by, I have some thoughts about life, and I suddenly feel lonely. There are very few people in my life who know and understand another person. "One Hundred Years of Solitude" says that loneliness is the only outlet for loneliness.
The greater the crowd, the greater the loneliness. At that time, this sentence appeared in your talk, "Please treat me well, I am a lonely child." ah! By chance, I think you have learned something important just like me.
Quiet, taciturn, and even nerdy, these are all labels on me. After reading for a certain amount of time, I finally realized that what I love is tragedy. Mr. Lu Xun's words impressed me deeply, "Tragedy is the destruction of valuable things for people to see." Every time after reading a tragic and touching book, my heart is always deeply shocked and surging. But on social networks, my best friends always send me emotional film and television videos, weird and interesting entertainment news, or colorful food and travel life. In comparison, I always feel that I am behind the times and going against the trend of the times. ? When I feel so sad that no one can talk to me, I can't help but think of you, whom I haven't contacted for a long time, and wish you my love. I'm arrogant and have low self-esteem, and I'm afraid that your tastes are completely different, so I said it's just a recommendation, not a requirement. In fact, I hope you will read this book carefully and carefully. I am eager to share with you the material and spiritual existence that bring me beautiful feelings, to feel the ageless and steadfast love of life and death between Meggie and Ralph in "The Thorn Birds", and to feel Andy's incomparable perseverance in pursuing freedom and hope in "The Shawshank Redemption" , feel the joy of turning your innermost thoughts and passions into real words and sharing them with others... ? After recommending it to you, what you get is not the same indifference as others, but what you get is your serious treatment, sincere thanks, Also enthusiastically recommended! Our conversation is still unforgettable. You: I really like people to give me Amway, so I will take a serious look at it. Me: (overwhelmed by emotion, I replied in seconds) Thank you. You: Thank you. I often feel this way. At that moment, I felt that our souls were on the same track! ? Everyone loves to think without boundaries, but few people are devoted to thinking about abstract things. "What motivates our students to study hard?" "Is love a false proposition?"... These questions are active in your mind like inspiration, which coincides with me who often think about "aging and death". combine. I'm sure you also understand the principle of "teaching a man to fish is worse than teaching him to fish", because when I ask you about science and technology, you don't just give me specific answers, but light up a bright light. Let me explore alone. He also told me that if I am not interested in exploring, you will help me choose. Because of you, I opened the door to another universe, a new world that I have never set foot in, full of new things!
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Looking back, I am attracted to you because of your differences, and I remember and love you because of your similarities! Attraction is nothing more than splendid fireworks in the sky, extremely charming but fleeting. My beloved heart can beat forever for your interesting soul! Zweig said: "The happiest thing for a person is to discover his mission when he is young and strong." In my humble opinion, the same goes for discovering a soul as interesting as yourself. Even though it was a meeting between a liberal arts girl and a science guy, even though when I was immersed in Milan Kundera's "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", he was addicted to Da Bing's "Good, Touch Your Head", even though when I hummed Jacky Cheung's " "Old Love", he was singing Jam Hsiao's "Princess" wildly. However, he and I are equally sensitive, fragile, have low self-esteem, long for love and friendship, are willing to share, and are persistent.
As a common saying goes, good-looking skins are all the same, but interesting souls are rare. An interesting soul deserves to be cherished! Especially the blue (red) Yan confidant, it is an encounter with another self beyond the skin!