Chen Lin was once a brilliant female singer.
In her twenties, she won the Best Outstanding Newcomer Award, the Best Female Singer of the Year, and the Top Five Chinese Music Awards.
At the peak of her career, she jumped off the seventh floor on her ex-husband's birthday and one hundred days after her current husband's marriage, and ended her life at the age of 39.
What caused Chen Lin to end his life in such a cruel way?
actually, it's because of a word "love".
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Chen Lin is a Chongqing girl, with a good face and a hot figure, who has been loved by people around her since childhood.
In p>1985, Chen Lin, who was only 15 years old, was admitted to Sichuan Dance Academy, and kept studying the mystery of Quyi.
At school, she worked hard and practiced singing seriously, just to fulfill her dream as a singer.
Three years later, Chen Lin, with her outstanding timbre, became a voiceless soloist of Sichuan Quyi Troupe, shining brightly in major theaters, with endless applause from flowers.
In p>1993, Chen Lin released his first album: Your tenderness I will never understand.
A clever voice and a slow-flowing melody, a woman who has great illusions about love but is hard to find, are carved out.
The phrase "I don't understand your tenderness, I can't see you clearly" once sang and cried countless female students who had been hurt by feelings.
This song became a stepping stone for her to enter the pop music scene in China, making her a "budding new girl" in the pop music world and a dark horse of the year.
If you watch carefully, you will be surprised to find that most of Chen Lin's works are related to love, such as Love Love, Please Don't Say Love Me Again, and so on.
The word "love" covers all her works and succinctly summarizes her infatuated life.
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23-year-old Chen Lin put her fantasy and longing for love into her songs, which attracted a large number of boys.
Shen Yongge, a romantic genius, is one of them.
The legend of Chinese record industry once went to Japan with $7. Looking at the booming record market in Japan, Shen Yongge was moved.
after graduation, he joined JVC, a famous Japanese record company, but he was not reused. Instead, he moved his record for two years.
Later, the company needed a Chinese-speaking employee to enter the mainland, and Shen Yongge seized the opportunity and turned over in one fell swoop.
years of experience in JVC have taught Shen Yongge a set of mature brokerage operation procedures.
In order to practice these methods, Shen Yongge has been looking for someone who can help him soar and gain a foothold.
When he heard Chen Lin's voice, he decided that Chen Lin was an artist who could help him and gain a foothold in the music circle.
So, through the introduction of friends, Shen Yongge and Chen Lin met.
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After they met, Shen Yongge frequently contacted Chen Lin, and they gradually became good friends.
During the communication, Shen Yongge has been asking about Chen Lin's future development plan; And patiently give pertinent suggestions when she has friction with the company; Give meticulous care to Chen Lin when it is vulnerable.
Subsequently, Shen Yongge actively pursued Chen Lin.
In the process of getting along with each other, Chen Lin, a girl who is eager and afraid of love, was moved by the affectionate Shen Yongge and accepted his pursuit.
In order to better seize the domestic market, Shen Yongge founded its own music company "Bamboo Book Culture" in 1996.
In order to divert the flow, he signed famous domestic musicians and orchestras into the company name, and Chen Lin was one of them.
After the husband-and-wife stage, Chen Lin released four or five albums such as Woman, Chen Lin and Afraid of Falling in Love with you in a few years with the help of Shen Yongge Records, and won many awards such as Roland Award and Best Female Singer in the 1998 Global Chinese Language List.
While Chen Lin was popular all over the country, it also made the loudest shot for the "Bamboo Book Culture" and made Shen Yongge a fortune.
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It was the best time in Chen Lin, the queen of heaven, the king of songs and the singer of the times. Such a great honor was crowned on Chen Lin and envied by countless people.
Over the years, Chen Lin, as the chief coffee maker of Shen Yongge Company, has been taking jobs frequently and has little personal time.
But for the sake of his lover and his lover's company, Chen Lin has been gritting his teeth, hoping to give each other the greatest help.
However, Chen Lin's body is not made of iron. Finally, in 23, she was sent to the hospital because of overwork.
Since then, Chen Lin's health condition is worrying, and he can't take on heavy work any more, so he has to rest in the hospital.
during Shen Yongge's hospitalization in Chen Lin, Chen Lin was very moved by his serving tea and taking care of Chen Lin with all his heart and soul.
They were inseparable and had the best time of their lives.
Although Chen Lin thinks Shen Yongge is "very sincere", is this really the case?
Shen Yongge takes care of Chen Lin in every detail, but there is never room for discussion on making money.
Even though Chen Lin repeatedly asked for "I hope to retire, take good care of my health and have a baby", Shen Yongge didn't agree at all, and kept giving her various endorsements and Shang Yan.
No matter how dissatisfied Chen Lin was, she chose patience for the sake of loving her husband's lifelong career.
After getting a little better, Chen Lin set out again and embarked on the journey of performing.
it's just that she didn't expect that men's hearts are the most changeable.
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In 27, Chen Lin finished a performance abroad and rushed back to China just to meet Shen Yongge.
But Shen Yongge didn't meet her at the airport, and even missed her invitation-only dinner.
The next day, the newspaper reported that Shen Yongge had a candlelight dinner with her female artist.
The gentle and meticulous husband in Chen Lin's heart suddenly turned into a love rat who cheated on his wife.
It's hard to imagine how Chen Lin felt when he saw the photos of the "perfect man" and the female artist.
From then on, Chen Lin no longer believed the man who was full of lies. The seeds of jealousy were full of gorgeous vines in Chen Lin's heart, which entangled Chen Lin's precarious feelings and got out of hand.
With such a heavy blow to the spiritual world, Chen Lin's physical problems began to appear, and various diseases followed.
In the end, Chen Lin couldn't bear such embarrassing torture and divorced Shen Yongge at the end of 27.
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Things never overwhelm people, but emotions do.
After Shen Yongge's divorce, Chen Lin was unhappy and indulged in the life of being addicted to money.
During that time, she didn't have a job, and there was nothing to relieve her emotions. Wine became her only outlet.
She began to drink heavily and shut herself in her room despite the discouragement of her family and friends.
Seeing Chen Lin's self-abandonment, friends began to persuade her, hoping that she could look at other men and find another emotional sustenance, so as not to spend too much emotion on love rat.
After listening to a friend's words, although Chen Lin began to work and communicate normally, she still didn't look for a new love.
Until her former colleague Zhang Chaofeng appeared, she opened Chen Lin's heart with the same gentle offensive.
Like the first time I met Shen Yongge, Zhang Chaofeng was very careful, caring for Chen Lin in every possible way, and with the unique romance of a musical boy, he carefully knocked on Chen Lin's frozen heart.
In Zhang Chaofeng, Chen Lin saw the original Shen Yongge, the man who let her settle down in the confused period of her career, made her feel at ease when she came back at midnight, and was haunted by dreams after separation.
With nostalgia and disappointment for Shen Yongge, Chen Lin pinned all her fantasies and injuries in love on this man who had just met, but was particularly familiar with him.
She longed for Zhang Chaofeng to bring some comfort to her scarred heart, so she went to the man she had known for a short time with expectation.
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But this tender-hearted man, who is 8 years younger than her, has been shouted at by everyone in the industry.
a few years ago, he was exposed to scandals such as "taking private orders in the name of the company to make profits, but not making them with all his heart", and his reputation in the circle was extremely poor.
He is not single-minded about feelings. Before approaching Chen Lin, he dumped his ex-girlfriend who had been in love for eight years.
Therefore, many people doubt Zhang Chaofeng's initial intention of approaching Chen Lin, and urge Chen Lin to take it easy and wait and see.
But Chen Lin pushed through the crowd and ignored these voices. In 29, she and Zhang Chaofeng quickly registered to get married.
After the news of their marriage was made public, friends in the circle expressed their dissatisfaction with Chen Lin's choice, but they still sent their sincere wishes.
Even Shen Yongge, her ex-husband, who broke up in discord, euphemistically conveyed her wishes to Chen Lin through her friends, hoping that she would have a happy marriage.
I just don't know, is Shen Yongge at this time because he feels guilty about lin li or because he still has feelings for lin li?
Just when everyone thought that Chen Lin was finally going to be happy, she sent herself into the abyss again.
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In October 29, Chen Lin, who had just been married for 1 days, jumped from the height of seven stories and died immediately.
Chen Lin's suicide shocked the entertainment circle and fans so much that everyone couldn't believe it.
The day when Chen Lin committed suicide was not only the 1th day of her second marriage, but also the birthday of her ex-husband Shen Yongge!
Chen Lin's friend revealed that the suicide was not a whim, but the result of Chen Lin's long struggle.
Since Shen Yongge's divorce, Chen Lin has had many thoughts of suicide. After the divorce, Chen Lin still has feelings for Shen Yongge, thinking of his extraordinary temperament and gentle personality when he first met Shen Yongge.
Although Shen Yongge's cheating disheartened Chen Lin, she still held some illusory fantasies about Shen Yongge.
This state lasted until after she married her second husband, Zhang Chaofeng.
According to Zhang Chaofeng, her second married husband, "She talks about Shen Yongge every day, and whenever she sees something delicious or fun, she always mentions the old days, which makes me very uncomfortable."
In the face of Chen Lin's "unforgettable old love", Zhang Chaofeng expressed "willingness to wait", but it didn't take long for him to get tired of Chen Lin's nagging.
The husband, who used to be gentle with others, showed an ugly face, and their relationship deteriorated again and again after many quarrels and cold wars.
Just before Chen Lin committed suicide, they had a big fight "because Chen Lin mentioned Shen Yongge again".
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Two marriages with no good results made this woman with beautiful illusions about love extremely disappointed.
it is hard for her to understand that men are born with bad habits and can't accept their ruthless transformation from tenderness to irrationality.
Two love wounds that are difficult to heal, and I keep putting a knife into Chen Lin's fragile heart. In the end, Chen Lin couldn't stand the mental and physical torture and ended his life.
Love is both a sharp knife and a good medicine. It can hurt you severely and can also be a good medicine to cure the pain. Its extreme nature can hurt you thoroughly in an instant and hold you to the sky in an instant.
As emotional animals, women are often hurt more deeply in love, and it is more difficult for them to get out. They want to break completely, but they are obsessed with it.
Even though Chen Lin's career was smooth sailing, she struggled with the word "love" for most of her life, and even wanted to end her life for love.
being trapped by love is the most difficult wound to heal in the world.