"I have done nothing wrong in my life, why did I do that?" This is a sentence in Leslie Cheung's suicide note, and it is also a sentence with a large amount of data. Before Leslie Cheung's death, he invited friends to have dinner together. He noticed that Leslie Cheung's hands were constantly shaking. At first, he thought it was caused by anxiety. Only after asking for confirmation did Leslie Cheung reveal that he had been ill for a long time. Leslie Cheung passed away on April Fool's Day

As a generational superstar in the Hong Kong entertainment industry, Leslie Cheung passed away in 2017, but he still lives in the hearts of thousands of fans and still has countless fans. Regarding his death, there has been a lot of discussion for many years. His sudden death in the glorious stage cannot help but make people feel doubtful and even curious. What happened to him? Why did a superstar choose to commit suicide during his glorious period?

In 2003, Leslie Cheung had just completed the "Passion Concert" global tour that brought him to the most glorious stage. After receiving countless bouquets and cheers, he announced that he had become the most popular singer in Hong Kong. The top superstars and the Hong Kong media also changed from anger at the beginning of the tour to praise. Everything is so perfect, it is unattainable to reach this level in life, but Leslie Cheung has guaranteed that he is worthy of this honor. He held more than 300 personal tours in his life, including 121 at the Hung Hom Stadium in Hong Kong alone.

April Fool’s Day is celebrated every year on April 1st, and Christmas in 2003 will be different from the past. On this day, it was raining continuously in Hong Kong, China. Suddenly, an unbelievable message came from the radio station: Leslie Cheung committed suicide by jumping off a building in a hotel restaurant in Central at night. Is this true? All Hong Kong people were surprised and could not believe this fact.

According to Leslie Cheung’s friend and artist manager Chen Shufen recalled that on April 1, she made an appointment with Leslie Cheung to meet at the Mandarin Hotel. Chen Shufen, who was on the phone with Leslie Cheung, was about to walk into the hotel restaurant. Leslie Cheung But he asked her to come to the door of the hotel restaurant and said she would see him soon. As soon as he finished speaking, he saw a figure fall in front of him with a "pop", and it happened to be Leslie Cheung.

Leslie Cheung committed suicide by jumping off a building and was taken to the hospital, where he died at 7:06 pm. The Hong Kong police also announced that Leslie Cheung committed suicide by jumping off a building. It was said that two suicide notes were found on Leslie Cheung's body. Witnesses said that on the night of the incident, they saw Leslie Cheung arguing with his friends, and then he jumped off the building and committed suicide not long after. As for the reason why he committed suicide by jumping off the building, there have been different opinions so far, and there is no accurate explanation.

Hong Kong newspapers published two suicide notes of Leslie Cheung on the second day after the incident. One of them read: Depression, thank you friends, thank you Professor Mailie Jiajia. The past year has been so hard that I can no longer bear it. Thank you Dumb, thank you family, thank you Fat Sister. I have never done anything wrong in my life, why is this happening? "It was signed Leslie. The content of the other suicide note was that I met a twenty-year-old young man. I didn't know how to choose between him and Dumb. I was very confused, so I chose to commit suicide. A suicide note caused a strong response< /p>

The two suicide notes also represented Leslie Cheung’s final wishes, but these two suicide notes caused a lot of objections to him. Some media revealed that the root cause of Leslie Cheung’s suicide by jumping off a building was emotional problems, but Leslie Cheung’s relatives The answer was that he was suffering from severe depression, and his body and mind had been greatly damaged.

The two suicide notes made the matter more and more confusing. The authenticity of the suicide note is also doubtful. Ah Dai, who was mentioned in both suicide notes, had no choice but to issue a statement on April 2: "My brother's feelings have not changed. He is definitely not suffering from emotional problems. His feelings are definitely there. No problem. The third party we mentioned before, or my driver, also drove a car to pick me up, and we said it was my boyfriend. This incident was completely distorted and reported.

The news of Leslie Cheung’s death has become the focus of various media. The media are also exploring many truths. The police found a suicide note on Leslie Cheung’s body. This suicide note was quickly scrambled by various media. Everyone took it seriously. The content of the suicide note is carefully thought through, and I am afraid of ignoring all kinds of information. The Taiwanese media quickly published the concise and clear content of the suicide note: I know a young man in his 20s who did not know how to choose between him and "Dumb" and was very confused, so he committed suicide. Quick Apple Daily published the full text of the suicide note: Thank you all friends, thank you Professor Mailie Jiajia, this year has been very difficult and I can’t bear it anymore, thank you Mr. Lu, thank you Sister Fei. I have never done anything wrong in my life, why?

The person Ah-Dai appeared in both suicide notes. In fact, Ah-Dai’s real name was Tang Hede. He and Leslie Cheung were best friends who had been together for more than 20 years. Tang Hede was very good to Leslie Cheung, and even before Leslie Cheung When he became famous, he had no money and couldn't even pay the rent. Tang Hede frugally lent him several months of his salary, but he lived on toast. Leslie Cheung learned everything from his friends more than ten years later, and suddenly He was deeply moved and cried when he mentioned Tang Hede on the tour, saying that he was his good friend and his mother was his most beloved. This has already been a semi-public feature. In fact, before this, the media had successively speculated on the relationship between the two people and traced the origin. Leslie Cheung took the initiative to tell everything.

The media frantically tracked the two people. Some people revealed that a few days before Leslie Cheung committed suicide, some people saw Tang Hede leading a young man to negotiate with Leslie Cheung. During the period, the two people argued. Leslie Cheung was in a low mood, and some People say that Leslie Cheung and Tang Hede had been strangers to each other for a long time. There was a lot of evidence in newspapers and periodicals at that time. This caused Leslie Cheung's mental instability and jumped to his death. After Leslie Cheung's death, Tang Hede finally spoke out and denied all rumors. All media speculations were completely groundless. In the past two years, Tang Hede has always brought Leslie Cheung's players, so this statement is not reliable. 2 People who participated in "Farewell My Concubine" can't get out of their hearts

Of all the films Leslie Cheung has participated in, he once announced that "Farewell My Concubine" is his favorite film because of the protagonist Most like himself, Duan Xiaolou in the play cannot distinguish between drama and drama, which not only misunderstands reality and dramatic performance, but also leads to his own miserable life.

There is a classic dialogue in "Days of Being Wild": I heard others say that there is a kind of bird in the world that has no legs. It can only keep flying and flying. When it is too tired to fly, it will Falling asleep in the wind, this kind of bird only gets out of bed once in its life, and that time is when it dies. "Is it possible to say that Leslie Cheung is just a footless bird? He finally fell to the ground. This kind of statement is obviously unfounded. After all, I can't tell the difference between the scenes, which is the quality that a good actor should have. 3 Leslie Cheung filmed "Weird" "Ghost in Dimension"

This is the last movie shot by Leslie Cheung. In the film, Leslie Cheung plays a doctor who is exhausted and mentally stressed. Leslie Cheung has always been timid and afraid of heights, but this time After one movie, Leslie Cheung will no longer be afraid. Some people say that Leslie Cheung is suspicious of ghosts and praying to gods. Of course, this kind of statement is ridiculous.

When the media continued to speculate on the cause of death, Tang Hede made it clear. He pointed out that he knew the cause of death, but it was not easy for him to tell. After Leslie Cheung's funeral, the Zhang family finally stopped being silent and finally revealed the culprit: depression

The actor. Agent Chen Shufen confirmed that what she said is true, so why did she suffer from symptoms such as depression? 1 Lack of care at home

Leslie Cheung’s real name is Cheung Fa-chung. There are children in the family who are poets, and Leslie Cheung is the least. Although the Li family is rich, But his father is indeed a playboy, and his mother is busy with business and has no time to take care of children. Leslie Cheung has been afraid of loneliness since he was a child, and wanted to grow up quickly and leave home. However, he has never blamed his mother, and he also looks forward to his parents' care, even in the future. Even after his career became successful, this wish has not been fulfilled, and his relationship with his mother has been very estranged. This can be seen from the interviews between his sister and Leslie Cheung. 2 The frustrations in his music career continued

Leslie Cheung suffered various defeats. Odd jobs were the most tiring part of his life. It wasn't until 1977 that Leslie Cheung entered everyone's attention when he participated in a singing talent show competition held by a television program. There was some improvement, and the vinyl records were sold at a low price. At that time, he sang Jenny Yen's fast songs, and this situation continued until 1984, seven years after Leslie Cheung's debut. The sales volume of the album "Leslie" increased by 400,000 copies, and Leslie Cheung's fame skyrocketed, and his popularity was directly matched by the music industry's top brother "Alan Tam".

Unexpectedly, Alan Tam's fans quickly became dissatisfied with Leslie Cheung's scenery, and the conflicts between the two camps of fans continued. Alan Tam's fans even used the most vicious words in the world to express insults to Leslie Cheung. Leslie Cheung even sent Leslie Cheung to Mingyi Minglou for his birthday, and even drove Leslie Cheung's beautiful car. Leslie Cheung once said that he and Alan Tam were best friends, but the fans did not. Wenwenwen insulted and harassed Leslie Cheung again. In 1986, Leslie Cheung won the top ten Taiwan Golden Melody Awards for the first time with "Who's Screaming". Fans on the other side burst into laughter. In 1989, Leslie Cheung finally couldn't bear it. Due to work pressure, he announced his withdrawal from the music scene. During the tour, he burst into tears and cried at one point. 3 His film and television production work was questioned by many parties.

After withdrawing from the music scene, Leslie Cheung has participated in several popular films. , was nominated for 13 Academy Awards, but failed to win the honorary award. At the 34th Taiwan Golden Horse Awards, he was nominated for "Happy Together", but the jury received 0 votes. He tried his best to invest. The film creation was rejected, and he gradually began to question himself. But he did not give up on himself, but the subsequent films he participated in did not win any awards. 4 The styling design of the tour concert "Sadako" caused many criticisms, and Leslie Cheung couldn't bear it anymore

In 2000, Leslie Cheung held the "Passion" concert tour. Leslie Cheung invested great energy in participating and found the Dutch indoor Designer Jean Paul Gaultier serves as fashion designer. In order to better match the concept of the design, Leslie Cheung looks at people with long hair. The next day, the media vigorously claimed that Leslie Cheung was neither male nor female, and that the style he wore on the tour was "Sadako." The tour organizer did not allow Leslie Cheung to appear in such a way. When Leslie Cheung returned to the Hong Kong Coliseum again, Tears burst into tears again.

After this tour, "brother"'s condition became more serious. After the producer of "Stealing Heart", which he directed, was rejected, he could not withstand the pressure and had a pessimistic and world-weary outlook. He even committed suicide once, and finally on April 1, 2003, he jumped and left this world.

As the world's top superstar, Leslie Cheung has made great achievements in the three aspects of film, television, production and singing. His departure will have great harm to the world. No matter how much the media denounced and slandered it at that time, it will not affect his brother's success. Influence in people's hearts

For a person as successful as Leslie Cheung, many netizens don't know why Leslie Cheung suffered from depression. In fact, it was Leslie Cheung's success that harmed him. Leslie Cheung has always been a perfectionist and has too high standards for himself. It is not necessarily a good thing for a person to endure too many extremes. Due to various work and emotional pressures, Leslie Cheung was overwhelmed. Such daily life accumulated over time, so Leslie Cheung gradually suffered from severe depression. As a result, on "Christmas", He made a joke with people all over the world and always left everyone who loved him. Maybe it's also a way to get rid of him. I only wish that there would not be so many mundane things in heaven, and he could sing "The wind continues to blow" quietly!

Although there has been no conclusion regarding the cause of Leslie Cheung's death, his image among many fans has not diminished. The dead are gone, but the living are unforgettable. If a star can achieve this level, it can be regarded as the greatest comment on Leslie Cheung's life. May Leslie Cheung be well in heaven.