Orthodoxy is not a problem, but the result of human psychology and environment, aesthetics and sexual orientation. First, you should correct your attitude, and then try to make friends with one or two orthodox people. When you see other orthodoxy, you will appreciate it. Orthodoxy is essentially appreciating orthodoxy. If you cross this line, you are a pedophile. It's important to control yourself at all times. If I can have a child of my own in the future.