Read this book first, If You Give Me Three Days of Light.
In fact, everyone has his own way of life when he is born. You cannot change everything before you, but your future path can change how others see you. It has nothing to do with who you are. You can change yourself. Make yourself a good person. Don't tie yourself to your past and things you can't change. Life is cruel. Only if you don't give up on yourself can you control your own destiny! Hold the shackles and dance the most beautiful dance!
God makes you lose something, but through your own persistence, you can gain something that others cannot have, such as a strong heart! Now these taunts are temporary. Find your direction and stick to your own path!