I always feel that making friends is meaningless, wasting time and not interested in communication. I think the present friendship is false, which leads to nothing now.
I feel like you. I also think it's a waste of time to make friends now, but that doesn't mean I don't play with others. I just don't have such deep feelings and won't go through fire and water for her. Take your time. In this process, let yourself not have contradictory feelings, observe more contact, and you will find real good friends.