First of all, I want to share a concept with you, which is unrequited love.
Generally speaking, unrequited love means that one party loves the other but has never, can't or dare to show it. Usually it is nothing more than a lack of self-confidence, and one or both parties have partners.
Then back to your question, you must belong to the first situation, which is lack of self-confidence. As you said yourself, you dare not confess because of your inferiority. But you don't want to continue suffering, so you are looking for a breakthrough.
Next, I will answer your question from two angles. One is where your inferiority complex comes from, and the other is how to break through your inferiority complex and bravely pursue happiness.
Ok, let's analyze where your inferiority complex comes from.
I think there are two possibilities:
1) is that the software and hardware conditions between you are very different.
If that's the case, then I suggest you stand at a distance and enjoy it silently, or you can worship and bless her as an idol, but don't dwell on it. After all, there are plenty of fish in the sea, and maybe the person who is more suitable for you is at the next corner.
2) Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
It means: you deify each other and imagine them to be perfect. In front of the goddess, you feel that you are just an ordinary person, completely unworthy of each other, and even standing in front of her, you will feel ashamed.
In other words, your inferiority complex is completely caused by your lack of correct and comprehensive understanding of the object you secretly love.
Is that so? Tell you a judgment method:
Are you familiar with your job? When you face difficulties, can you go forward bravely? Do you laugh when you face your friends? But in the face of your goddess, will you be "stupid and at a loss"?
If the answer is yes, then I hope you can bravely pursue your own happiness through three steps.
1)? It is near her.
Don't stand in the distance and admire silently. You should try to get close to her, get to know her, or take circuitous tactics to get close to the people around her first. You should know her preferences through various channels and signs, such as what books you like to read, what tastes you like to eat, where you like to go for leisure and so on.
These will be your weapons for future attacks.
2) Be close to her.
Through the first step, you can use her usual whereabouts you know to create a chance encounter.
For example, you go to the coffee shop where she often goes, holding a book just like hers, and you meet in surprise. Plus the homework you did before, find some topics that she is interested in and chat casually, and naturally it will be fine.
3) is to pursue her.
After the above two steps of understanding and contact, you may find that she is not the goddess above. At this time you can also judge whether you really like her or want to pursue her.
If you find that the other person is not your type at all, and all your original beauty is an illusion, you don't have to "languish for Iraq" anymore. If you think she is really the one who "looks for her in the crowd", then you have the opportunity and courage to pursue her at this time. What are you waiting for? Blow the horn of the charge!
Finally, I want to say: even if it doesn't work out in the end, we should take this step bravely. Because I missed it, I only regret it. Loved and grew up.