"I remember when I was young, I let go and lost you. I saw you crying with ice cream in the crowd ... "
I have a younger sister and a younger brother, born after 90 and 00 respectively.
1
When I was almost ten years old, my little sister came into my life. My first impression of my little sister was crying. Because she loves to cry, her neighbors nicknamed her "tractor". Once the tractor is started, it will be an eternal and huge "thump" sound, which is quite similar to Miss Sister. She is very stubborn and stinks. As long as she loses her temper and disowns her six relatives, every time she loses her temper, I have the idea of picking up a kitchen knife and wanting to die with her. Plus, when she was born, I was sensible enough to do some small housework for my family, and my parents were busy, so the responsibility of taking care of my little sister undoubtedly fell on my shoulders. Changing diapers, taking a bath, feeding my little sister and putting her to bed became the whole of my spare time when I was a child. By the way, I have to put up with her endless crying.
All this is a painful childhood experience for me who is less than ten years old and wants to go out to play every day or expect to have independent time. At that time, I was particularly eager to grow up and leave this home. I'm really fed up with my little sister's destruction of my childhood.
Finally, after high school, I got rid of all this. Because I live on campus, I have my own circle of friends and very, very abundant personal time, and even laugh in my dreams.
My younger brother came into my life in my most rebellious adolescence. For his birth, I think it is a kind of "shame" in adolescence: there are only two children in other people's families, but there are three in our family. He is also the only man who is finally owned by the patriarchal ideology. I feel so humiliated. I was born in a patriarchal family, and I was very unhappy. So after my little brother was born, although he was really a very, very cute little doll, I didn't want to see it at all. Fortunately, I will be in high school at that time, and I don't need to take him. He didn't give me more "destruction" during my adolescence.
2
The trajectory of life keeps moving forward. I graduated from high school, went to college and started working, immersed in my own world, and suddenly one day, they grew up.
My little sister is catching up with me with two pear whirlpools. In college, she and I talked about everything, including our studies and feelings. Not long ago, we also discussed Tiny Times 3 and See you later. She is really a sister, and both of them like the latter. This summer, I stopped by to go home because I was on a business trip to Changsha. I met for the first time after being sensible and lived in summer. "Tractor" didn't understand until I went to high school. At that time, I was about to graduate from college. I am immersed in worries about the future. Except holidays, I seldom go home in summer and miss a lot of good things.
Summer is really a beautiful season. We chatted all night, ran in the Old No.1 Middle School in the morning, wandered around the tree-lined campus, ordered a bowl of rice noodles in the alley I visited more than ten years ago, and walked along Dongkou Avenue with music for two hours, voicing my mother's "interference" in our life together. Of course, I will also "direct" her to help me dry my clothes. Haha, I finally got revenge for many years ago.
This is the first time I feel that life is not lonely, and I understand the word "blood is thicker than water" for the first time. A life with the same blood as me is also experiencing the joys and sorrows of this world. Although I have a younger sister and a younger brother, they all came to this world after I grew up alone for a long time. After I came, I began to understand, leaving home to study and work, which is equivalent to a person.
And the appearance of my younger brother in summer made me happier.
During the Spring Festival, he was as tall as me. When we met in the summer vacation, he was half a head taller than me. Even, he is still pursuing six-pack abdominal muscles. 00, almost sprayed with water. Take him to the office, I work and he does his homework. After watching the latest movie, let's talk about it. I'll bring it as soon as I finish drinking his water. In the subway, when I looked at my younger brother, who was half a head taller than me, standing firmly beside me and looking around, I wondered if this was the baby Macey who was lying in her infancy more than ten years ago. Holding the courier, my friend couldn't hold back and left with a slight mention. He will also tell me why he likes Vae and tell me Vae's sad and touching love story. As time goes by, when I grow up, I feel a wonderful sense of kinship.
three
When most people have entered a new stage of life in an orderly way, I am still wandering outside the marriage door, which once became a life proposition that bothered me. Now I seem to have found the answer: to satisfy the beauty mentioned above. Once, for a long time, I was alone, and no one told me to accompany me. When I grew up, in order to make up for that shortcoming, I tried to find some people to get rid of the loneliness of life, but most of the contacts for this purpose ended in vain. Finally, after I grew up for many years, my sister and brother freed me from the loneliness of this life. They let me know what "blood is thicker than water" means, and let me know that looking for the other half is to make each other better, not to get rid of loneliness, because my life is no longer lonely, and we will always be hand in hand.