My thoughts are only mine and have nothing to do with you

My thoughts are only mine and have nothing to do with you. People reach a certain age because they have experienced some unforgettable things. Afterwards, I will start to miss people, either relatives or former lovers, to appreciate my missing, but mine has nothing to do with you. My thoughts are just mine and have nothing to do with you. 1

My thoughts are like a breeze blowing my face, but I can't touch your body temperature. Missing is a lot of flowers, opening into a fiery smile, drifting with crystal tears, turning into spring mud and rolling into dust, but I don't know the sadness when it withers; Missing is the tears stained with the air on the eyelashes in the morning, blinking and blinking. Raise your hand, you are in the palm, drop your eyes, but you are in your heart!

The shape of missing is round, because the annual rings carrying time have walked in my heart over and over again, silently, only accompanied by the heartache of peeling cocoons and reeling, but you are on the other side, smiling like a purple flower, and your heart is full of confusion on the mountainside. Try to approach, wade across mountains and rivers in your dreams, and capture your back at the ends of the earth! I don't want to wake up, just stay, tears wet my pillow!

On that day, in the street, a woman, with tears streaming down her eyes like pear blossoms, made up her eyes and asked a man across the street sadly why she didn't love me. Why are you hurting me now? I envy her youth. It's nice to be young, but if you ask questions at any time, you can bravely find a clear one. Just indifferent to her problems, love is unreasonable. If you love it, you will love it. If you don't love it, you won't love it. It was originally the fineness in the hourglass, and it passed away a little inadvertently in time. If you love him, if you believe in his sincerity, then letting go is the best way to love him and yourself. Because he is not lying, he can't hide his true feelings. He really doesn't love you, so thank him for his sincerity. He didn't lie to you or himself. How can he force you to love someone you don't love? Although I still love you and miss you, my missing has nothing to do with you!

In the missing city, you still smile gently, and I am still infatuated with your warm embrace; In the white paper of missing, your bit by bit is still looking over and over again, but there are traces of remembering in the rings of time; I miss you only when I love you, but my missing has nothing to do with you ... My missing is just my love that has nothing to do with you. 2

Wordless love

This article is my true story, first for my mother, and second for everyone. I hope you can gain something from my story of years.

In recent years, I have changed from that naive little Jiang Wei to a man who doesn't talk sensible and counts as half an adult. I also let others talk a lot about me in front of you. Today, I want to write to you all my plans for emotional growth and feelings, as well as some words I have struggled to say to you during this period of time. This article is about you as my friend. < P > I have never told you so much about these feelings. In fact, I really want to communicate with you, but every time I find that our views are very different. We all have different experiences in work, society and making friends. You really lived for most of your life, and you know a lot more than I do. My living habits and dealing with people in recent years are too different from the image of your circle.

In the year when I was in middle school, you were like a female myth in my mind, but my various habits led me to deal with things in many ways. I have never said sorry to you. In fact, I am honored to some people who know about our family. Because you are a good mother who works hard like you, I know that I am happier than the children of your classmates and friends. Although I am not rich, you have given me food and clothing. I will not be despised by others because I have no new clothes to wear. I will not run all over the city for lack of food. I haven't experienced my brother's life of studying alone. You didn't make me suffer. In fact, I haven't forgotten anything you said. Although I usually fool around and ask me to do things without satisfaction, I don't study well. But I believe there is a saying that if I give up, I will get it. If I study well, I will be talented. He has blinded the things in front of me. He may not have naughty children for 2 years, 5 years and 1 years. I didn't say that all children who study are like this, but naughty children are not armed with knowledge. Although he has seen through a lot of things, his life and life are in good order, he is unable to do anything, which leads to nothing in his life. Of course, this is not to say that every child who doesn't study is ordinary. I think this is the wonder of God. It does give you some talents by birth, but it will also take away some things. Therefore, the word "perfect" can only be a compliment forever.

During this period, I finally realized a small wish, that is, to experience the society, but it also dealt me an endless blow. After my small wish was met at the cost of your sadness, it made you lose your self-motivation, and also made me quickly become an ant struggling in society from a student. I came to this society full of infinite curiosity in the reading age and found that the world was really wonderful. More exciting than any online game I have ever played, there are exquisite dinners, the relationship between interests, bars that attract people day and night, wonderful language that people bend around, waitresses who drink with guests in KTV for life, luxury hotels with various themes, all kinds of entertainment, all kinds of business relationships, and all kinds of migrant workers who work in cold weather for unknown reasons. In my eyes, some of these things are really fresh. All this gives me the feeling that this society is too wonderful and the future is too fresh. You told me that you should have a goal for yourself and a position for the future, and I always get lost in the wonderful road. I have an ideal, but in my opinion, it is really too far away.

I remember three years ago, my uncle said a word, and I kept it in my mind, saying that the reason why he succeeded was that. Today, in the letter I wrote to you, I think of this sentence with one more question in front of me. Little by little success is a great success, and in this process, how many people will be truly down-to-earth, willing to let go of all the status quo that belongs to them now, let go of the crazy years of youth that can count down, let go of your roommates, your friends and your classmates, leave them and struggle alone. If someone chooses this way, I think even if I succeed, it's meaningless. In the process of down-to-earth, how much fun I have lost, how much madness I should have in my youth, and how much memories I will cherish in my old age. I want to choose young people to fight down-to-earth, not one in a thousand, but one in a hundred.

So far, I think people are really strange. Let me start with the latest place I remember. Maybe I am not qualified in front of you. You will also think that I don't understand this thing. Once upon a time, there was a girlfriend who was good with me. When I was good with her, I always cared nothing and ignored her. Later, she separated from me, but I was very reluctant to part with it. At the beginning, I didn't think these feelings were valuable at all. People were really strange. I didn't cherish what I got, but I regretted it after I lost it. When I came back to myself, I had done countless selfish and regretful things, and I thought about it in connection with my life. If you don't finish what you have to do every day, then some people and things will leave quietly when you are careless, and be nice to the people around you, because they can bring you a smile, and they will enrich your emotional world. You often tell me that I am too loyal, and it is not necessarily that others will be as kind to me as I am to him. In fact, after thinking about things in two, it is not a negative impact. My friends around me now, including me, are definitely not self-motivated in your imagination. In fact, I know that we are not sensible, and we are all very curious about all kinds of things in the world.

In the era when electronic products are strange, fun and delicious, and new varieties are introduced every day, children like me want to try them, and these electronic products and entertainment places are sharp double-edged swords. When you get a little closer to a dark place out of curiosity, it mercilessly takes away your physical mobility, making you attracted by it, unable to retreat, and then immersed in it. In fact, these electronic products must be contacted by people who come to the world in the 21st century, and 6% of people will be dragged to a virtual world by this thing, which is what children living in our time must experience. Not many people can overcome this technological electronic device. So this is a life barrier for every child in this era, but there are also high-willed people who have overcome these electronic devices and entertainment places. However, in their lives, in the eyes of their classmates, they immediately get a look of contempt. This thing is actually the same as a course. I didn't go in the dark, didn't touch these sophisticated electronic devices, and I didn't understand why so many people played with these things, and I didn't know where he was magical. Without a philosophy lesson, detours, experiences, knowledge of the high-tech era, and conflicts with parents, I also think that you have failed. As I said before, some people will lose in life. Although I dare not tell my mother what I will be in the future, I will be a big boss or a big official. < P > I have lived for almost eighteen years and experienced a lot, and I have taken detours. I will never be a burden to the society. I will never waste the necessary energy for my life provided by the world land and rice fields. I will not break the law. I will teach my son well. I have no ability to help people in need in my life, but I will hope my son will work hard. This is definitely what you expect from me, but it is a bit far.

As your son, I am really useless now, and I don't know all the ways of the world. Now I'm eighteen years old, with nothing, no energy, no height, no culture and no skills. No one can predict what will happen in the future, and I didn't say how much promise I will have in the future. As I said before, as long as people are meaningful, even if they give up their seats on the bus, it's meaningful. You are my mother. You brought me into this world and have been with you since the first day I was alive. My father's blood is exactly the same as that of his children, so my father is closer than my mother. If you ask me, I have no knowledge, but I can say loudly that my mother is the first teacher in my life. It was my mother who raised me to more than 1 kilograms with more than ten years of youth, so my mother is greater than my father. It is precisely because of this that I, as your son, will give me the greatest, no matter how degraded and ignorant I am now. And accompany me to travel in the wonderful and chaotic world.

My son is Jackie Chan, and my daughter is a phoenix. I also know that this is the lifelong wish of my parents all over the world. I think your mother who is reading this article is in the same mood. Every parent has devoted most of her life to her children. This is the power of the same blood. This kind of relatives with the same blood in their bodies will smile at you no matter whether you have money or not, success or failure. I didn't want to talk about these things at first, because they were something I understood when I was a child. I have never written to you. I want to share all the things about my life when I am almost eighteen, because I can only tell you when I look back.

You have been my biggest devotee for more than ten years, and the feelings carried in it can't be explained by talking on QQ and various online tools and writing tools. My QQ really rarely mentions you and your father's relatives. On the contrary, it is often friend-centered. My brother Xuan thanked me for this responsibility before, and I remember what he said to me. In fact, this is a blow to me. Everyone's growth is silent, and no one knows the world in others' hearts. Although my brother Xuan has many places worth learning, I think I should have the eyes and will to discover, study and persist, and then I will have good habits. People learn from each other's strengths. Let's go back to QQ and talk about it. I thought about it. I think the silent love for my loved ones is more powerful than some sweet words on my lips. I don't know why I suddenly thought of telling you so much on a whim today. Anyway, no matter what my feelings are, I don't want to be happy alone in the future. You and I are connected. One billion people in the world don't know that it was repaired in that life. No love, including the love that will accompany you all your life, is as strong as this great family relationship. A person's quality must be developed in an all-round way if he wants to improve his all-round, but not many people achieve a balanced all-round development. These reasons I mentioned may be one-sided. In today's society, either he studies and reads one in a million, or he concentrates on studying one's skills and learning and doing one in a million, or he has a strong material foundation and human conditions. There may be one percent chance of luck, and only in this way can I become one in a million.

The chairman of Sany Heavy Industry is a short film I watched the other day. He is an ordinary person. He came to Changsha without any background, but he insisted, so he succeeded. In fact, when I was a child, I felt that everyone around me was protecting me. I would be a big official or a big boss in the future. I thought the whole world regarded me as. Now, people as big as us put the interesting stories of childhood in our minds. Only when we sleep in bed at night, we may laugh. In fact, premature contact with society is not a perfect good thing, but has played a dual role in life. When someone enters youth and is about to grow up, when thinking about these things, some people find that they are naive when they are young, but they are actually a chestnut in the ordinary sea, and they lose their infinite enthusiasm for the future. Over time, no one guides them, and they become loafers in people's eyes. But maybe some people are not like this, but try to change their later life from ordinary to extraordinary. When I think about these problems with the former, I am really confused about the future. Maybe the road ahead is difficult, and no one can see all kinds of difficulties encountered in life in the future.

Although my life is empty now, I have no plans and no goals. Not to mention dreams, you need to witness the difficulties in the future with me. In fact, I can think of something that you adults want, but I just lack all kinds of hardships that adults encounter in life, so I am naive and have the idea that everything is easy to complete, so my enthusiasm and willpower for doing something will soon collapse, and I really don't know how to distribute it. This is the problem I will face soon. One year is about to pass, and my happy years and happy memories of one year have turned into your disappointment. Here, I still say I'm sorry to you, but I haven't regretted my time this year so far. It has brought me into contact with all kinds of people and made me a success.