In my twelve-year study journey, thank you for your presence and companionship along the way, so that I am never alone; no matter this time is hundreds of millions of light years away, this friendship and deep love will always be with me. Around me...

? I would like to dedicate this document to you, myself, and memories...

———————Sha Shulin

Ignorance and innocence...

The clock of memory is set to twelve years ago. It was a row of long red brick buildings, and the brick patio in front of the classroom stretched to the pine trees. The playground in front of the altar is paved with black clay. Although it is uneven, it is very large. There are single and parallel bars and a basketball court on one side. There are flower beds around it. Golden chrysanthemums and an unknown pink-purple flower are planted every year. There are many flowers, there are many bees and butterflies coming to pollinate and collect nectar in the summer (we often disturb them^_^), and there are elm trees surrounding the two corridors, and in the middle is an old pressure well (I don’t know if it is still there now) In use), and of course the canteen on the west side ^_^... This is the elementary school in my memory. Although the classroom in elementary school is simple, it is very warm (especially when the stove is turned on in winter, everyone is cold Will bake his own little ice hand around the stove)... In addition, there is the teacher in my memory: lt; Teacher Fu Jinghuan gt; our Chinese teacher, who is also our class teacher, she has been accompanying us throughout the day For six years, I have the impression that she had a pair of myopia glasses on the bridge of her nose. She was very serious at that time and rarely smiled, so many children were afraid of her. But whenever a child was sick or something happened, She would care for him (her) like a mother. I remember that when we were a child, our family was relatively poor, and she would always give me some clothes and shoes. I didn’t know how to thank her at that time, but now that I think about it, I am really grateful to her. ...lt;Teacher Li Guizhengt;Mathematics teacher, she is the most senior among all the teachers, but her smile is blurred in my memory. I have never seen her again since graduation. , I heard that she has retired, and I really miss her now. lt;Teacher Wang Jinggt;English teacher, I think she should be the youngest teacher. She was very thin, but at that time she was still very tall in front of us, and she was very strict. Many little friends were repaired by her. ^_^... But she taught very seriously and carefully, so the children were very willing to listen. (I still remember a handsome male English teacher with punk hair. I forgot his name, because in the end it was Wang who accompanied us to graduation. Teacher Jing). lt; Teacher Xie gt; Our favorite physical education teacher, he loves to laugh, and the crow’s feet around his eyes are very obvious when he smiles. Teacher Xie is also very kind. Although there is a big age gap between us, he can play with us. At the same time, it is really full of the innocence of an old child. lt;Teacher Dong Literaturegt;Teacher of Nature, I only remember him wearing a dark green Chinese tunic suit, and I only vaguely remember the lesson where he taught us about the colors of the rainbow. We also learned that the rainbow is also called "fall", and he also taught Our correct posture of holding a pen should be very old now. I wonder if we are still in the teaching position. lt;Teacher Han Shulinggt;Social studies teacher, because there is a shortage of social studies courses in the upper grades of elementary school, so I spent a lot of brain cells on his appearance, but I still can’t remember clearly. I just remember that his hair style is very distinctive and looks very special. He is kind, and his teaching style is also very humorous.

lt;Teacher Sajulagt;Art teacher, I didn’t have many art classes in elementary school, but every class was very interesting. What I remember most clearly is that Teacher Sa didn’t speak on the podium every time she came to class, just She would stand at attention with a smile, and the children would learn the same thing as her, looking at each other for a few seconds before starting class. Silence is better than sound...

The teacher in elementary school was my first teacher. , it was they who allowed me, a child in the mountains, to learn how to understand the colorful world outside the mountains~~

Primary school life was an extremely comfortable life, carefree. At that time, there were all kinds of games that accompanied us as we grew up: hide-and-seek, sandbags, glass balls, various cards, various villains, various racing cars, addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, trigonometry, three-step chain, color fixation, and wooden figures. , Building Arrogance, Master's Plan, Police Thief, Honesty and Brave ~ Truth or Risk (I haven't played it since elementary school)... Anyway, there are many, many. My friends and I have never felt lonely, although we didn't learn it when we were young. I learned too much knowledge (but I remember the days when we lit up wax in the morning and struggled), and played all kinds of things during the holidays. It’s not like today’s children have to sign up for various cram schools, but I think our childhood It is an irreplaceable and precious treasure... Under the leadership of Teacher Fu (who was always called Chinese teacher in elementary school, and other teachers were the same), we began to grow and understand the world. And at that time, Teacher Fu assigned me to the four groups of on-duty students on Thursdays. It seems that 'four' has become my lucky number from then on (four groups, four classes, fourteen classes, four generations in the same class." I will explain later. ”, graduated in 14 years, and graduated in four years of college ˊ_gt；ˋ) just like that until the day of graduation. There are many things in my memory about my friends, but at that time boys and girls were not as close as they are now. Usually there were boys in a group and girls in a group, each playing their own way. What also left a deep impression was that on the afternoon of the first day of school every summer, the teacher would ask us to prepare shovels from home (then we would compete with each other to see who could stay on the shovel longer), bring them to school, and start in the afternoon. After finishing the hoeing work, I started to tidy up the class: sweeping the floor, cleaning the windows, setting the table... (In my memory, children were still more practical at that time, and they could do whatever they were asked to do^_^). Six years of time has been very important to me. It's still a long time, not as fast as the next six years. But graduation is not far away, and we are at a loss when it comes. The biggest regret left in elementary school is that we didn’t even leave a single graduation photo, so that many classmates have forgotten their appearance and are still missing. I couldn’t remember more than 50 people in the class of about 60 people, so I really regretted not being able to organize a photo session? I left a photo... Time passed very quickly, and I had already forgotten about the exam. How did you feel during those few days? You know how fast those days passed. In the end, I didn’t even have time to say goodbye to my companions and went our separate ways...

In this way, we graduated without any precautions. We left the most naive Jiu Elementary School in ignorance~~ I also forgot how I spent the holidays after graduation, and I can’t talk about the specific events. , but most of the time should be cows, sheep, running all over the mountain...

Exploring in hesitation...

After entering junior high school, I entered Class 4 and saw the study It turns out that the place can be in a high-rise building (at that time, a three-story building was very tall for me, because my home and elementary school were ordinary houses, but the playground seemed not as big as our elementary school), so I went to the toilet for the first time. I can’t find the class when I come back -_-#. The next head teacher was Teacher Yang Zimin (how many children used to call him Lao Yang~_~), who was also our Chinese teacher. Teacher Yang was very nagging, but he had a very good temper and also He was especially considerate of us and rarely let us spend unnecessary money. He also never cared about it. I remember that when we bought cleaning tools in junior high school, he did not ask us to raise funds, but he paid for it himself, so I admire him very much. Woolen cloth. (The previous class teacher was Teacher Du. I only remember that he asked us to buy curtains. After only a few days of class, I heard that he was transferred to work in the Education Bureau).

lt; Teacher Ma Xinguo gt; Mathematics teacher, I personally think that Teacher Ma is very domineering and very careful. He almost always wears shirts and suits in class (both winter and summer), and in the three years he has been teaching us, his cell phone has never rang, so I once wondered if there was no phone card in his mobile phone ^_^~. Teacher Ma also has many wise sayings: Today’s students are not about what they learn, but what they will learn...? Those who listen in the left ear and hear in the right ear are good students. Erdu... lt; Teacher Wang Xiaoqin gt; Another English teacher named Wang. The most charming thing about her is her big eyes (just a little short-sighted), but she can see everything. And one of the most memorable times was when she was giving a lecture. She came across a new word while reading an article. She asked what this simple word meant, and there was silence. After a while, she raised her head with a smile and said, actually, I don’t know either, and then there was a lot of confusion. Laughter, think about this situation before... the teacher really has some tricks up his sleeve (? `). lt;Teacher Tang Guojiegt;A very smart and handsome physics teacher who has fascinated several female compatriots in our class. Knowing that he has rhinitis, they always prepare tissues on the free table in the back before he goes to class...and Tang The teacher is very responsible. Sometimes he will always use his class to teach us political lessons, so that we in the rebellious period can understand our parents and the teacher. I really admire him! ?lt;Teacher Mao Yumingt;Chemistry teacher, I feel dignified and steady, because Teacher Mao has few facial expressions and likes to frown more often. What impressed me deeply was that she was very unique in judging homework. When the homework was correct, she would give a big Nike, but when the homework was wrong, she would only give a small special step. She fully considered our mood, so she is a teacher I like very much. . lt;Teacher Tian Yanlonggt;Our history teacher is also a student of Teacher Yang. Teacher Yang said that he is too smart, so... (you understand^^), but personally I think Teacher Tian is a chronic person^_^, and he is also very He is honest and honest, and I like his pre-class questions very much. He is very lax, but the history scores in our class have always been relatively good (it may also be related to the fact that he often misses questions^_^), but his history test scores in junior high school are still good. lt;Teacher Guo Youmingt;Politics teacher, Teacher Guo’s typical action is to put his hands on his chest and cross them to teach us, and he will always pat the desk with his textbook after class (even if there is no dust on the desk), In my memory, I would get shot every time I went to class, which forced me to memorize textbooks... Those days were also very hard... ?lt;Teacher Meng Jingfenggt;I don’t know why, but is it because of the heart of being a physical education teacher? He has not grown older. Teacher Meng looks quite fierce on the surface, but when he comes down to it, he is like a child and they often play together. What is unforgettable is that Ko Yotai’s sparkle has been listening to us for three years (￣Д￣)...but he still throws the medicine ball very far. I really hope to compete with him again~~ lt; Teacher Wei gt; Biology teacher , she only followed the biology class until the second grade of junior high school. What impressed me most was her first class. She asked us to guess her name in a riddle. It was very interesting. She was also an all-round teacher and could also teach History (a line from Emperor Zhenzong of the Song Dynasty reminded me of the story of the Chanyuan Alliance).

?lt;Teacher Zhao Yungt;The geography teacher is of course also a hero. His speech style is very distinctive and neat. In the last few lessons that I remember, Teacher Zhao still came to class with injuries (he hurt his nose somehow) ), but still stick to his post, he is really heroic and very dedicated...

? My junior high school teacher is my guiding teacher, who helped me find the right path in life when I was hesitant~~

? At the beginning of junior high school, after experiencing the reporting class, children from different schools formed a class of about 40 people (at first there were some in their early fifties, and later there were a few who changed classes) , many classmates are relatively shy, and the unfamiliarity between us makes us seldom talk. We usually only talk with familiar people until we laugh. However, after a few weeks of running in, we still communicate more naturally ( Personally, I think if there were as many games as there were in primary school, I believe we would have gotten to know each other faster). In my impression, there was nothing outstanding in the first and second years of junior high school, but the way to make friends at that time was our biggest gain. Through the contact with different people during that period, we learned to identify and distinguish between what is a bad friend and what is a bad friend. Friend, this will be extremely helpful for us in making friends in the future. . And we were relatively relaxed at that time, and it can be said that there was almost no pressure, but many friends were still very busy (trying to find their own little happiness^_^). At that time, the school organized many activities, so our circle of friends gradually grew, and we met many new friends. Although it was tiring sometimes, we were willing to devote ourselves wholeheartedly, because the time spent with our companions was always fun. Are you happy...? There are not as many games in junior high school as there are in elementary school. There are only a few comrades who like basketball in the class. During the physical education class, the only one in the school has a rusty basket and a broken net. Play basketball on the basketball court (I regret it very much. I should have joined them at that time and practiced with them regularly, so that I wouldn’t be as bad as I am now). In the past three years, the growth process can be said to have been spent in a mixture of joy and tears. We have shared smiles and tears together, but whether we are happy or sad, deep in our hearts we still We are full of blessings because we have strong support around us (especially after the rebellious period, we truly understand the love and good intentions of our parents and teachers). .

? Soon when the hands of the clock pointed to the third grade of junior high school, we began to work hard for the ideal high school. Everyone continued to refresh their grades. Even if there was a blow, we would smile and wipe away the tears. Write down words in your homework book to encourage you to persevere... Sometimes to solve a difficult problem, we work until the early hours of the morning and still have strong fighting spirit, because we don't want to admit defeat... This kind of life has been suffering for a year, until the exam comes, we also There is no fear at all, just full confidence! Time flies... I have the impression that our junior high school life ended very quickly after two or three days of exams (I have forgotten what the questions were at that time, I only know that I ended the exam with a normal heart)... After that I was very happy at the teacher-student gathering. Many teachers came as scheduled. We sat together and talked heart-to-heart with each other. Many students also drank their first glass of wine, so that after the party, they were as drunk as a puddle of mud. I couldn’t help myself, and some students were so nonsense... But I knew it was because they were happy... In this way, three years of classmates came to an end, and we said goodbye amidst the sounds of happiness and blessings. We had no regrets, so we packed up our bags and started running towards the legendary misty high school...

Running and then surpassing~

After two months of no homework, but After another vacation that was almost the same as before, I embarked on this journey of high school full of joy...

After the same experience of reporting and class placement, I was fortunate enough to enter Laoliu (we The honorific title given to Teacher Liu Yuguo may be because he has been called Lao Liu for three years, so his hair has turned a lot gray in the past three years^?^) He leads Class 14. He is very good at teaching physics and has many classic scenes: Throwing chalk, throwing keys, playing with bottles, playing with stools, dragging tables, spinning erasers, playing with brooms... the purpose is to let us understand abstract knowledge in depth. Lao Liu’s lecture voice is also quite loud (other classes usually close their doors and windows during lectures^_^). He also has many classic sayings, so I won’t go into them here, but the word “bear the brunt” must be mentioned. I believe that the comrades in these two classes will never forget its meaning. After three years of rushing, I am approaching graduation. Finally let us stop it: D, let all the persecution end here... ?lt; Teacher Ren Guoqinggt; (We are more accustomed to calling him Lao Ren, which feels cordial:)? ) is ours The chemistry teacher is also the head teacher of the brother's class. Although he is not big in stature, he concentrates on quality work (comrade Pan said). His lecture voice is also very distinctive: deafening and hoarse like the past (if he sang, Yang Kun would have to teach chemistry). His friends thought that his voice was like that after drinking sodium hydroxide (^ ?^). Teacher Ren is very serious in class, but every joke he makes is hilarious and very humorous. In the last class before graduation, he left us with the last words: After going to college, you must resist temptation! We will also keep it in mind. . ?lt;Teacher Xu Xiuyangt;A mathematics teacher I admire very much. Although she is the eldest among the teachers, she is meticulous in her work and thinks very carefully. No matter how many times you ask a question, she will give you detailed answers. Speaking, there is always an endless stream of people with problems around her, and Teacher Xu is very concerned about each student's performance. After the exam, she will always help us analyze what went wrong and how to solve it...so the students are very grateful to her. . . lt;Teacher Chen Ligt;A very fashionable Chinese teacher, especially when it comes to clothes, she is very good at matching clothes. In the first and second years of high school, her classes usually consisted of memorizing various ancient texts -_-#. I remember that our class also arranged a textbook drama about Jing Ke assassinating the King of Qin (the authoritative version and the funny version, in which I guest-starred as the audience_), Her class has been very noisy for the past three years, and the quietest moment is the few seconds before Teacher Chen wants to ask a question (you can hear a pin drop several times (＾?＾)). I really hope to be in your class again. This We speak during the first class... ?lt;Teacher Wang Yanmeigt;She is also an English teacher named Wang (it seems that the probability of English teachers named Wang is very high. In addition to elementary schools and junior high schools, there was also an intern English teacher named Wang in the second year of high school=_= ).

Our class often calls her Xiaomei, and she doesn’t mind (I met her while grazing cows a few days ago, and the whole family went out to play and had a simple chat). Teacher Xiaomei loves to praise people, but she is extremely poor at studying. Strict, but as long as you go to her in private to admit your mistake, she will very kindly tell you to pay attention to it in the future. Also, her hairstyle is extremely changeable. I no longer know how many hairstyles she has changed. lt;Teacher Yu Qinghuagt;Our biology teacher, she is also very unique in class. The most outstanding thing is her speech: she comes slowly, slowly, and leisurely, as if there are a group of people sitting under the class still chewing pacifiers. My little friend (probably because she became a mother), sometimes after she finishes the first class in the morning, most of our class will lie down, but this is also good, at least we can’t listen very often. meticulous! ! ? Here I wish her children healthy and strong growth (＾ω＾). .

? My high school teacher is the teacher who leads me to maturity, allowing me to lose my childishness in the process of learning and doing things~~

? Let’s talk about my three-year classmates For us, after the high school freshmen checked, we did not start the course immediately, but added a new content, which was ten days of military training. Looking back on those ten days, it was quite hard for many students, but we all got through it with the tenacity of not shedding tears or falling behind. We gained a lot, and we all have bronzed skin^_^. ? After the opening ceremony, we entered the formal study life. It was then that I realized that learning was completely different from before. I needed to receive a lot of knowledge from various subjects every day, and I had to understand and digest it... So when I was in the first and second grade of high school, not only was my body tired, but my heart and brain were also very tired. Although That's right. At that time, we tried our best to adapt to this learning method. It was a very difficult time, but we never gave up. We held back tears and continued to learn. This is our stubbornness. ? Although we have many difficulties in learning, there are always people around us. In the new family of school, students work together and encourage each other more. At home, no matter when we get up early or when we return late. , there will always be hot meals on the dining table, all this tells us that we are not alone. Especially after we moved into the new teaching building in the third year of high school, even though Alexander kept attacking us physically and mentally, it was like it was Sunday and we had to study all kinds of comprehensive science papers (such as Jinkao, Jindian, Hengshui, etc.) Everyone came out individually...), although those days were difficult, the friends still won and survived. Although they said they didn't care and didn't take it seriously every time when the results were summed up, but in one person I don’t know how many times I have read the results... I remember that the one hundred days before the college entrance examination were like the legendary failure, and they passed quickly (it felt like ten days were lost as soon as I closed my eyes and sneezed). There is only one week left before the Chinese language exam is used =_=……… ? Although I did a lot of things during that time, I can’t say what I did... _ ~But for the college entrance examination, we all I worked hard, just to give an explanation to myself, my parents and teachers for many years...? Soon, on a rainy day, the college entrance examination came as scheduled. During the college entrance examination, I clearly remember that the half hour before the Chinese language test was very important. It was so unbearable that a friend of mine sitting in front asked me: Why does it feel so uncomfortable? I pretended to be calm and said I was relaxing, but actually I was feeling extremely nervous (when the college entrance examination was going on, I didn’t think about anything and completely entered a state of amnesia). The bell rang on the afternoon of June 8th. It was still a rainy day, but the hazy weather still couldn't stop our high mood, because... we graduated! ! I still can’t describe the mood I felt at that time. I just felt like I had let go of everything. That afternoon, I had the most solid sleep in years~~~? At the party the next day (the second time During the party, I was unable to come as scheduled due to family commitments. I feel very sorry for everyone, and I hope you will understand.) We all showed our true selves and took photos of each other to express our farewell wishes.

Many comrades also drank a lot and talked about their future plans. They were very profound and insightful... Of course, there were also some who drank too much. The boys' drinking capacity was okay. There were a few female compatriots who were already blinded by drinking, but It was still a happy nonsense. I also talked about the future and life with a few companions, and we were all confident about our future ~ The few hours of happiness were also very short. We were cheering each other on, hugging each other and blessing each other. After that, we all walked towards the future with reluctance... After the additional oral test, the most comfortable period for graduates was the period after the college entrance examination. During this period, we did a lot of crazy things that we had been restrained before, and sang loudly They shouted: If we don’t go crazy, we will get old (￣￣)~~ But soon on the night of June 23, many students stayed up all night. When the hands of the clock skipped zero, the frequency of our heartbeats also reached I reached the maximum value... because of that moment? We have been waiting for twelve years... I still remember that after the results came out, the Internet cafe was boiling. My results were expected, but in the voices of my peers saying their results? I could listen. Some people are disappointed, and some people are happy... But I believe that time is the best healing medicine, and all this will pass. And no matter whether the university you attend in the future is important or not, or whether the major you study is popular or not, this does not matter. It’s not the end of life, it’s still the same sentence: you have to rely on your own efforts to work hard in the future! ! If you think about it from another perspective, in fact, leaving some regrets in youth is also to prevent future selves from forgetting these years, so that no matter what we do in the future, we will work harder, and when we reap success, we will cherish it even more. This hard-won achievement is actually not a bad thing, don’t you think? ! ^_^

Present continuous tense...

It is July 2014. Our graduation season is not over yet, but we are about to enter our fourth year. College life is over! After thinking about it, in the past twelve years, my parents have had countless wrinkles on their faces, and their skin has been burned black by the scorching sun.

In fact, our parents never ask for anything in return for their love for us, but we are their waiting and expectation for many years. Therefore, during the rest of this holiday, we should look away from various screens and carefully observe their hands and faces. , hair and figure, you will definitely see things you once ignored! Doing small things for them is a great comfort in their eyes. Don't talk about how to honor them in the future. The last thing in the world can't wait is to be filial to your parents. Don't let all this come too late...

In these twelve years, I have also gained many, many friendships, and have many many male and female friends. Thank you for your help and support along the way, your lovely faces and your friendly attitude towards me. I will always remember my efforts in my heart, and I will never forget the years we worked hard together. Let us work hard together in the future. I believe that God will arrange for us to meet again on a sunny day... come on! (Actually, there are many, many interesting things with you, but if I write them down, I should be able to publish a book, haha ??(＾ν＾)...)

? At the same time, I would also like to thank you for having me We are three close friends, we share a lot of things with each other, just like four generations living under the same roof, (Zou Han Baishalt; the above ranking is in no particular ordergt;), there are two of them (Zou and Bai) I hope to make a breakthrough in the third middle school, so I decided to stay for one year. I wish them to be named on the gold list next year. With their dreams in their hearts, everything is possible...work hard...^_^

(Speaking of I recommend a song to everyone: Longjing Rap’s Thank You, the lyrics also contain what I want to say)

? This is my twelve years of study life with all kinds of tastes, very ordinary, but in my heart It is irreplaceable, so before I am too busy with life to forget this precious memory, I can still think of it when I am free, so I will wait for you with it, although I cannot use such gorgeous words to describe this memory. It’s written down, but I think it’s more real this way, and I believe this is the best gift to my future self!

? Along the way, there will always be sunshine to illuminate our way forward, and there will also be darkness to blind our eyes, but there will always be people around us who sincerely help us along the way: family, teachers, friends. , classmates... Maybe no amount of words can thank you for your tolerance, guidance, support and help, but I want to say one thing to you: I love you forever! You are my most precious memory. No matter where I am in the future, this small town will always be my spiritual hometown, and you will always be my most concerned thoughts...

Although all this has left , memories start from here...

Finally, I wish each of you have a good body, a safe and happy life~~

———————Sha Shulin [ Written in July 2014]