The nearest place to you is the farthest way; The simplest tone needs the hardest practice.
Passengers have to knock on every stranger's door before they can knock on their own. People have to wander outside and finally go to the deepest inner hall.
(2) The Wolf in the Desert, Hesse's novels, and Siddhartha Hesse himself is a poet. His novels are very poetic and philosophical, which let me see the true thoughts of the world in the dark.
Your demands are too high, your desires are too much, and the world spits you out because you are different. In today's world, whoever wants to live happily all his life wants real happiness, not low-level entertainment.
Don't want money for your soul, don't be busy looking for a job, don't take part in accidental amusement and want real passion, then this beautiful world is not the hometown of such people.