When I offered flowers and bowed in front of the Buddha, I was quietly connected with that history. Soon, my mind was full of images of generations of devout believers chasing Buddha. It was a distant and grand scene, hidden under the dark clouds of history, which released a magnificent force and stirred me a little. I couldn't help raising my voice. I'm asking Buddha: Buddha, why do people want to find you? How did people find you? How are you getting along with people? Today, I am here, what will happen to you and me?
Imagine the scene of all beings, and it took me a while to understand that people are looking for themselves instead of seeking Buddha. Everyone is looking for themselves from different experiences. If everyone is divorced from the whole and agrees with himself, then from the moment of separation, everyone begins to look for himself and the same source. Everyone is a complete holographic particle with the same essence, but with different processes. There is no gap between people, and there is no need to fight each other for survival. Everyone finds different things and experiences, which are our common resources.
Without the whole, people can't see the whole and always feel lonely. Is it to find a sense of belonging and security to find Buddha? Standing in front of the Buddha and waiting to see the relic, I waited with peace of mind, searching for the sense of security that the Buddha gave me. Suddenly, I really felt a powerful air falling from the sky, caressing my shoulder and head, wrapped so comfortably, and I felt that it had been holding my shoulder and accompanying me.
I was with the believers in the temple, and I looked at them as if I were looking at myself. We are all particles of history, and we have forgotten our origin, so we are looking for it. We are allies, we don't need to criticize each other, we don't need to compete and we don't need to prove ourselves. I feel quiet, trusting, trusting others and trusting myself.