I am a female, now a freshman, majoring in 985 big data. My freshman year was very painful and stressful (as it was last semester). I feel that I don't like this major very much. I suffer from insomnia, moderate depression and anxiety every day (I am taking troxezine hydrochloride and agomelatine now). Have the idea of dropping out of school and going back to school. Is it feasible to apply for free normal students? The whole family supports it. My anxiety and depression should have started in high school (I just took medicine recently). I wonder if my anxiety and depression will get worse in the year and a half when I go home to study again, so I can't take the college entrance examination.

My thoughts and answers:

The most exciting thing is always the things that have not been done.

We like to make sentences:

If ...

if ...

There are two criteria for doing one thing:

1. This thing makes you feel happy, and you will regret it if you don't do it.

This matter may not make you feel happy, but you will regret if you don't do it.

Then the school you are attending now is such a thing.

You don't feel happy and happy, but you will regret if you don't do it.

Don't shut your mouth, I'm sure you will.

Two days ago, I asked some children from grade two to grade three to write their own "black history" of grade one and grade two.

One of the children wrote: "Copying homework ... delaying homework ... learning to make do ... Although I have done a lot of black history, I will still do it if I have to do it again in Grade Two. After all, this is my youth. "

Yes, it's young.

No regrets now, three years later, five years later? Wait until you have a baby? When the children are so "young" in high school? Wait till you get old?

A lot of things will disappear without a trace if you look at them for a long time span.

But some things, if you look at them for a long time, will only make you regret it more.

A joke goes like this: a fireman went to a shopping mall to apply for security, and the manager asked him: What would you do if there was no fire in the shopping mall?

He replied, I'll just light a fire.

You are an "experienced person" in the college entrance examination, and you are still a child in that 5%. The "grinding" of the college entrance examination makes you feel "not so unacceptable".

The past days were good for you.

So, now this living "problem" is in front of you, and the only answer you can think of is: "Turn the problem into a problem you have solved before."

But the question is: Can I really re-register 985 if I repeat it?

Everything is changing.

Not to mention your physical condition, just say that the time you spend is definitely much less than that of a real senior three, and your stress response may be more serious when the pressure comes.

You can also think before: do it again. And now, you are World War II. ...

I really don't recommend taking the college entrance examination.

The starting point of your 985 is the end point that many students can't reach.

Please learn to reconcile with yourself first:

My present achievements are, on the one hand, hard work, on the other hand, luck.

In this world, there are many people who work harder and have better luck than me.

I am surrounded by such a group of people at present.

Although I can't get a scholarship, although I barely crossed the line in my professional courses, I have tried all those. I'm still fine.

I am willing to continue to work hard, finish first, and then try to be perfect. In case it's not perfect in the end, it's ok.

Professional books that medical students have studied, they say, stack up to 1 floor height.

How much did that leave in my mind? Very little, very little.

Many majors are like this.

Even after graduation, you need to continue to learn new content at work.

There is no end to learning and no end to taking exams.

Wish: Accept yourself as soon as possible and finish first.