He lived only fifty-four years. It's a pity that such a famous actress among absolute beauties has a pair of charming and affectionate phoenix eyes, neat white teeth, a beautiful crown, natural and beautiful skin and appearance. At the age of six, he studied fine arts and took to the stage at the age of eleven. He played Mu in Mu Kezhai and Luo Fu in Sang, playing a quiet and heroic role. Soon, he became famous. I have seen a picture of him at the age of twelve, with a childish face and a slightly smiling mouth, but his eyebrows are low and his eyes are raised, which can't hide his youth. Poor family and bitter academic career prematurely made him mature and prematurely branded his temperament with melancholy and forbearance. In the old society, there was an atmosphere of literati holding horns, and he was no exception. When he first debuted, he was appreciated and fully sought after by the famous scholar Luo Yinggong at that time. Luo Yinggong not only praised him, but also lifted him out of his misery. When his voice changed, he trained him like a teacher, teaching him to read, learn Chinese characters and learn phonology. Influenced by Luo Yinggong, he is not only proficient in classics and history, but also writes well, and his elegant scholar temperament is dissolved in his graceful demeanor. In the past, an actor's professional self-awareness was more or less brought into his daily life, but he didn't. He is cheerful and generous, loves smoking and can drink. Insiders can only perceive the traces left by his long-term stage career from his habit of smiling, smiling and folding again. 18 years old, took the lead in solo, and made a sensation in the whole city with an adaptation of Peking Opera "Marriage between Dragon and Horse". He is tall, but his manners are simple and elegant. His figure and appearance fascinate all beings and he is a real beauty. Less than 20 years old, it is already full of momentum. Every night, there are fifty or sixty flowers on the stage, and there is no room under the stage. There are still many people standing around. In front of the theater, there are more than 200 cars and countless carriages. He is very lucky. At that time, there was a very special cultural phenomenon, that is, there was an interdependent relationship between literati and artists. I met Luo Yinggong in my life. Luo Yinggong cultivated his rough jade and carved it into tools. Besides, I also met my close friends, Chen Shutong and Li Yuying, who taught him how to be a man, how to be a man, how to be calm, and how to help him by going up one flight of stairs in his career. These people who have made him are close friends that others can hardly meet all their lives. I often wonder, what do you want in life? It is enough to meet a bosom friend, be a mentor and enjoy elegance. However, such a bosom friend is often hard to find. The so-called bosom friends must be equal and harmonious, and they must understand and appreciate each other, so that they are willing to give themselves to each other. Each troupe has its own original or adapted repertoire, which is unique. The most representative play of the troupe is Sorin Capsule, which is co-edited by him and playwright Weng Ouhong. The most unique feature of Suolin Capsule is that its opera breaks the seven-character or cross-sentence commonly used in Beijing Opera, and uses long and short sentences as lyrics, which is superior to previous Beijing Opera. This is really an implicit rhyme of Song Like's Ci, and it is also a new song with ups and downs when it is sung-"A sedan chair man will have his own sufferings. Her tears hit her and her voice stopped, like a cuckoo, crying in another yard and mourning apes under the dam. I am very touched and very sad. " Sorin Capsule was performed for the first time in Shanghai Golden Theater, with ten performances in succession. I had to change it to Yutangchun, but the audience refused. When performing again, there was a touching scene in which he led the singer and everyone sang together. What a grand occasion and affirmation this is. But it was such a beautiful drama that it was later described by the official voice as a dirty drama and a pornographic drama, and there was no chance to repeat it until death. I don't understand, how can such a good drama, which was painstakingly created, and such a drama that was warmly affirmed become a pornographic drama? Did you know that lead was washed away? Dead wood and cold stone spend this life. With the growth of age, he has seen through life, and often has negative emotions of "life is short and everything is like a dream". There is a sense of seclusion in his bones. When he was at the peak of his life, this consciousness retreated. When he is unhappy, this idea will be amplified and haunt him day and night. When the Japanese invaded China, he

Invite someone to eat Wowotou, paste his beginner cake and ask, "Is it delicious?" . Water, singing, laughing, watching Shilin stickers when you are busy, drinking and eating meat when you are free. I had a hard time. "The situation is abolished, the personnel are abolished, the West Lake in the past, and Conan today." He is not happy, and often gives birth to a sense of desolation that sees through everything. His wife won't let the old housekeeper take things from home to the countryside. He was angry and sad. He wrote in his diary, "I think life is a great ordeal, and everything is like a dream." I will close my eyes in the future. "The people around him made him feel cold, and the world he lived in made him retreat to the edge of the world. Peace of mind This is my hometown, so I'll take a back seat and just seek peace of mind. But do you really feel at ease? How sad it is to laugh in front of people and not sleep in the cool moonlight! That sigh wrapped around my heart, how helpless! How many times can it withstand wind and rain? Spring comes back in a hurry. Cherish spring lest flowers bloom early, not to mention countless red flowers. It is raining again. In that gust of rain, he became timid and at a loss. At a loss, he actively catered and unconditionally donated the old-age house he bought to the country. He has never received any salary from the state from beginning to end. He carefully submitted his autobiography and application for joining the party. In his autobiography, he lowered his heart, lowered it again, reached the lowest point, and showed no mercy to himself before analyzing himself bluntly. He said, "I have been acting for decades. I'm so tired, so tired. What I have seen and heard is meaningless. I often feel that a person is putting on the stage. What is he doing? "If this is contradictory, I am tired of denying myself, tired of the world, tired of the stage I have been obsessed with all my life, and embarrassed about my female role. I don't remember when I came. Ruthlessly trample on yourself, completely deny yourself, and cater to the world, so sad, so confused, so forced. Based on the world, nature is negative, nature is comfortable, and nature is bright and bold. Suddenly a person has changed the world, and a person has to be wronged to be stable. Jiang Yan said: In life, everyone dies, so you should swallow your hatred. I don't know if he felt any pain when he said this, but he swallowed it. How reluctant! How against my will! In my bones, I don't obey, but I have to. The more enterprising and powerful, the more sad. A rare flower, in a sudden storm, lost its spring appearance and withered into mud early.