When I was getting ready to go to bed last night, my friend suddenly told me that I felt very emotional and actually cried while listening to "Achu Girl". I said it was probably because I was touched by a certain point, or I couldn't help but think of certain people when I heard this song.

When listening to a song, there may be a person and some memories in your mind, or it may be a group of people and some that are difficult to leave. There is romance in my ears, and the memories are all of you.

The Spring Festival of 2019 passed very quickly. I hurriedly returned to school on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, and rushed to the hospital for internship on the seventh day of the Lunar New Year. This is the first reunion of the five of us in the new year. It is the first reunion since last year, when we had all kinds of conflicts and entanglements, all kinds of secret thoughts, and couldn't love each other.

Before I went out in the morning, I refreshed my Weibo and saw that "Wu Qingfeng The Wind Rises" was listed on the hot search list. I wondered if Miyazaki Hayao's movie would be made into a live-action version? I clicked on the entry with interest and found out it was a song.

On the way to the hospital in the cold wind, I didn’t see any of my classmates. I opened NetEase Cloud Music in a boring way. The hot search term was still "The Wind Rises", but I finally endured it. I couldn't help but click in out of curiosity. I heard the piano music accompanied by a gentle voice. At that time, I just thought, well, it sounded pretty good.

When I arrived at the door of the new department, I looked inside. Sure enough, I was the first one to arrive.

After waiting at the door for a while, Tianer arrived.

"Are you alone?"

"Well, I don't know what's going on with them. They are about to take over."

"Send a message in the group and ask Asked. "

Just as he finished speaking, he saw A Ze and A Hao walking over from a distance.

I looked back and asked, "Where's Mr. Lu?"

"It's snowing and the highway is closed, so we can't come." Ah Hao said in a low voice.

"Master Lu is mighty." I said with a playful smile.

I entered the department just in time for the shift handover, because Monday is the beginning of the new year again, so the shift handover time is relatively long this time. Finally, when the director symbolically began to read the document, he secretly opened NetEase Cloud Music when he was bored, and "The Wind Rises" came to his ears again.

For some reason, Aze is sitting on my left, Tian'er is sitting on my right, and Ahao is sitting on Tian'er's right. Probably because he touched Aze while taking out his earphones, he raised his head and looked at me. I quickly smiled and shook my head. He raised his eyebrows, lowered his head and continued to secretly play Onmyoji.

After checking the room with the teacher, Ahao and Tianer went to change the dressing with the teaching teacher. The only interns in the office were Aze and I, and the teachers in the department were also busy with their own affairs.

"What song did you just secretly listen to?" Aze asked me while playing on his mobile phone without raising his head.

""The Wind Rises" sounds really good."

"Can I use coupons to buy chili peppers?"

"Huh? What?"

"Isn't it true that you can also use coupons to buy chili peppers for this song?"

"I listened to Wu Qingfeng's version."

"You can also use coupons to buy chili peppers." Sing. "

"Well, I'll go listen to it. "

"The Wind Rises", which I used to buy peppers with coupons at that time, was still an old version. When I first heard it, it felt like it had gone through many vicissitudes. A scarred boy is in front of you.

"This version is a bit sad. I seem to like Wu Qingfeng's version better."

"Yeah."

Two days later is Valentine's Day. On that day, The deer still didn't come.

Between A Hao and I, and between Tian'er and A Ze, we still avoid communication if we can. There seems to be a barrier in between, and we are safe.

The snow was very heavy that day, and the sky and the earth were shrouded in white. When you look up, it seems that all the wind and snow are coming for you. Walking in the snow, your head will turn white after a while.

After the internship ended in the morning, I suddenly wanted to eat something hot, so I thought of setting up a hot pot game to alleviate the awkward atmosphere of the past few days.

In the end, Tian'er didn't come, so the three of us went to drink mutton soup.

The mutton soup in D City is particularly delicious, with thick white mutton soup, chewy vermicelli, green chopped green onions, and the boss’s secretly made mutton fat pancakes. It’s not too beautiful at all, except that there is basically no communication between me and Ah Hao.

Just after dinner in the evening, Tianer suddenly sent me a WeChat message and said: "Let's go on a date."

Looking at the message, I smiled and replied, "Okay.

”

We first went to the square to see the light show, and then braved the wind and snow to go to the snack street. Unexpectedly, there was such a heavy snowstorm, but the snack street was still brightly lit and bustling with people, which had a unique flavor.

“What’s going on between you and Brother Ze? "I couldn't help but ask after all.

"It's nothing, I just feel like it doesn't matter. "Tian'er kicked the snow on the ground and said nonchalantly.

"I originally set my heart on the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch? "

"Don't talk nonsense, it really doesn't matter. What about you? What's going on with you and Ah Hao? Didn't you go eat mutton soup together today? "

"Me? I don’t know what to do? I also think it doesn't matter, but I'm so beautiful that it's a bit embarrassing to become someone else's bright moon. "I spread my hands helplessly, feeling a little heavy in my heart. Suddenly I remembered that I also used the coupon version of "The Wind Rises" to buy peppers.

When I was about to return to the dormitory, my phone suddenly vibrated non-stop. Look. After seeing the news of 99+ in the group, and thinking about the special day of February 14th, my heart suddenly skipped a beat.

“The results of the postgraduate entrance examination are out. "Tian'er said calmly in my ear.

"No wonder there are so many group messages. Check? "

"Let's talk about it when we get back. "

When I arrived at the department the next day, Lu'er unexpectedly came. Lu'er has a carefree personality and a thick skin. As soon as she came, the atmosphere in the whole group became lively.

"Qing Brother, have you checked your scores? "After checking the room, Aze asked me next to me.

"I haven't checked, so I don't dare. "

"Tell me your admission ticket number and I will check it for you. "

"No. Afraid. "

"You will know sooner or later. What are you afraid of? Just check it out. ”

At Aze’s instigation, I sat across from the conference table in the department, with the window behind me. When I looked up, I could see yesterday’s snow turning into ice cones hanging upside down under the eaves. The sky was exceptionally blue and the wind was exceptionally strong. Big.

I entered my admission ticket number tremblingly, 294. When I saw the score, although it was a little low, it still exceeded my expectations.

"Brother Qing, how much is it?" ”

“More than 290”

“Ah, so many.” The light of the whole group. "

"Brother Hao shouldn't be taller. He usually knows a little bit about everything, and his English is also pretty good. ”

“He’s such a bad player...” Aze looked at me, smiled and said nothing.

On March 20, the score line came out, Zone A was 305, Area B is 295. I regretted not being shortlisted with a score of 294. At that time, I was a little disappointed and unwilling, so I complained a little in the circle of friends and lamented my sad mood.

It took less than 5 minutes to post on the circle of friends. , the next comment caught my attention. It probably means that Ah Hao’s abnormal performance this time has nothing to do with me. People should be responsible for their own words and deeds. You don’t know which words you say will change a person’s life.

The comment was very tactful, and the person who posted the comment was one of the few people in the class who everyone admired, and was also a good friend who used to run together at night.

After reading the comment, I was confused. , my nose was sore, and tears were rolling in my eyes. Because of something, I happened to be at the door of the class teacher. My reason made me raise my head and forced back the tears. Then I immediately took a screenshot and deleted the circle of friends.

However, It was still a step too late. Some classmates in the class saw it and even asked my roommate about the situation. I suddenly understood the indifference of Ah Hao’s friend who had greeted me warmly before.

That night, I asked Tian'er to drink together. Maybe people get drunk more easily when they are sad. After a few drinks, I got so drunk that I started talking nonsense. I even accidentally kicked a beer can from the roof to the door of the building manager's room. Tian'er later described it. Said: “I thought I was filming a TV series. ”

The next day when I went to the department for internship, I didn’t say a word the whole day, and I didn’t go to the frequent dinner parties because Luer was reorganized.

At that time, World War II, work , and this matter was weighing on me like a mountain, and I was extremely upset.

A few nights later, I sent a WeChat message to Aze.

"Brother Ze, Internet cafe members can use it. "

"What's wrong? Angry again? "

"Yeah. "

"Come directly over, I'm at the Internet cafe. ”

The Internet cafe is downstairs in the dormitory, very close, but unexpectedly, Ahao is also there.

"The machine is ready for you. You can play whatever you want." Aze pointed to the machine next to me and told me. "There are snacks here, you can eat whatever you want."

"Well, lend me your PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds account."

The killing spree in the game did not let me down After my sadness calmed down for half a minute, I took off my headphones. Feeling lonely, I leaned back in my chair and sighed. He patted Aze next to him and said in an ethereal tone, "I want to drink."

Aze was playing games without wearing headphones. He turned his head and looked at me like a ghost, and looked through me at the headphones he was wearing. A Hao, who was playing games with headphones, glanced at him and said, "Brother Qing, what's wrong with you? I feel like something's wrong with you these days."

I raised my chin in A Hao's direction and said nothing.

Ah Hao went out to buy beer. I clicked on the screenshot to show it to A Ze. He first scolded the person who made the comment, and then said: "The quality of your grades has nothing to do with you. If you are not capable, no one can do anything about it. Our group is all about brotherhood, and all the brothers know it."

I was so aggrieved that I was about to cry, but when I heard this sentence, I couldn't help but smile and roll my eyes.

"Brother Qing, when Hao Laoer comes back soon, I will ask him to contact this person. I will definitely give you justice. Will you talk to these people?"

"Yes." No, don't..."

"No, no, this is how it should be done, men's matters should be handled by men."

I was speechless for a moment and sat down again. End game.

I don’t know what will happen next. All I can do or do is become more distant from Ah Hao.

"The Wind Rises" has also become my single song loop, looping on the way to and from work every time during my internship, in the washed blue sky of D City, in the breeze of late spring and early summer, in In the increasingly green locust trees.

Return to school will begin on June 1st.

May 30th, the last day of internship.

That day, the internship ended very early. With nostalgia and reluctance, our group went to have the last hot pot meal together, commonly known as the team meal.

The sun was just right that day and the breeze was not dry. Since it was our last dinner party, we ordered some wine.

After three rounds of drinking, everyone in the lively mood became a little sentimental. Tianer said that she had a partner. She was a native of D City and her parents had met her. She asked Aze if she could take a photo together with a smile (Aze never takes pictures), and Aze approached her cooperatively and put one hand on the back of the chair behind her.

I smiled as I watched her wish come true.

I don’t know when Ah Hao sat next to me, held up his wine glass, and apologized to me solemnly, saying that he didn’t expect that good friend to say that, saying that he was grateful for meeting me, saying that the future was bright, and also said See you later.

The stone in my heart seemed to be suddenly put down, and it seemed that it had already been put down.

On the way back to the dormitory, the sky was still blue, the trees were still green, and the streets were still wide, just like when our group went to the internship together for the first time.

The four of them walked in front, playing and laughing heartily.

I opened NetEase Cloud Music again and clicked on "The Wind Rises". This time, it was Wu Qingfeng's version.

It is the relief after misunderstanding, grievance, unwillingness and regret.

It is the unrestrained feeling after experiencing warmth and coldness, vicissitudes of life, doubts and confusion.

"Just let it go as your heart dictates."