-after a sad love, Xin Xin decided to live happily for herself. The reporter dialed Xin Xin's phone yesterday, and she said on the other end of the phone: "I want to be myself now!" "
Xin Xin spent the most difficult decade with Sun Nan
On November 2, 21, the reporter met Xin Xin's good friend Qu Ying, and she was very happy when she mentioned Xin Xin. Qu Ying said, "She is going to be popular now. She has signed a contract with a famous record company in Taiwan Province, and her new album has just been published, and she has just held a sales promotion activity in Shanghai. On the 5 th, she held a press conference in Beijing, and I am going to attend. " Speaking of Xin Xin, Qu Ying said that her suffering was coming to an end. This is the bitterness of a love, and when it comes to it, we have to start from the beginning.
In June, 2, the singer Sun Nan was called double happiness by many media: he just got married with a sketch actor and won the "Most Popular Male Singer in the Mainland" award at the CCTV－MTV Music Festival in 1999. Now Sun Nan can be said to be a big hit. But friends who are familiar with him know that Sun Nan has struggled in the music world for nearly ten years. He can achieve today's achievements, and his girlfriend has been with him for ten years, and suffering is inseparable from * * *, while his bride is not his girlfriend Xin Xin who has been suffering for ten years through thick and thin.
Looking back now, the year when I was 19 was a year when my fate changed. That year, I met the man who had been with me for ten years in my life-Sun Nan.
It is a very accidental thing to know Sun Nan. In 1988, in the Dalian Singer Competition, Sun Nan's excellent singing made me remember this name. After graduating from normal school, I went to a karaoke bar and became a singer. At that time, Sun Nan was also performing in the same karaoke bar. After a long time, we gradually became attached to each other.
in the early spring of p>1992, I went to Japan. Sun Nan went to Beijing. In those days, we made a phone call almost every day. At that time, Sun Nan's income was about 1, yuan per month on average, but every time he talked to me, he spent nearly 1 yuan. Although everything is going well in Japan, I feel that I should go back to Sun Nan because of my concern and yearning for each other. So, in May 1992, I returned to Tanggu, Tianjin from Japan without informing anyone (including Sun Nan). Eager to see Sun Nan and surprise him, I took a taxi directly from Tianjin to Dashiqiao Hutong, Gulou Street, where Sun Nan lived at that time. At that time, Sun Nan was not in the dormitory. Afterwards, Sun Nan told me that he had a hunch that I would come back from Japan that day. When leaving the house, he told his friend, "If someone asks me, let her go to the Baishiqiao Hotel, where am I?" When I arrived at the Baishiqiao Hotel, Sun Nan was having dinner with some friends. When I stood behind him, all the friends at the dinner table were shocked. Sun Nan looked back at me and turned his head back. After a few seconds, he suddenly turned his head back. After seeing it clearly, he realized that he was standing in front of him, waiting for the stars and the moon. I will never forget that scene at that time: Sun Nan forgot to eat, threw down his chopsticks, stood up and carried me home without scruple. At that moment, I really felt that whatever I gave up was worth it.
In the autumn of p>1993, Sun Nan participated in the performance of Heart to Heart Art Troupe of CCTV in Hong Kong. By chance, he was discovered by BMG Records Company of Hong Kong and signed a two-year record contract. Looking at Sun Nan's improvement in his career, I was really happy for him. At that time, I felt that those bitter days had not been in vain, and we would get better gradually.
In order to make greater progress in Sun Nan's career, I began to consider giving up my singing career and taking care of Sun Nan's routine work outside of music. At that time, Sun Nan didn't want me to go out to sing again. He often said to me, "We are a family. What is mine is yours. Stop singing." In this way, I was Sun Nan's intimate lover in life and became his full-time assistant in my career.
In p>1997, Sun Nan was admitted to the hospital because of hepatitis. The unsatisfactory career and physical weakness made Sun Nan once fall into a depressed or even desperate situation. At this time, we bought a house in Changping with a loan, and I took care of Sun Nan while buying materials to decorate the house. Looking at Sun Nan's depressed mood, I often advise him to say, "Everything will change. No one will have bad luck forever. Besides, you will be fine if you have such good conditions in music."
In p>1998, Xiaogang Feng found Sun Nan to sing the theme song of the same name in his New Year movie "Be there or be square". When I got this song, Sun Nan and I both thought it was a special opportunity.
as soon as I finished the work of singing for the film, I decided to make a music video for this song with our own money. At that time, because we were short of money and couldn't afford that much money, we borrowed 1, yuan from our friends. For a whole month, Sun Nan and I stayed in the recording studio day and night and worked frantically for this record. After more than a month of early recording, we rushed to Hong Kong for post-mixing. After the whole work was over, Sun Nan and I both lost weight obviously.
At the launch of the new album, Sun Nan and several other singers who released films at the same time in the same company sang new songs respectively. When Sun Nan sang the new song "The Wind Blows North", I sat far away from the stage and listened quietly. At that moment, my heart was really mixed. The dribs and drabs of my past life appeared in front of me like a movie, and I was afraid to let my friends around me see my tears.
It wasn't until one day that a third person suddenly appeared between Sun Nan and me that I realized that our feelings had changed slowly. We all lost the courage to face this sudden change. In November, 1999, we broke up. At first, I also blamed Sun Nan, was disappointed in love, and was afraid of my future life.
At the end of November, 1999, Sun Nan left home. When I left, I put the carry-on clothes packed for him in front of him. Sun Nan's tears could not stop falling. It was really hard to tell the taste in my heart. I kept telling myself that I couldn't cry in front of him. Ten years of love has made the feeling of interdependence between us more and more heavy ... I started my life as a singer again in the "Boys and Girls" bar in Sanlitun. I know, I'm back to the starting point of my life.
channel [v] awards, Sun Nan won the award for the most popular male singer. On the night of winning the award, Sun Nan called me: "Xin Xin, I won the biggest award for channel [v], I didn't mean anything, I just wanted to tell you the news first ..." Before the words were finished, Sun Nan cried on the other end of the phone. Many years ago, I dreamed of welcoming the joy of success with Sun Nan, but when this day came, I couldn't share it with him. Listening to Sun Nan's voice choking on the other end of the phone, my tears ran down my cheeks to the hand holding the phone ... and I hung up the phone in a hurry.
Three days before Sun Nan got married, she ran to the bar where I sang. When she saw me, Sun Nan couldn't help crying. I sincerely said to Sun Nan, "You have a good life. After all, we have lived together for 1 years. I hope you will get better and better." When he left, Sun Nan told me that he had written a song for a TV series a few days ago, and that song was for me. Some things in life will fade away with time. I hope I can get out of all this as soon as possible.
Now, Xin Xin is a brand-new singer. After her sentimental feelings, her singing may tell us more. (Xiao Dong)
I grew up in Dalian, and I like singing. I graduated from a kindergarten teacher. At the age of 17, I met Sun Nan, a man who has been with me for ten years in my life.
In the early spring of p>1992, I went to Japan and Sun Nan went to Beijing. In those days, we made a phone call almost every day. At that time, Sun Nan's income averaged about 1 yuan money per month, but we spent nearly 1, yuan on the phone every month. Caring and missing make me feel that I should go back to Sun Nan. So, in May 1992, I returned to Tanggu, Tianjin from Japan without informing anyone (including Sun Nan). I will never forget the scene when he saw me. He almost took me all the way home without scruple. At that moment, I felt that whatever I gave up was worth it.
In the autumn of p>1993, Sun Nan signed a two-year record contract with Hong Kong BMG Records Company. In order to make greater progress in his career, I gave up my singing career and took care of Sun Nan's routine work outside of music.
In p>1997, Sun Nan was admitted to the hospital because of hepatitis. The unsatisfactory career and physical weakness made Sun Nan once fall into a depressed or even desperate situation. At this time, we bought a house in Changping with a loan, and I took care of Sun Nan while buying materials to decorate the house.
In p>1998, Xiaogang Feng's New Year's film "Be there or be square" found Sun Nan to sing the theme song of the same name, and both Sun Nan and I thought it was a special opportunity. It was also from this time that Sun Nan succeeded step by step.
It was not until one day that a third person suddenly appeared between Sun Nan and me that I realized that our feelings had changed slowly. We all lost the courage to face this sudden change. In November 1999, we broke up.
At the end of November, 1999, Sun Nan left home. When I left, I put the carry-on clothes packed for him in front of him. Sun Nan's tears could not stop falling. It was really hard to tell the taste in my heart. After that, I resumed my life as a singer in the "Boys and Girls" bar in Sanlitun. I know, I'm back to the starting point of my life.
Three days before Sun Nan got married, she ran to the bar where I sang. When she saw me, Sun Nan couldn't help crying. I sincerely said to Sun Nan, "You have a good life. After all, we have lived together for 1 years. I hope you will get better and better." When he left, Sun Nan told me that he had written a song for a TV series a few days ago, and that song was for me.
I met Xin Xin because she performed in the same karaoke bar. In 1992, she went to Japan and I went to Beijing for development. In those days, we had a good relationship. Later, just two years ago, I left Xinxin, not because of my feelings for her. It's not me. I have a clear conscience.
Seven years of love is gone. When I left her, I took nothing with me. We both raised money to buy a house of 8, yuan, and I left all my savings and car to her. At that time, only 3 yuan money and some clothes were left in my pocket. I can really say now that if I ask Xin Xin, she will definitely feel regret and feel sorry for me. In our days together, I love her a lot, but she loves me very little. Although I am not married, I have done much more for her than the married one. In the last two years, I have been asking her "Do you love me or not"? Her answers have always been vague, which makes me feel that my love has not been reciprocated and is not worth it.
But after I had Hongmei Mai, everything was different. Her appearance made me feel that my love was worthwhile. She thought everything I did was reasonable, but in Xin Xin's eyes, everything I did was unreasonable. It's really two kinds of lives. It's hard to say who is right or wrong.
There are some rumors about my current marital status from time to time. In fact, I don't want the old story to affect my feelings with Hongmei Mai. I just want everyone to know that one thing Xin Xin said is really a lie, and I must clarify it because it is unfair to my wife. That is Xin Xin said that I got married two months after I broke up with her, and that Hongmei Mai was a third party. Hongmei Mai is definitely not a third party. Free love is everyone's right. Even if we break up, there is no question of who is right or wrong. Who can guarantee success once in love?
In this regard, Sun Nan angrily denounced the malicious hype and said, "She and I were a thing of the past, and I am very calm now. There is a reason for this. I believe that I am a kind person and don't want to hurt others. Please don't hurt my career and family. I have never had an affair, but recently someone took this matter to commercial speculation, and the record company has this suspicion. " Xin Xin said calmly: "I don't want to mention him at all. It was asked by the reporter."
At that time, there was a scene: when a TV media in Beijing interviewed Xin Xin, a video of Sun Nan's previous interview on the program was broadcast live. When Xin Xin saw Sun Nan say to the camera, "If I become famous, will my kindergarten girlfriend come to me?" Ruthless words, can't help but hide your face and cry.
it's been two years since these reports mentioned above, so I think all the parties concerned should be more calm. I called Xin Xin, and Xin Xin at the other end of the phone sighed and said, "I really don't want to talk about these things now. I am very embarrassed." For me, when I mentioned the love story with Sun Nan, it was just a smooth reading. I think that love is something that people have experienced and can't avoid, so I didn't pay much attention to it. I didn't expect him to take this seriously, and in the end things got particularly bad. The whole process gave people the feeling that I was speculating on him, but in fact this was not my intention. When it comes to our feelings, I'm really in a dilemma and under great pressure. On the one hand, I can't avoid it. On the other hand, if I talk a lot, many people, including Sun Nan, will accuse me of hype. Because he is a big star today, others think nothing of what he says, but I don't. Everyone thinks nothing of what I say. So I chose not to talk about it, and the more I said it, the more chaotic it became. "
Xin Xin said that in their eight-year love affair with Sun Nan, both sides paid their affection. After breaking up, Sun Nan often called her and visited her at home, but the media hype made them completely strangers, and the pain was even greater than when they broke up. Xin Xin said that although she was sad about what Sun Nan said to the media, she didn't mind his opinion now.
Regarding the current love life, Xin Xin said that there is no marriage partner at present. "I just want a quiet life now. Not long ago, I sold the house bought by Sun Nan. At that time, it was only the down payment. I paid some more after I released my album last year, and now I have sold it to a friend. I need a new environment. I live in a small place now, but it suits me very well, in the east of the city. "
Sun Nan: The media made us jealous
Now when it comes to our relationship with Xin Xin, Sun Nan said that he doesn't like to speculate on gossip. He said: Of course, I can understand that she has her difficulties. These things are probably caused by the Taiwan Province company she signed, and she is a woman and a weak person, so I originally saw some false descriptions and wanted to clarify them, but in the end I didn't do so. Whether it's true or not, whether it's good or bad is all over. In fact, we are still friends, but the media put us