Xu Wei's position in music is obvious to all. In those days, Xu Wei and Wang Feng were the only ones left in the rock music circle because of Dou Wei's withdrawal, and Xu Wei was the last one in all the performances. Even Wang Feng said that Xu Wei had a high benchmark for each album.

Xu Wei disappeared for more than ten years. When all the singers were afraid that they would be out of fashion, Xu Wei hid himself. He was far away from the secular world, rarely appeared in public, and did not participate in any variety shows. So what did he do for so many years?

Gao Xiaosong once said that he always remembered that when Xu Weigang came to Beijing to record, Dou Wei and others were watching outside the shed, saying that this guy was awesome. He sang a song called Two Days and a song called Persistence. Those two songs were so beautiful that all of us were surprised at that time, saying that they were too powerful. It was 1994, when Xu Wei was 26 years old, and the lyrics of "Two Days" will also be included in "Selected Works of Contemporary Poetry in China", including one sentence: "I only have two days, one for birth and one for death."

Xu Wei, 26, can write such lyrics, which is inseparable from his experience and mood. In 1994, Xu Wei's "Perseverance" was included in Tian Zhen's album. This song was a hit, but few people knew the name of Xu Wei. He doesn't have any income. He can't eat in a house of less than 6 square meters every day. He has been sitting on the bench until the album "Elsewhere" in 1997, but he still wants to be famous and profitable.

Later, Xu Wei struggled with insomnia every day and went to see a psychologist every day. "I struggled with 1, suicidal thoughts every day, and then defeated it with 1,1 I want to live." Xu Wei changed into severe depression, and Xu Wei's Red Star Company asked Xu Wei's wife Yuan Feng to send Xu Wei to a mental hospital. Yuan Feng refused: "He is just depressed, not nervous. You find me a car and I'll take him back to Xi' an. " In 2, Xu Wei decided to go back to his hometown in Xi 'an to open a grocery store, at least to support himself.

In the next eight years, it was because of his wife Yuan Feng's company that Xu Wei got out of the gloom of depression. True love never leaves, so Xu Wei decided to make a comeback. Later, the album Time Walk sold over 5, copies and won many music awards. Many variety shows approached Xu Wei, but Xu Wei refused. He said that he would not take part in any variety shows or walk the red carpet at any awards ceremony.

Xu Wei, who just came to Beijing at first, wanted his musical talents to be seen, but when he got all of them one day, fame and fortune no longer mattered. Xu Wei bought a small courtyard house in Beijing's West Fifth Ring Road with his wife Yuan Feng still around. Many people think that Xu Wei got "out of breath" for himself when he was the most popular, and Good Voice asked Xu Wei to be a mentor, but Xu Wei refused.

In p>216, Xu Wei contracted an orchard in the western suburbs, and lived in it with band members to concentrate on making music. Now Xu Wei is far away from the crowd. Although he bought a house in Beijing, he chose to buy it by the Western Hills, so that he can see the mountains and immerse himself in nature before he feels at ease.

Ten years ago, Xu Wei wrote in a song that he once dreamed of travelling across the world with his sword. Now, Xu Wei, after wasting time, just wants to be silent.