Hello, dear, since you can understand that this is a very abnormal psychology, it proves that you have realized the seriousness of the problem. You must know that you like painting very much, which is your talent. Generally, Talented people are more arrogant, but in the final analysis, you have to thank your parents and God for giving you this talent. But what does your excellence have to do with others? What can you bring to others? On the contrary, it only brings a lot of restrictions to you. Once you fail that time, those who praise you high will make you fall miserably. On the contrary, those who are not good at painting will not be hindered by others. What do you mean? Instead, someone taught you something: Even if you are not gifted, you will never compromise with your fate. To work hard is to try to change your destiny.