I have lived for twenty-one years, and I did complain! Why wasn't I born in a good family with no worries about food and clothing? Why can't you be a carefree little princess who will never grow up!
It's not born in your bones that you will be rich and prosperous! This society is so realistic that if you can't get over it, you just have a hard time with yourself!
? The older generation can't understand our post-9s thoughts. It seems that I always think that my family background is an insurmountable gap, and I was urged to get married after watching my sister graduate and work for one year. I am deeply worried about my future!
what happened to us? We didn't kill, set fire and borrow usury, so we have an inexplicable house to offer! No, I'm the only one who's still in college Besides, I'm going to graduate. Okay! How inferior is it to force such an aggressive marriage? ! If you decide in your bones that your family background is inferior to others, what can you get by marrying yourself hastily?
indeed! I can't promise my parents anything! Studying alone in a third-rate undergraduate university in another province doesn't mean it's an undergraduate. Don't think about anything your parents always say, study hard! How heartless I have to be to stop thinking. I thought I was strong enough inside myself! But the fact is that I don't know how many times I feel helpless, I just want to squat down and hug myself and cry! During that time, I couldn't sleep all night, and I always shed tears for no reason. The idea of dropping out of school has been born countless times this semester, and it has been strangled alive in the cradle. Because people like us! No background, no strength, no qualification to drop out of school! What can I do if I drop out of school? If you don't make it to graduation, get a bachelor's degree certificate, and don't work hard to get a teacher's qualification certificate, what can you do after graduation? !
From a long time ago (the second semester of Senior Two), I felt that I was not suitable for music. At the beginning, if it weren't for the words of the head teacher of Grade One, it is estimated that Lao Tzu is now alive with wind (jian), water (kuai) and eggs … now I am worried about which song to play in the skills competition next Wednesday! I remember that my original intention was just to be a writer. The result deviated from the track development! I feel that I have no artistic cells, and I just graduated! Every time I think of it, I blame the head teacher of Grade One! Is it necessary to blindly deny the efforts of a middle-level student for the sake of an enrollment rate, saying that no matter how hard I try, it is impossible to get into an undergraduate university! What a teacher! Thanks to my admiration for her Chinese skills!
I was a junior in a blink of an eye, and I finally saw my heart clearly. Others always envy art students, thinking that they are good at learning music, playing the piano, singing and dancing! I always thought it was easy that we didn't have to learn culture! It's bullshit. Try practicing the piano, playing the cello and reviewing dance moves every day. When you get back to the dormitory, you have to analyze music forms, compose music, study aesthetics and write music history homework ... Look.
sorry, it seems a little off topic! I just want to say that when I went to college, I found that most of the music students are rich! Indeed, in people's subconscious, can you afford to learn music? Well, I feel like a bitch, too, and I studied this major. Damn comparison psychology is at work! The people around you are either the only child or the daughter of some civil servant or the son of the company boss! Can't we hide? It's a pity that I didn't learn to calm my mind until my junior year! The family background is there, just eat well and dress warmly! But everyone loves beauty, what's more, I'm still a girl, and I want to eat better, and I want to be thinner and more beautiful … In fact, I feel very thrifty! However, we are short of money all year round, and we want to buy clothes all year round, so we can't leave our skin care behind! Don't say it, I want to sleep and calm down!
at this moment, I believe that the future is beautiful. Although my family has to pay for the house, my body is not very good, and my brother is not very sensible. There are a lot of relatives and friends ... but the sky is not falling yet, and the days are still going to pass! I will save some money in the future! Really!