You mentioned Mozart’s Requiem, which is really touching. However, I don’t think Mozart’s guilt in this piece is strong. If you want to talk about guilt, it may be Dvo?ák’s. Or Verdi, but since you feel very strongly when listening to Mozart, I think it is actually about seeing the light again from the abyss, gaining hope and salvation. I think Chapter 9 of the Dedication Sutra is a turning point and a climax. , is also the most touching place, because there is a sense of self-sacrifice or willingness to endure suffering for God. "Hope" does not need to be proven, we can believe that the endurance of this kind of suffering will be rewarded. This should also be the joy of tragedy as Nietzsche said.

I think these are the composers who best understand the joy of tragedy. Many of them are also people who have had a rough life. We can think that God has saved them from their irreparable sin by giving them inspiration for creation, that is, they cannot live happily like ordinary people. But the creators must think so: "Those things that are not given to me are meant to give me more important things."

1. Bruckner's symphony is the first choice. The eighth, seventh, fifth and fourth are closest to God. The fourth chapter of the eighth chapter is called "Apocalypse", which has a sense of Doomsday Judgment. The fifth and fourth chapters of the fourth symphony both have the flavor of pursuing pure will beyond the human world. The fourth is somewhat tragic and the fifth is magnificent, but I always feel that it is the flavor of being willing to be saved and willing to sacrifice all the gains in the world.

Bruckner also has 5 masses, the only common one is Johum’s Da He Hua which contains three. In addition, Bruckner's Requiem is even rarer, and I have never heard it.

2. Brahms Deutsche Requiem.

The German Requiem directly abandons some chapters of the old-era Requiem. It is very warm and touching. You know, it took Brahms more than 20 years to compose this song, which was at the most important time. When my dear mentor and mother passed away. This lonely genius sings high notes that reach to the sky. It seems that as soon as he closes his eyes, all the people he has ever loved have greeted him in heaven. His pain is not pain, because only by bearing it can he be saved. way.

We also recommend Brahms’ Fourth Symphony. This symphony is a typical "tragedy". Although it is far more than just melancholy, it is sad but not sad.

3. Schubert

Schubert does not have any religious works, but the Eighth Symphony and the Fourth Symphony also express a feeling of endless sorrow and torture. The feeling of struggling finally expresses a feeling of inner peace. This does not mean that you need some kind of realistic encounter to free yourself, but you simply accept it. The Fourth Symphony is called Tragic, and the Eighth Symphony is unfinished and is known as "The Sound from the Underground". Also recommended are the Death and the Maiden Quartet and the final string quintet of D.956.

4. In addition, there are some,

Bach's arias on the G string, unaccompanied cello, unaccompanied violin, the art of fugue, well-tempered piano, etc., organ works, They all have an otherworldly flavor.

Mozart’s Symphony No. 40, Divertimento k138

Albinoni’s Adagio, Massenet’s “Meditations”, Mahler’s Fifth Symphony, Vienna Winter in the four seasons of Valdi. "symphony" "Sarai Qui" by Sarah Brightman.

That’s all I remember for now.

5. I recommend the Papal Choir Gregorian, a group that performs religious music using hymns and modern elements. The recordings are all done in churches. It is more spiritually inspiring and more sacred than enigma.