Zhou Xiaobai is about to leave. As the day of parting approaches, Zhou Xiaobai can't wait to spend all her time with Zhong Yuemin. On the day before parting, Zhong Yuemin offered to bid farewell to her, and Zhou Xiaobai was so moved that her eyes were red. Zhong Yuemin's little concern for her could make her moved and even flattered. She often wondered when she became so hopeless. I don't even care about the minimum self-esteem.
Several years later, Zhong Yuemin read Kerouac's novel On the Road, and his mind suddenly opened up. It turned out that he liked the feeling of being on the road. Unfortunately, Zhong Yuemin was already a battalion officer in the army at that time, and he couldn't be "on the road" anyway.
Yuan Jun and Zheng Tong shook hands in tears and said goodbye. Zhong Yuemin smiled and stared at the crying crowd. He lit a cigarette and took out a double-ring firecracker from his satchel. The train slowly slid forward. The cries in the crowd were louder, and many people who saw me off were running with the taxiing train. Bang! Bang! Double-ring firecrackers were lit by Zhong Yuemin. The crowd was stunned and the crying stopped abruptly. Zhong Yuemin looked up at the sky and laughed: "It's petty, it's not the execution ground. Why are you crying? Men run amok all over the world, which is just a little interesting, and the fun hasn't started yet ... "
Zhou Xiaobai suddenly found that she really likes Zhong Yuemin. This guy has a very special temperament, which is romantic and realistic, and even a bit of a rogue, a bit of cynicism and a bit of dance academy's attitude towards life. This guy is a wonderful mixture, and you will feel very happy to get along with him. Wherever he goes, he can find interesting things, and immediately he plays with great interest, and he plays seriously, playing like that. A person who once had a crush on Pyotr Il'yich Tchaikovsky music actually fell in love with northern Shaanxi folk songs in the hinterland.
Zhong Yuemin looked at Jiang Biyun doubtfully: "Are you sick? Why do you look so bitter? "
"It's because I don't like you. I have a prejudice against your cadres' children. In the red and August of' 66, you robbed houses and beat people. When disasters hit your own families, you put on a cynical look, even posing as hooligans and laughing at everything to show that you are different."
Zhong Yuemin pointed to the yellow land and said, "Can we grow roses on this slope under our feet? I don't think so. We can only plant sorghum and corn. This environment is too bad. Beautiful flowers need proper temperature and moisture, and so do feelings. We need a good environment, and others don't forget old feelings. That is because people are conscious, so we can't take it too seriously. "
Zhong Yuemin became serious. He wanted to hear what others said about people like himself. He asked, "Tell me, Qinling, what kind of people are we?"
Qinling smiled and said, "Do you really want to hear it? I told you not to be upset. To put it simply, this kind of people are brave and ruthless at first, and tend to be violent. If a word doesn't agree, they will draw out their swords. Second, these people are disgusted with all orthodox preaching, and what is sacred to others becomes a joke in their mouths. Third, these people have a certain cultural taste and like reading and learning. Their main motivation is that they don't want to confuse themselves with other people. They like to show their uniqueness, so they also have a certain ability of independent thinking. "
"You are right. Not all people like to be good children. No one in this world is qualified to teach others a lesson, not even the elders. First, we were told to liberate all mankind, and then we had to be re-educated. I wondered why we were old enough to be educated and pointed out a way for you, so that you had no choice but to take the road that others wanted you to take. It was really unreasonable. I envy Dean and like the feeling of being on the road. It was nothing more than trying to experience a free lifestyle. " Zhong Yuemin said.
Qinling agrees: "People always have some dreams. The most important thing in life is experience, not process. Last year, a foreign mountaineering team encountered an avalanche while climbing Mount Everest, and all the climbers were killed. Some people think that their death is meaningless, because whether you reach the top or not, it will not bring any change to the actual life of mankind. But I cried for these athletes. I believe they embarked on the journey because of the call from the depths of their hearts. I also believe that when they took the first step, they also expected that this might be a point of no return. But nothing can stop the call of the snow-capped mountains, because that is the ultimate spiritual world in their hearts. They died for their dreams. They must have had many wonderful and pure experiences, and they should have no regrets. Tagore said that an overly utilitarian life is like a knife without a handle. It may be useful, but it is too unlovable. In our life, we need some pure essential experiences and initial experiences. "
"That's right. You like me because you are lonely. Isn't liking a process? If you value the result, you should marry me, live and have children. This is the result. Do you think it's interesting? "
Zhong Yuemin thought for a moment and said, "I didn't think so far. I'm afraid I won't find it interesting if I get married and have children now."
"So you admit that the process is more important than the result?"
"You have a point."
Qinling primly said, "Listen, Yuemin, I am willing to be your girlfriend, because you are lonely, and I am lonely. If one day, your life will change and there will be more exciting content, I will bless you and say goodbye. I hope you can keep us on the road like me. "
"This ... it's hard for me to answer. To tell the truth, I've never seen a girl like you. It's strange and rational. But I want to ask you, what if you and I meet again after a few years? " Qinling smiled: "At that time, if there is no more wonderful man around me, then you are still a suitable candidate. Of course, this is just my idea." Zhong Yuemin looked up at the sky and laughed, "Qinling, this game must be very interesting."
Zhong Yuemin is very picky about women's looks, and his mother is very beautiful. No wonder his father has been widowed for many years after his mother's death. Zhong Yuemin thinks he can't find a suitable candidate, and his mother's elegance in her youth has raised his taste. Of course, Zhou Xiaobai is also very beautiful. If it weren't for her beauty, Zhong Yuemin wouldn't bother to court her on the ice rink. To be fair, it's just a vanity of Zhong Yuemin, because it's quite ridiculous to bring a beautiful girlfriend on the ice rink. If you are seriously in love, it's a bit ridiculous. Zhong Yuemin hasn't had enough fun yet. He doesn't want any girl to tie herself up. The old man said it well, and he is afraid to be serious in the world. Zhou Xiao Bai Yi is serious, and Zhong Yuemin is a little scared. He thought angrily, how can chicks do this nowadays? Either they will treat you as a hooligan and ignore you, or they will say that they have to give you this life, which is too extreme and makes men feel insecure. Yuan Jun said casually, "What's the big deal? The sky is not falling, and Zhong Yuemin is not the only man in the world? "Let Zhou Xiaobai take it easy and find another one in a few days."
When Luo Yun heard this, he was furious: "It's easy for you to say, can feelings be hurt casually? If a woman is hurt emotionally, I'm afraid she will never recover. " Zhou Xiao absently gossiped, but kept staring at Zhong Yuemin. She thought it had been several years, and her mood should be calm. She even thought that when she saw Zhong Yuemin again, she should make a very cold look, indicating that she was indifferent to Zhong Yuemin. But when she saw Zhong Yuemin, all her previous ideas immediately vanished, and the resentment accumulated over the past few years turned into a tender feeling. She knew that she was completely finished, and no matter how Zhong Yuemin treated her, she couldn't hate it. It was really possible that she owed him a debt in her previous life. This friend. Zhou Xiaobai is contemplating the time. She only has two weeks' home leave, and now it has taken a week. Can you find a chance to meet Zhong Yuemin alone? Thought of here, she feels a little timid. This guy is sitting there either wolfing down or laughing. He probably thinks that his relationship with Zhou Xiaobai has already passed, but he is very relaxed. If you ask him to meet, maybe he will pretend to be a gentleman and politely refuse.
"Xiao Bai, do you know what the woman I will live with in the future should look like? I tell you, if I go begging, she will go with me happily, and we will sit on the haystack and catch lice with each other, just like monkeys on Monkey Mountain in the zoo. If one day I suddenly feel bored with a stable life, I suddenly have a whim to go to Shennongjia to find a savage and go to Loch Ness to catch a monster, she will happily play with me ... ""You are my best friend and my most trusted friend, but if you want me to love you, I'm afraid I have to wait. I don't want to deceive you. Even if Zhong Yuemin hurts me like this, I still have him in my heart and can't forget him, but don't worry. "I'm not it doesn't matter? It's natural that you can't find a job, but what's the matter with you? It doesn't matter if it matters. It seems that I love selling pancakes very much. " That's because I think differently from you. First of all, you have to understand, why do people have to work? There is no need to make a high-profile statement on this issue. If you insist on serving the people, I can only think that you lack sincerity. I only know that people want to eat, but food doesn't fall from the sky. You have to earn money. The most basic purpose of work is to support the family. This is simple. "