"Learning piano and vocal music since childhood." This shows your parents’ hope and investment in you. "But I always feel that I am not focused enough on music." This means that you are only interested in music to satisfy your parents' wishes, but you are not very interested or dedicated.
The so-called hobby must be very obsessive, very immersed, fascinating, tireless, as if there is a kind of motivation supporting it, giving you endless energy. For example, people who love playing mahjong will forget time, people who love playing basketball will not feel tired, people who love fishing will not feel lonely, and people who love music should be obsessed with certain instruments and notes, and for every effort they make, Every bit of progress makes me happy and proud. But you have not shown the characteristics and spirit in this area. You just learn for the sake of learning from time to time and lack the motivation to move forward.
How do you play the piano? September Miracle is your role model, how is your singing? Think about Liu Dacheng and Zhu Zhiwen. Many of the singers in The Voice of China love music. Some have sung in bars, and some have practiced singing in front of a water tank. They are all devoted and hardworking, and they are where they are today. You should know that hard work can make up for your weakness, and that when you have a dream in your heart and learn music for yourself rather than for others, you will really fall in love with music, and your piano skills will improve. Compete with September Miracle, and your singing will be comparable to that of Liu Dacheng. I believe that one day, you will also stand on the stage of The Voice of China.