“I act like I don’t like anything because I rarely get what I want.”

“I can’t grasp the beauty of this world and can only pretend that everything is going well. "I never say I have it, I hide myself"

"I rarely get what I want, because I don't want much"

——Excerpted from NetEase Cloud Music Review of "Falling Starry Sky"

I don’t want much, because I rarely get what I want.

I once had a clear distinction between love and hate, I once pursued my love at all costs, and I once screamed in anger, but what I wanted was very little.

So I don’t talk about owning it, because I don’t think much about it. I pretend that nothing can affect my mood and everything goes smoothly.

But no one likes mediocrity, no one likes to cry at night, but there is a light-year distance between reality and ideals.

I am extremely disappointed.