"My Favorite Life".
According to Kugou music information, I Can’t Hold Back My Tears is the song "My Favorite in Life", singer: Chen Yimeng, lyricist: Wang Chengming, composer: Qin Bo, album: "Chen Yimeng Collection".
Part of the lyrics: Watching you leave alone, my heart is like a piece of ice. Even if I tear off the deliberately disguised indifference, I will look for your footprints crazily and blindly, thinking about the true nature of you in the past. Emotions, but now there is nothing left. I couldn't hold back my tears and slipped silently.