I am similar to you, but my understanding is not as strong as yours. When I was your age, I also loved to imagine and think about problems. I was even thinking about how time is produced. I thought it must have a lot to do with rotation. At one time, I even wanted to design a three-layer centrifugal rotation with different speeds. space to experiment with the relationship between time and rotation.

I also love music. I only started learning to play drums when I was 38. I also feel that nothing is impossible. You said a long paragraph, and not a single sentence in it was wrong. Well done, young man!

If I really want to give a suggestion, I think we can try to increase the proportion of the arrow of exploration directed towards our own hearts. In our "reality", the preferences of the outside world can still be retained. This is not contradictory. Just focus more on what can really turn your interests into miracles - your heart.

Therefore, everything external is our external creation and external experience, and the source that dominates everything external is our conscious or unconscious imagination based on our inner concepts and understandings. If you are interested in the universe, the ability to think, the brain, life, energy, miracles, music, creation, and power, then you are destined to present your own miracles on this road.