Pacific doesn't know what you want, but I think this is the most suitable. After vicissitudes of life, there is a sense of depression and grandeur standing on the top of the mountain with thick clouds floating in the sky.

I'll give you some songs I like:

"Mourn" Du Pulei

0 1. Predictive conquest

02. Rivers run, rivers run.

03. prelude (on earth as in heaven) prelude (in heaven on earth)

04. Spiritual khayyam

05. Coronal celestial death

06. Europa Europa

07.Diem Ex Dei Tian Qiandi

08. The light of faith on the Ili River

09. The eternal expedition of the Crusader of Light.

10. Mother Earth

1 1. Lighting Enlightenment

Please take me away.

13. Salaband Suite (Aeternae) The fortress of Salaband

14. Global Edition