This is normal, nothing more than normal. People are tall or short, fat or thin, beautiful or ugly. God is fair. I believe you have also heard of Einstein's theory of relativity. Everything is relative. Where would the dross come from without the essence? You have to learn to have fun with it. I believe only you know how you feel when you discover a song you like very much. You don’t need others to understand, some things are just feelings and cannot be expressed. There is no need to express it.