When it comes to Mavis Fan, many people may wonder who it is.

You may not think of anything if you want to recall it, but you must be familiar with the song "Healthy Song", which was once popular in the north and south of the country. The lyrics in this song: "Three turns left, three turns right, twisted neck and twisted buttocks" ... I don't know how many people accompanied me in childhood.

Twenty-five years ago, after this "Healthy Song" became popular all over the country, it also made Mavis Fan an idol in the eyes of countless children.

Mavis Fan was born in Taipei on February 27th, 1977. Her ancestral home is from Xiantao City, Hubei Province. When Mavis Fan was born, her mother was only 17 years old. She was an unknown female singer who occasionally sang in bars.

And Mavis Fan's father left home when he was two years old, because he was at odds with his mother and had a serious son preference problem.

after leaving home, my father didn't mention alimony, and didn't even come back to see it.

Fan Mu, who raised her children alone, didn't feel depressed because of this. She took her daughter to stay with her grandmother, while she worked harder to make money by going back and forth in bars, just to create good living conditions for her daughter in the future.

Perhaps it is because of growing up in a single-parent family, and the appearance of her mother running around for herself, Mavis Fan has been particularly distressed by her mother since she was a child.

It is said that Fan Mu, who is interested in singing, is determined to train Mavis Fan to be a singer, so her spare time in Mavis Fan is full of piano, flute and other music lessons, which is probably influenced by her mother. Fan Xiaoyan is full of energy every time she goes to extracurricular classes.

Mavis Fan himself revealed after a long time that when I was a child, there were countless nights when my mother came home from work after finishing her homework. They would accompany her to listen to classical music, rock music and jazz, and soothe her tired heart with music.

Mavis Fan, who looks like an elf since he was a child, was spotted by a talent scout at the age of 14 and made his first advertisement in his life.

This advertisement only brings some benefits to the family, and has not caused any splash on the future road of Mavis Fan.

The extraordinary fate was to take care of her in 1996, because Mavis Fan's temperament was very lovely at that time, and she turned into a "little witch" with a lot of aura for her image agency.

during her time as a "little witch", Mavis Fan covered the theme songs of Chinese versions of cartoons such as Doraemon and Cherry Maruko, and later released several songs such as I love taking a bath, brushing my teeth and healthy songs, which are even more popular.

In 1998, Mavis Fan boarded the Spring Festival Evening with "Healthy Song". Once the program was broadcast, countless people were brainwashed by this lovely and lively melody, and almost all kindergartens/primary schools in the coming year will have children following this song.

At this point, Mavis Fan became the children's favorite little witch sister in the children's song market.

In order to cater to the status of "Little Witch", Mavis Fan always dresses up exaggeratedly when she takes the stage, and her speech movements and tone are quite like performances.

It's said that it's time to become famous, but Mavis Fan, who became famous when he was young, dislikes himself more and more. Obviously, he does have a personality like the title of a witch in his bones. How can he think twice about his behavior, clothes and demeanor after becoming popular?

As she became more and more impatient with the appearance packaged by the brokerage company, Mavis Fan would communicate with the company at first, telling people that she didn't want to wear a princess dress with lace edges any more, and she didn't want to be a naughty girl.

But at that time, the people of "Little Witch" thought that her business value was too high, and the company was firmly opposed to her opinion, because they thought that if they jumped out of this comfort zone, applause and flowers would leave with them.

After 2, Mavis Fan was not willing to be only a child idol, but wanted to change from a lively and lovely style to a mature and neutral rock punk style.

However, the punk image is not recognized by the outside world, but Mavis Fan, who is just 2 years old, can't understand the reason. She doesn't know what the market demand is and why she has to act in front of the camera according to the market demand.

I just think that if a person can't live in a happy way, she should change. She wants to be herself.

So the "little witch" sister in children's eyes changed. At the peak of her popularity, Mavis Fan cut off a long hair, and in the eyes of her elders, she did almost everything that was related to rebellion, such as tattoos and lip rings.

Mavis Fan's behavior puzzled many fans who loved her originally. At this time, she has decided not to suppress herself in her future life. She once said, "A person has a volcano in his heart, but he has to play a little match girl.

Seeing that Mavis Fan is getting farther and farther away from the deviant road, fans are also avoiding her. After the transformation, Mavis Fan's album released the creation album "Darling", and the sales volume was pitiful.

Seeing that someone who used to look like a schoolgirl next door has turned into a rebellious girl, many parents will also tell their children not to listen to "bad girl" songs in the future, and some media even commented that she has broken a good hand.

However, Mavis Fan said, "This album has made me become my true self."

Mavis Fan, whose popularity is declining and people revile her, has been informed by the company that she wants to put on a princess dress with bubble sleeves again to save the situation, but she has tasted the happiness brought by being herself, and no one can just give up.

So stubborn, she followed this style to create albums such as "peerless actresses" and "Preface to Fu Shou Lu", but Mavis Fan, who has lost her "popular support", failed to retain her fans through her favorite music, which made her suffer more abuse and doubt.

These voices made Mavis Fan lose 1 kilograms at that time, and made her fall into depression. Depression followed her for three years, during which she heard voices and visions for countless times. When she had hallucinations, she would see the appearance of the little devil in a trance, which shows that this title can be regarded as her nightmare.

During this period, Mavis Fan once admitted that the abuse from the outside world, the query from the brokerage company and the expectations of parents are all the sources of her stress.

Since the onset of depression, Mavis Fan has stayed indoors, and no one has visited her. Mavis Fan, who knew that she was sick at first, would take medicine actively, but she found that she would feel empty during drug control.

For a person who needs inspiration, the lack of emotions is just equivalent to changing the "death" method, so she decided to stop taking medicine for her own creation, but the situation became more serious.

After stopping taking the drug, she will have self-harm. The worst time was when she tried to jump off the 23rd floor to free herself. Fortunately, her boyfriend hugged her desperately.

This man named Zhou Junwei, like Mavis Fan, is also a singer in Taiwan Province. At that time, his love for Mavis Fan was endless, because Mavis Fan, a single-parent family, was eager to be loved, but he slowly pushed it away because of his rebellious temper.

Zhou Junwei's personality is very boring. When Mavis Fan takes him and his friends to play together, Zhou Junwei always looks at other people, making everyone around him think that he hates himself. But as long as Mavis Fan appears in Zhou Junwei's sight, Zhou Junwei seems to become a teenager in seed of love.

Xiao S once broke the news on the program, saying: Mavis Fan is actually a person who is very afraid of cold, especially before going to bed in winter, and even shivering when entering the chilly bed.

after Zhou Junwei first discovered Mavis Fan's problem, he would use the hot air of the hair dryer to warm the bed before going to bed, and then let Mavis Fan lie under the bed.

Aya, Mavis Fan's best friend, also said, "Zhou Junwei is like her servant".

At the same time, he will study psychology books privately, because he wants Mavis Fan to get better soon.

After a long time, when Mavis Fan talked about that gloomy day, her eyes were always a little tearful. She said, "Other boyfriends may just be teasing, but he is doing it dutifully", so "When my friend is tired, my boyfriend is even more tired".

Mavis Fan is actually a person who doesn't like to cause trouble to others.

After her depression was over, she broke up with Zhou Junwei: "I don't want to be your trouble. You are so kind to me that I feel both sweet and painful."

Later, she recorded this gloomy day in her diary and published a collection called Scrabble, which was full of her inner pains and struggles.

In 27, Mavis Fan, who successfully fought depression at the age of 3, was reborn. At that time, she still had short hair and exaggerated tattoos, and she was still living in her favorite way.

at the age of 3, she spent money to form her own band, because she found that rock and roll, a self-releasing character, was her favorite, so she contacted underground musicians in Taiwan Province to form a 1% band and named her independent production company "Fish Eating Grass". At this time, Mavis Fan was finally able to make her favorite music at will.

that year, the band released its first album, Breakthrough. The newly released album didn't sell well, so she paid for it herself, even if it was performed to a small audience, she was happy.

This feeling of being alone didn't last long. In 29, the band released a new album "Red Son" again, and Mavis Fan won the Best Album Producer Award for his "Master".

This "little witch" who insisted on her original dream finally made a difference in music by her favorite way.

Many people who don't understand Mavis Fan will wonder, how did the innocent little girl in front of the camera become the "devil wears Prada" in rock and roll? But the questioner forgot that from the very beginning, the design of a pure little girl was not the way Mavis Fan chose for himself.

Last year, 41-year-old Mavis Fan had a conversation with her best friend Aya in the program "Adventure Life":

Mavis Fan: "I am now in a state of semi-withdrawal from the entertainment circle."

Aya: "You are so talented and beautiful, you should come out and be seen by more people".

Mavis Fan: "I don't want to be seen".

Indeed, Mavis Fan, who has successfully transformed after forming a band, has gradually become silent in the entertainment circle. Even if some songs are published occasionally, they are only minority songs, and there is no wanton publicity and marketing.

"I know that doing such a concert has lost a lot of fans, but I want someone who likes me and my music, not that image. What makes me happy is that at least some people can understand it and some people will like it. Then I feel that there are companions on this road, and I will cherish them very much. That has surpassed music. "

Perhaps Mavis Fan, who started to make rock music from the very beginning, has made it clear that even if he no longer has shouts and flowers, he only needs a place where he can enjoy music to his heart's content.

When she decided to get rid of her status as a "little witch", the label on her body that she didn't like being controlled was already revealed.

Mavis Fan, who is 42 years old, also knows that her happiness should not disappear because she is not understood. Now she just needs to be the person who follows her heart, even if she has only three or two confidants.

Mavis Fan said, "I'm just going back to the way I should go".

From a lovely girl who had a halo in her childhood to a little witch who was criticized by everyone in her fame; From the rebellious bad girl in people's eyes during the depression period to being yourself in the age of no doubt.

Mavis Fan experienced ups and downs in his life and finally reconciled with his inner self.