Many people later heard of this story, but no one knew about a young man named Yi Ling.
Many success stories are full of shocking traces of struggle and a large part of luck. The same is true for Yi Ling. He has traces all over his body. He knows and understands the word lucky, but it has nothing to do with him at all.
The day Yi Ling left the city, the moment he watched the car pass through the sun, he seemed to understand something. He said that people like the kind of struggle in success, which can make the blood boil and the mood be high, but Few people pay attention to the obvious luck, as if it is deliberately hidden. Later, he heard the old man say that it was something called fate.
What is destiny? He thought about it while the car was bumping. This behavior seemed a bit ridiculous. Why was it ridiculous? This was also a question Yi Ling was thinking about.
Yi Ling watched a video a long time ago. It was a funny video, but he ended up thinking about what he needed to do to succeed. At that time, he had been single for a long time. He once met a girl he liked. The girl was very cute. She thought she would be successful in one day. But when Yi Ling is with her, he doesn't even know how to hold hands. Maybe if a person has been single for too long, he doesn't know how to fall in love.
Yi Ling behaved clumsily, and the girl chose to leave. Yi Ling asked her why she left. She said that the zodiac signs between them were not compatible. Taurus was destined to be with Virgo and was not compatible with Libra. The girl still decided to leave. Yi Ling told the girl, I like you and can change my zodiac sign for you. The girl was unmoved and just said, you will be the most unforgettable good friend in my life.
A sad Yi Ling wanted to make an appointment with his friends for dinner. In the noisy cafeteria, he found that there was an awkward atmosphere between him and his friends. Students who came for an outing appeared in the restaurant and they occupied the restaurant. For a large part of the meal, the environment suddenly became noisier. Friends excused themselves and left first, and they stopped contacting each other after the meal. Until Yi Ling saw friends and other people traveling together on the Internet, he began to understand that in adulthood, In the human world, many things that require a sense of ritual will be replaced by silence consciously. From then on, they lie in the address book and occupy a place of acquaintance, but they never talk about the things promised in memory.
He became a lonely part of the city. He would go to the movies alone. Occasionally watching a Japanese film called "Secret Garden", he fell into deep thought. He had experienced that kind of stubbornness in his pursuit of life. It was very passionate and funny.
He doesn’t want to be alone anymore, he needs someone to accompany him. This reminds him of another movie "Husband Suffers from Depression". He envies the wife’s unwavering companionship in the film and her efforts to give love to each other. That kind of tenderness, maybe even if you die like that, you will feel that you have been treated tenderly by this world.
On the Internet, I often see girls complaining about why it is so difficult to find a boyfriend. They break up after finally finding one. When they break up, they firmly believe that the next one will be better, but they find that they can chat with them. There are fewer and fewer people. Yi Ling recognized this very much. It reminded him of that girl back then. It was easy to like her, but hard to forget. He missed his former friends and the girl he liked.
One night, he was woken up from his sleep by his neighbor. It was a young couple quarreling. He once had a quarrel with a girl like this. If he could, he wanted to say to the girl: I'm here. , I still love you. It's a pity that reality is not a movie, there is no if.
Yi Ling believed that life should not be too negative. He stepped out of his familiar comfort zone and began to attend lectures, listen to those successful people recognized by society, and listen to their views on things. He also listens to good music, and gradually finds that old songs from the past are more deeply rooted in people's hearts. He will also start to contact some skilled people, observe their lives, and try to make himself different. They will sing "Friends" and "Cheers" by Mayday together.
He felt that his life was changing and he seemed to have more friends. But in the dead of night, the happy smile on his face gradually turned cold. Yi Ling hoped that someone would come out and say, "Give me your girlfriend." you. He also thought about going on a blind date to meet girls, but in the end he gave up.
Yi Ling had heard of a writer named Xiang Xi who wrote many stories, but in the end no one appreciated them and he disappeared. He remembers reading those stories and thinking of his mother back home. However, Xiang Xi is not an author who writes about tender themes. He expresses his attitude towards social injustice in every word. Yi Ling doesn't know what kind of state of mind Xiang Xi has experienced, but no one can come to him and ask him about his attitude in his works.
Yi Ling has also thought about his social role. Unfortunately, he always works hard and achieves nothing, and feels that he will be useless in his life. When he was lost, Yi Ling met the girl again. He picked up the girl's mobile phone, and a miracle made them meet together. The girl, like before, looked at Yi Ling who had no hope in life, thinking that he must have a future. Yi Ling was moved. On the morning after they met, he plucked up the courage to send a confession message to the girl. The girl told him that she also missed him, but was afraid that the zodiac sign would not match. Yi Ling did not back down. He convinced the girl to believe in fate. Rather than destiny.
They came together again. In a familiar city, the feeling of reunion made Yi Ling afraid of losing it.
Yi Ling thought about starting a cohabitation life with the girl. The girl wanted to take a set of private photos. Yi Ling felt that such a thing requires careful thinking before deciding. The girl thought it was just a trivial matter and thought Yi Ling was too nagging.
The girl told Yi Ling that she once had a nagging father like him. When she was a child, she quarreled with her father and ran away from home. Later, her father passed away and she rushed home without seeing him for the last time. , she really wanted her dead father to hear, she said: Dad, I am back.
Only those who have experienced some life will know. The girl talked about a man named Gu Shan. He did not know music and worked hard to learn piano. At his daughter’s wedding, he stupidly sent blessings to his daughter’s wedding. .
She said that when she went to the northwest, she met a boy who delivered maps. She had not had a father since she was a child, so she felt that she had been happy, but she just didn't know how to cherish it.
Yi Ling really wanted to cherish the girl and give her all his love. He began to care about the girl's every move, holding it carefully like a fragile glass in the palm of his hand. He feels that in love, many words do not need to be spoken immediately. He wants to use actions to prove his love.
The girl asked Yi Ling, does a girl become a woman who can marry for the second time when she reaches thirty years old? Yi Ling didn't know why she would ask such a question, but he remembered a story about girls. When he was still in school, two girls couldn't stand the bullying on campus and committed suicide by jumping off the building. At that time, no one spoke for them, and everyone understood it tacitly. remain silent.
The girl didn’t know when she started going to nightclubs. She would sometimes take Yi Ling there. There, Yi Ling saw different life stories. Some girls went there to drink to relieve their sorrows after losing their love. Some people go to celebrate after marriage and drink to death there, some people get sick because of drinking as a business escort. Nightclubs are like the other side of life, everything is naked.
Yi Ling didn't like it there, so he chose to stay away, and the girl he loved also chose to stay away. She fell in love with someone else and stayed away from Yi Ling. For the first time, Yi Ling experienced the experience of the person he liked suddenly being chased away by others. He chose to use a special identity to secretly like her, but that childish idea would only make people feel ridiculous. He once fell in love with a girl. In the beauty of giving, I gradually realized that a girl's love is about feelings, and she will follow whoever treats her well.
Already thirty, he had no choice but to choose a blind date, and what was even more helpless was that the bizarre stories of the blind date gave him a headache. There were parents who went on a blind date for their daughters, and there was a time when he brought his three aunts and six wives to the first meeting, like It was a lovely woman who attended the other party's family gathering, and there was also "Voldemort"...
Later, Yi Ling met a woman who was said to be an overseas Chinese and very good-looking. She said she had been an orphan since she was a child, without a father. mom. One morning, Yi Ling saw an old news item in a report. It was about a woman named Jiang Chuanxiao who killed someone because she was said to be ugly.
Yi Ling told the woman, and she said nonchalantly that she had a child, and because she was afraid of being sold by her parents, she killed her biological parents. There are always a lot of unacceptable things happening in this society, such as those who have trouble with each other, which affects ordinary families.
The woman was pregnant, and the child was not Yi Ling's. This had a great impact on Yi Ling. On the day the woman left, Yi Ling went to a funeral, and he decided to forget her, using a kind of amnesia. He thought of his mother. When he was a child, he took him to eat a bowl of beef ball rice noodles for eight yuan. He remembered that there was a deaf-mute man who also took his son to eat rice noodles. Later, he heard others say that the deaf-mute died in A roadside, and his son had not been seen for many years.
There are always many things in this world that are unimaginable and unacceptable. Most people's lives seem ordinary, but there are always some extraordinary things that unexpectedly break into life. Yi Ling missed his hometown and decided to go back. However, he had accomplished nothing in his thirty-year life and was somewhat anxious and ashamed.
The car continued to move forward under the sunshine. The sound of the car was covered by the news reports on the TV. News about AIDS appeared on the TV screen. When Yi Ling looked up, one was covered with mosaics. The woman on the face was talking about her miserable life. She said that she was clean and tidy, but she encountered dirty men who caused her trouble.
It is reported that some people are selling AIDS blood on the Internet and infecting others through sexual intercourse and other methods. The police are trying to destroy the criminal groups that sell blood. Unfortunately, the hidden nature of the Internet makes them helpless.
"This society seems to be glittering, but it is a rotten chicken basket."
The speaker was a woman, holding her sleeping daughter in her arms, thinking of her getting into the car. According to what she said at the time, her daughter was still in kindergarten and had to go to the hospital for a follow-up visit because she was bitten by a dog that was not tied to a leash.
The car became less bumpy, and once Ling knew he had to get off the bus when he arrived at the station, he was suddenly afraid of going home, but he had to get off when he arrived at the station, but where would he go after getting off the bus? What to do? He could only look out the window in confusion.
In a story where everyone thinks they will be the protagonist, they don’t know that they are not even a supporting role.