Lu Xun

After all, the end of the old calendar is most like the end of a year. Needless to say, in towns and villages, the weather that is about to celebrate the Spring Festival also appears in the sky. It's gray.

In the middle of the thick night clouds, there is always a flash, followed by a dull sound, which is firecrackers to send the stove [2]; Just discharge it nearby.

More intense, deafening sound has not stopped, and the air is full of faint gunpowder fragrance. I'm going back to me that night.

My hometown is Luzhen. Although it is my hometown, I have no home, so I have to stay at Master Lu's house for the time being. He is my book.

Jia, a generation older than me, should be called "fourth uncle" He is an old supervisor who stresses Neo-Confucianism [3]. He is no better than before.

What a change. I'm just a little older, but I don't have a beard yet. We greeted each other and then called me "Fat" and "Me".

After gaining weight, he cursed his new party. But I know that this is not an excuse to scold me: because he scolded Kang Youwei.

However, the conversation is always speculative, so I am the only one left in the study soon.

I got up very late the next day. After lunch, I went out to meet some family and friends. The third day is still the same. Neither do they.

What's the big change, just getting old; However, at home, they are all busy and ready to "bless" [6]. This is the end of Luzhen.

Grand ceremony, pay tribute to the gods, greet them and pray for good luck in the coming year. Be careful to slaughter chickens, geese and pork.

After washing, the women's arms are soaked in water, and some are wearing twisted silver bracelets. When it's cooked, put some around.

Chopsticks placed on this kind of thing can be called a "blessing gift". They will be displayed on the fifth watch, lit with incense, to invite and bless the arrival of God.

Enjoy; Worship is limited to men. After the worship, firecrackers are still set off. Every year, every family does this-as long as they can afford it.

Liv and firecrackers and so on-naturally this year. It was getting darker and darker, and it began to snow in the afternoon, and there were plums as big as snowflakes.

The flowers were so big and flying all over the sky, with a gloomy and busy look, which made Luzhen a mess. When I returned to my fourth uncle's study,

The corrugated wall is white, and the room is brightly reflected, clearly showing the great "longevity" of Zhu Tuo [7] hanging on the wall.

, Chen Tuan [8] written by the bodhi old zu; One side of the couplet has fallen off, loosely rolled on the long table, and the other side is still there, which reads:

"Reason leads to peace of mind" [9]. Bored, I went to the desk under the window and looked through it, only to find that a pile seemed incomplete.

Kangxi Dictionary, Notes on Recent Thoughts and Four Books [10]. Anyway, I'll make up my mind tomorrow.

Gotta go.

Besides, the thought of meeting Sister Xianglin yesterday makes me fidgety.

It was afternoon, I went to the east end of the town to see a friend, and I met her by the river when I came out. See her staring eyes.

The line of sight of the eyes, I know it is coming towards me. The people I saw in Luzhen this time have changed a lot, so it can be said that there is no problem.

For her: the gray hair five years ago, that is, it is all white now, unlike people in their forties; The face is thin and yellow.

The middle is black, and the sad appearance before has disappeared, as if it were woodcut; Only the eyes are round.

She is a living thing. She is carrying a bamboo basket in one hand, and there is a broken bowl in it, which is empty. Leaning on a bamboo pole longer than her in one hand, pour

The ending is cracked: she is obviously a beggar.

I stopped to wait for her to beg for money.

"You're back," she asked first.

"Yes, it is."

"That's right. You are literate, outgoing and knowledgeable. I was just about to ask you something-"She is not elegant.

Cai's eyes suddenly flashed.

I didn't expect her to say such a thing and stood in surprise.

"That is," she took two steps, lowered her voice and said seriously as a secret. "After a person dies, go to investigate.

Is there a soul? "

I'm very scared. When I saw her eyes nailed to mine, my back was pricked, which was worse than what I met at school.

I feel much more anxious when the teacher stands next to me when the exam is coming. I have always been indifferent to the existence of the soul myself.

Meaning; But at the moment, how to answer her? During my very short visit, I thought people here believed in ghosts as usual, but.

However, she was confused, or hoped: I hope it is there, but I hope it is not ... Why should people add desperate people?

Love dearly, for her sake, let's just say there is.

"Maybe-I think." I hesitate to say.

"Then there will be hell."

"ah! Hell "I was surprised to have to support. "Hell, logically speaking, there should be. -However, it didn't.

Will, ... Who will handle these things ... "

"In this way, everyone in the deceased's family can meet."

"Alas, alas, if we don't meet ..." At this moment, I already know that I am still a complete fool. What's the point?

Yao's plan can't stop three problems. I got cold feet at once, and then I wanted to translate what I had said before, "That's ... yes,

I don't know ... actually, I can't tell if there is a soul. "

I took advantage of her not to ask immediately, took a step and left, and hurried back to my fourth uncle's house, feeling very uncomfortable.

I think my answer is that she is a little dangerous. She may feel lonely when she is blessed by others, but she will.

This doesn't mean anything else-or what it means. If it means something else, something else will happen.

Things, then my answer really should bear some responsibility. .....................................................................................................................................................................

Meaning, but I have to think it over. No wonder educators are mentally ill. And Kuang Mingming said, "I'm not sure," but he did

After overturning the overall situation of the answer, even what happened has nothing to do with me.

"I'm not sure" is a very useful sentence. Brave teenagers who are not doing their jobs often dare to solve problems and choose doctors.

Life, if the result is not good, will generally turn into resentment, but once it ends with this ambiguity, everything will be safe. I

At this time, I think this sentence is more necessary. Even if I talk to a beggar woman, it is absolutely impossible.

But I always feel uneasy. After a night, I still think of it from time to time, as if with an ominous sense of expectation; Zaiyin

On snowy days, this kind of anxiety is getting stronger and stronger in boring study. Let's go to town tomorrow. Fuxing building was attacked.

Shark's fin, one yuan a big plate, cheap and good. I don't know if the price has gone up now. Although all my friends who used to travel together are gone,

Shark fin is a must, even if it's just me. ..............................................................................................................................................................

Because I often expect some unsatisfactory things, and I think they may not be satisfactory, but they often get up as expected, so this is very

I'm afraid the same is true. Sure enough, a special situation began. In the evening, I heard some people gathered in the back room to talk, as if

Talking about something, but soon, the voice stopped, only the fourth uncle loudly said as they walked:

"Not too early, not too late, but at this time-this is a fallacy!"

At first I was surprised, and then I was very upset. This seems to have something to do with me. I tried to look out the door, but no one was there. I finally stayed.

Their short-term workers made tea before dinner, so I had a chance to inquire about the news.

"Who was Grandpa Four angry with just now?" I asked.

"It's not with Xianglinsao," the short-term worker said flatly.

"What happened to Sister Xianglin?" I quickly asked again.

"Old."

"Dead" My heart suddenly tightened, I almost jumped up and my face changed color. But he never looked up.

With everything unconsciously. I will calm myself down and ask:

"When did you die?"

"When-last night or today-I can't tell."

"How did you die?"

"How did you die-not poor?" He answered indifferently and went out without looking up.

However, my panic is only temporary. As soon as you feel that what is coming is over, you don't have to rely on yourself.

The liberation of "unclear" and what he called "poor death" has gradually relaxed; But occasionally, there seems to be some

Sorry, dinner was set, accompanied by fourth uncle. I also want to inquire about Xianglinsao, but I know that although he

I have seen "The Spirit of Ghosts and Gods is Good" [1 1], but there are still many taboos. When blessings are near, you must never mention them.

Death, disease, etc.; If necessary, you should use an alternative argot. Unfortunately, I don't know, so I want to ask again and again.

, finally stopped. From his insolence, I suddenly suspected that he was thinking that I was neither early nor late and insisted on calling at this time.

It's also a fallacy to provoke him. I'll tell him to leave Luzhen tomorrow and go to the town, and let him relax while it's still early. Neither did he.

I stayed. I ate a meal in such a sullen way.

Winter is short and snowy, and night has enveloped the whole town. People hurried under the lamp, but there was silence outside the window. snow

Flowers fall on the thick snow mattress, which sounds like a rustling sound, making people feel more silent. I sat alone in the yellow light.

Under the vegetable oil lamp, I think this bored Xianglinsao, an old plaything abandoned in the dust and mustard seeds, is tired of watching it.

Before, I will come into contact with mustard powder. From the point of view of people who lead interesting lives, I'm afraid I'm surprised why she still exists. Now I finally ...

Swept away by impermanence [12]. I don't know if there is a soul; However, in this world, boring people are not born.

Even if the enemy disappears, others will be fine. I thought while listening to the rustling snowflakes outside the window.

Instead, it's getting comfortable.

And the fragment of her half-life story I saw and heard before has become one.

She is not from Luzhen. One early winter, the fourth uncle's family wanted to change women workers, and the old woman who was the middleman brought her in.

He is wearing a white headband, a black skirt, a blue jacket and a moonlight vest. He is about twenty-six or seven years old, and his face is sallow, but his cheeks are still red.

Yes, Mrs Wei called her Xianglinsao, saying that she was a neighbor of her parents' family. She died, so she came out to work. Fourth Uncle's face is wrinkled.

Frown, four aunts already know what he means, but hate her for being a widow. But her appearance is still Zhou, and her hands and feet are growing.

, also just follow the eyes, don't open a mouth, like a law-abiding person, regardless of the fourth uncle's frown, left her.

During the probation period, she worked all day, looking idle and bored, almost equal to a man, so she decided on the third day.

Bureau, with a monthly salary of 500.

Everyone calls her Sister Xianglin; I didn't ask her last name. The middleman is Wei Jiashan. It is said that they are neighbors, so they are probably surnamed Wei.

She doesn't like to talk very much. She only answers when others ask her. She doesn't answer much. It was not until ten days later that she gradually learned about the situation at home.

And a strict mother-in-law; A brother-in-law, a teenager, can get firewood; She lost her husband in the spring; He also used to collect firewood.

In order to make a living, she is ten years younger than her, and everyone knows so much.

The days passed quickly, but she didn't slack off at work and didn't hesitate to take things. People say that Lu Si is old.

There is a female worker in my family who is really more diligent than a diligent man. By the end of the year, I will sweep the floor and wash the floor, killing chickens and geese and staying up all night.

Cooking and blessing ceremonies were all done by one person, without short work. But she was not satisfied, and gradually a smile appeared on the edge of the quarrel, and her face went white.

Gain weight.

Just after the New Year, she came back from the river to wash rice, and suddenly her face turned pale, saying that she had just seen a man wandering on the other side in the distance.

Much like my husband's uncle, I'm afraid I'm here to see her. Fourth Aunt was indecisive and asked for details, but said nothing. My fourth uncle knows.

Way, just frown, saying:

"This is not good. I'm afraid she ran away. "

It is true that she escaped, and it was not long before this conjecture was confirmed.

After about ten days, everyone is gradually forgetting what happened before. The old lady Wei suddenly brought a woman in her thirties.

Someone came in and said it was Xianglinsao's mother-in-law. Although this woman is a hillbilly, she is very laid-back socially and speaks very ably.

After greeting, she apologized and said that she had come to invite her daughter-in-law home, because spring was busy and there were only the youngest and youngest at home.

Not enough hands.

"Since her mother-in-law wants her to go back, what can she say?" Fourth uncle said.

So I calculated my salary, which was 1750. She put them all in her master's house, and it's no use paying them all.

Her mother-in-law The woman took the clothes again, thanked her and went out. It's already noon.

"Ah, where is the rice? Isn't Sister Xianglin going to Taomi ... "After a while, the four aunts exclaimed. She has about.

Remember to have lunch when you are hungry.

So everyone looked for Tao Tao separately. She went to the kitchen first, then to the front of the hall, then to the bedroom. There's no sign of Tao Tao. Fourth uncle strolled around.

I didn't see it when I went out. Until the river, I saw it lying flat on the shore, next to a vegetable.

People who saw it reported that a white boat was moored in the river in the morning and all the tents were covered. I don't know who is in the river

Face, but no one noticed him beforehand. Sister Xianglin came out to wash rice and was about to kneel when she suddenly jumped off the boat.

A man came, like a mountain man. One hugged her, the other helped, and dragged her into the boat. Sister Xianglin also cried a few times, and then,

There was no sound, but it was blocked by something. Then two women came over, one didn't know each other, and the other just.

It's Mrs. Wei. Look into the cabin, I don't know. She seems to be tied up and lying on the boat.

"damn it! However ... "Fourth uncle said.

On this day, four aunts cooked their own lunch; Their son A Niu lit a fire.

After lunch, Mrs. Wei came again.

"Damn it!" Fourth uncle said.

"What do you mean, you will come to see us again?" After washing the dishes, the fourth aunt said angrily as soon as they met, "Yourself.

Recommend her and rob her in partnership. This is a riot. What did everyone see? Are you kidding about our family?

"

"Ah ah, I really cheated. This time, I came to make it clear. She came to me to recommend a place, and my place.

I got it from her mother-in-law.

I'm sorry, fourth master and fourth wife. Always confused, careless, sorry for customers. Fortunately, your family has always been generous.

Quantity, refused to dispute with the villain. This time I will recommend a good one to make amends ... "

"However ..." Fourth uncle said.

The Xianglinsao incident came to an end and was soon forgotten.

There is only fourth aunt, because the female workers employed later are generally either lazy or greedy, so they are not happy.

I also mentioned Sister Xianglin. Whenever these times, she often says to herself, "She doesn't know what's happening now" means.

I hope she will come again. But in the second year of Xinzheng, she was hopeless.

The new government is almost finished, and the old woman Wei has come to pay a New Year call, and she is already drunk, saying that because she went back to Wei Jiashan's house,

I stayed for a few days, so I came late. Between their questions and answers, they naturally talked about Sister Xianglin.

"She?" Lao Wei said happily. "Good luck now. It was already early when her mother-in-law came to pick her up.

"I promised to congratulate Lao Liu to the royal family, so I was carried away in a sedan chair a few days after I returned to China."

"Ah, such a mother-in-law! ..... "Four aunts said in surprise.

"Oh, my wife! If you are really the wife of a big family, what is this to our small family of mountain people?

If she has a brother-in-law, she must marry a wife. If you don't marry her, your mother-in-law will wisely take this money as a dowry.

Woman, she has many plans, so she will marry Li Shan. If it is promised to the villagers, there will be few gifts. I only want to marry into the mountains

There are fewer women attacking in the wild, so she got 8000 [13]. Now the second son's daughter-in-law is also married.

The ceremony only cost 50 yuan, and besides the wedding expenses, there was still more than RMB 1 10,000. Look, what a good plan ... "

"Sister Xianglin is willing to follow ..."

"What's going on? -whoever makes trouble is always making trouble; Just tie a bundle with a rope and put it in a sedan chair and carry it.

Men, put on the corolla, salute the bride, close the door, and it's over. But Sister Xianglin is really out of line. I heard there was really a lot of trouble.

People also say that they are different from others because they have done things at school. Ma 'am, we've seen a lot: turn around.

Married, some cried, some said they were going to die, some were taken to the man's house to worship heaven and earth, and even the candles were smashed.

Yes, there is. Sister Xianglin is unusual. They said that she just howled and cursed all the way and carried her to the royal family, and her voice was completely hoarse.

Pulling out the sedan chair, two men and her brother-in-law grabbed her hard and couldn't worship heaven and earth. They let go by accident.

Ah, Amitabha, she hit her head on the corner of the incense table and hit a big hole in her head. She was covered in blood and used two handfuls of incense ashes.

Wrapped in two pieces of red cloth, I still can't stop bleeding. Until too many cooks locked her and that man in the new house, she was still cursing, ah!

This is really ... "She shook her head, followed her eyes and stopped talking.

"What happened next?" Fourth aunt asked.

"I heard that I didn't get up the next day," she said, raising her eyes.

"What happened later?"

"Later, I got up. She gave birth to a child at the end of the year, a boy, who will be two years old in the new year. I'm at my parents' house.

One day, someone attacked the royal family and came back to say that they saw two girls, a fat mother and a fat son. There is no mother-in-law above;

All people have is strength and the work they can do; The house belongs to her. Well, she's lucky. "

From then on, Shen Si never mentioned Sister Xianglin again.

But one autumn, after getting the news of Xianglinsao's good luck, about two New Years passed, and she was four years old again.

Uncle's house is in front of the hall. There is a round basket on the table and a small quilt under the eaves. She still has a white head rope tied to her head.

Skirt, blue jacket, moonlight vest, pale yellow face, but the blood on both cheeks has disappeared, along the eyes, there are still some tears in the corners of the eyes.

My eyesight is not as good as before. And the old lady led, show compassion, pour out of the four aunts said:

：

"... this is really called' the weather is unpredictable'. Her man is a reliable man. Who knows if he will break down when he is young?

It has been cured after being sent to typhoid fever. I ate a bowl of cold rice and relapsed. Fortunately, I have a son. She can do it again, firewood and tea.

Here comes the silkworm, which could have been guarded. Who knew that children would be given to wolves again? Spring is almost over, but Murakami is the opposite.

Wolf, but now she only has a naked body. Uncle came to take the house and drive her away. She was really desperate and had to

I'll ask the master. Fortunately, she has nothing to worry about now. My wife's family just changed, so I brought her.

-I think familiarity is much better than novices ... "

"I'm so stupid, really," said Sister Xianglin, raising her dull eyes. "I only know that when it snows.

Wild animals have no food in mountain attacks and will come to the village; I didn't know there would be spring. I opened the door early in the morning and took it down.

There is a basket of beans in the basket, which tells us to sit on the threshold and peel the beans. He is very obedient and listens to everything I say. He's out.

I was chopping wood behind the house, washing rice, and rice came out of the pot to steam beans. My name is Mao, but I didn't answer. When I went out to have a look, I saw beans scattered all over the floor.

A place without our hair. He won't go anywhere else to play; Ask around, sure enough. I'm in a hurry. Everyone in the Central Committee has gone out.

Looking for it. Until the second half of the day, I searched around and found a little shoe hanging on the thorn wood. Everyone said, oh, no.

I'm afraid I was killed by a wolf. Go in again; He was lying in the grass nest, his insides were empty and his hands were still tight.

Take that little basket.

..... "Then she sobbed and couldn't say a word.

Fourth Aunt hesitated at first, but after listening to her words, her eyes turned a little red. She thought about it and taught her to take a round basket.

Pack up and go to the next room. Mrs. Wei gasped, as if lifting a heavy burden; Sister Xianglin is much more relaxed than when she first came.

Without guidance, she skillfully laid the bedding. She is working as a female worker in Luzhen again.

People still call her Sister Xianglin.

This time, however, her situation has changed a lot. After she went to work for two or three days, the owners felt that her hands and feet were gone.

As flexible as before, her memory is much worse. She has a dead face without a smile all day, and her tone is quite a bit.

Not satisfied. When she first came, the fourth uncle frowned as usual, but in view of the difficulty of female workers, it was not a big problem.

Yes, I secretly warned Fourth Aunt. Although this kind of person looks pitiful, it is ok to use her help if she corrupts customs.

She doesn't have to touch her hands when offering sacrifices, and she has to cook all the meals herself, otherwise the grandfathers won't eat them unless they are filthy.

The most important event in the fourth uncle's family is sacrifice. Sister Xianglin used to be the busiest time for offering sacrifices, but this time she is at leisure.

The table was placed in the middle of the hall, and it was fastened. She still remembers handing out glasses and chopsticks as usual.

"Sister Xianglin, you stay! I'll set it up, "said Aunt Hu hurriedly.

She shrank her hand passively to get the candlestick.

"Sister Xianglin, you stay! I'll get it. " Fourth aunt hurriedly said.

She turned around several times, and finally nothing happened, so she had to walk away in confusion. All she can do this day is sit there.

The fire under the stove.

People in the town still call her Xianglinsao, but the tone is very different from before; I also talked to her, but my smile was cold.

. She ignored all these things and just looked everyone in the eye and told them her own story, which she would never forget day and night:

"I am a fool, really," she said. "I only know that in snowy days, wild animals have no food in the mountains and will come to the village; I

I didn't know there would be spring. I opened the door early in the morning, took a small basket filled with beans, and sat our hair on the threshold.

Peel beans. He is a very obedient boy and listens to everything I say. He's out. I chop wood, wash rice and get under the rice in the back of the house.

Pot, I'm going to steam beans. My name is Mao!' I didn't answer. When I went out to have a look, I saw beans scattered all over the floor, leaving us nothing.

I asked everywhere, but there was no one. I was in a hurry, and everyone in the central government went to look for it. Until the second half of the day, several people found the mountain attack and saw the thorn wood.

One of his little shoes is hanging on the floor. Everyone said it was over. I'm afraid I was bitten by a wolf. Go in again. Sure enough, he was lying in the grass nest, with a belly.

All the five zang-organs in the kitchen are finished, and he is still clutching the small basket ... "She then shed tears.

The voice also sobbed.

This story is quite effective. When men hear this, they often smile and walk away bored. Women don't just forgive.

Like her, her face changed immediately, with contempt and many tears. Some old women didn't hear it in the street.

What she said was specially for listening to her sad story. Until she talked about crying, they all cried together.

The tears in the corner of my eyes sighed and left contentedly, commenting one after another.

She just tells people her sad stories over and over again, and often attracts three or five people to listen to her. But soon, everyone told her.

After listening skillfully, even the most compassionate old lady who recited Buddha did not see a tear in her eyes. Later, the whole town

Almost all the students can recite her words, which makes them bored and headache.

"I am a fool, really," she began.

"Yes, you know that the wild animals in the Tianshan Mountains have no food to eat before they come to the village." They interrupted her at once.

If so, then go away.

She stood stupefied with her mouth open, looked them straight in the eye, and then left, as if bored. But she also

Delusion, hoping to draw her Amao story from other things, such as baskets, beans, other people's children. If I see two or three,

Years old child, she said:

"Alas, alas, if our hair were still there, he would be so big ...

The child was surprised to see her eyes and pulled her mother's skirt to urge her to go. So she was left alone, and it was boring in the end.

Left, too. Later, everyone knew her temper. As long as there are children in sight, they first Gherardini asked her and said:

"Sister Xianglin, if your hair were still there, it wouldn't be so big, would it?"

She may not know that her sadness has been chewed and appreciated by everyone for many days, and it has turned into slag, which is only worth annoying and spurning, but

From people's smiles, it seems cold and sharp, and they don't need to speak for themselves. She just glanced at them.

Don't answer a word

Luzhen always celebrates the New Year and gets busy after the twentieth day of the twelfth lunar month. Fourth Uncle's family wants to recruit short-term workers this time, but they are still busy.

Come on, ask Liu Ma to help kill chickens and geese. However, Liu Ma is a good woman [14]. She is a vegetarian. She doesn't kill anything but washes.

appliance

Sister Xianglin had nothing to do but make a fire, but she sat and watched Liu Ma do the dishes. It's snowing a little.

"Alas, alas, I am so stupid," sighed Sister Xianglin, looking at the sky.

"Sister Xianglin, there you go again." Liu Ma looked at her face impatiently and said.

"I ask you: Isn't that when the scar on your forehead was damaged?"

"Mm-hmm." She answered awkwardly.

"I ask you: How did you do it?"

"I ..."

"You. I think: you always want to, otherwise ... "

"Ah, you don't know how strong he is."

"I don't believe it. I don't believe you have such great strength, which will really upset him. However, you must have agreed later, blaming him.

Great strength. "

"Ah, you ... try it yourself." She smiled.

Liu Ma's wrinkled face also smiled, making her shrink like a walnut; When the dry little eyes looked at Sister Xianglin's forehead,

Look into her eyes again. Sister Xianglin seemed embarrassed, so she immediately put away her smile and turned her eyes to see the snowflake.

"Sister Xianglin, you're a real bargain," Liu Ma said mysteriously. "If you are stronger, or just hit a dead hole, do not have a thing.

Now, you have lived with the second man for less than two years, and you have fallen into a big crime. You think, you will come to the underworld.

Those two damn people still have to argue. Who should you give it to? King Yamaraja had to cut you open and hand you over to them. I think this

It really is ... "

There is a frightened expression on her face, which is not found in the mountain village.

"I think you'd better arrive as soon as possible. You go to the earth temple and donate a threshold. When your body doubles, thousands of people will step on it.

"When people cross over, they atone for their sins in this life, so as not to suffer when they die."

She didn't answer anything, but she was depressed. When she got up the next morning, her eyes were everywhere.

Big black circle. After breakfast, she went to the earth temple in the west of the city to ask for the threshold of donation. At first, the temple [15] insisted on not letting it.

It was not until her face was in tears that she reluctantly agreed. The price is twelve thousand dollars.

She hasn't talked to anyone for a long time, because Amao's story has long been rejected by everyone. But since I talked to Liu Ma, it seems that.

This story spread again, and many people developed new interests and made her speak again. As for the topic, nature is another one.

It is new. This is the scar on her forehead.

"Sister Xianglin, I ask you: Why did you agree at that time?" One said.

"Oh, it's a pity, it's a waste." A man looked at her scar and replied.

She knew from their smiles and tone that she was laughing at her, so she kept staring and said nothing.

Later, she didn't even look back. She kept her mouth shut all day and ran silently with the scar on her head that everyone thought was a shame.

Streets, sweeping the floor, washing vegetables and washing rice. It was almost a year before she took out the accumulated salary from her fourth aunt and converted it into twelve dollars.

Angelababy asked for leave and went to the west end of town. But in less than a meal, she came back, looking very comfortable and her eyes were divided.

There is a god outside, and he happily told his fourth aunt that he donated the threshold of the land temple.

During the ancestor worship season from the winter solstice, she did more, watching four aunts pick up sacrifices, and A Niu moved the table to the middle of the room, so she

Go and get the wine glasses and chopsticks calmly.

"Put it there, Sister Xianglin!" Four aunts hurriedly loudly said.

She shrank back as if she had been burned [17], and her face turned gray and black at the same time. Instead of taking the candlestick, she was absent-minded

Stand. She didn't go away until her fourth uncle taught her to go away. This time, she has changed a lot. The next day, not only

The eyes are sunken and the spirit is worse. And I am timid, not only afraid of the night, but also afraid of the dark shadow. Even if I see people, I'm afraid.

His master is always nervous, like a mouse out of a hole during the day; Otherwise, just sit there and be a puppet. number

After half a year, my hair turns white, my memory is particularly poor, and I often forget to wash rice.

"What's the matter with Xianglinsao? I might as well not keep her at that time. " Fourth aunt sometimes says this to her face, as if to warn her.

However, she is always like this, without any hope of pity. So they want to send her away and teach her to go back to the old woman.

Go there. But that's what I said when I was still in Luzhen. Judging from the current situation, it can be seen that it was finally implemented.

However, did she become a beggar when she went out from her fourth uncle's house, or did she go to Mrs. Wei's house first and then become a beggar? I don't think so

Yes

I was awakened by the loud firecrackers nearby. I saw the yellow light as big as a bean, and then I heard it.

It is the "blessing" of the fourth uncle's family to peel off firecrackers; I know it's almost five o'clock I was in the dark and groggy.

Hearing firecrackers in the distance, it seems like a thick cloud that synthesizes the sound of a day, with flying snowflakes, embracing the whole city.

Towns. I am also lazy in this noisy hug. My doubts from day to night were swept away by the blessed air.

And empty, only feel that the saints of heaven and earth have enjoyed offering cigarettes, and they are all drunk and swaying in the air to prepare for the people of Luzhen.

Infinite happiness.

1February 7, 924.