? Which stop on that journey? Buddha said: Thousands of glances back in the previous life are exchanged for one passing by in this life. . Did I meet her in a previous life? I don't know that.
Train 1182 from Xinjiang to Shenzhen West arrived in Tianshui at two o'clock in the afternoon. This was my journey alone, without a road companion, so I arrived in Tianshui one day in advance. Please ask me on the same day. A friend bought a ticket for the next day. I took the ticket and found a hotel near the station. The conditions of the hotel were very poor. Because of its unique location, it cost a lot of money. I had no choice! I didn’t want to drag my bags with me to find a better hotel. After running around non-stop for several days, I was exhausted. I closed the dormitory door very early and wanted to have a peaceful sleep. Unexpectedly, the guy next door refused to give me face. He was full of energy and hummed a ditty that he didn't understand. I felt like a bummer, so I wanted to cancel my dream stay.
? Suddenly it was dawn, and the hotel attendant came to clean up the room and asked the guest if he wanted to extend his stay. When she asked me, when she learned that I would not extend my stay, she said her usual The modesty disappeared immediately, and the tone was like telling me to leave quickly, because it is close to the station and has a good customer base, so they will not care if you come back next time but go out. No matter what, please bear with me. It’s over. We have to leave after the top hour! We might as well go to the station earlier and wait!
Between sighs, I arrived at the train station not far away and sat quietly in the waiting room. Looking at the bustling crowd, in a daze? I feel terrible. Fear, loneliness, helplessness, and the cold hotel guys all make it uncomfortable to go out alone this time! I also think about the long journey that still has a few days, and I feel a little disappointed. But the only hope is the beautiful longing and longing for the next strange city. Only it supports and encourages me to board this train full of friendship!
? In a crowded melee, I finally found my own seat.
As the train was speeding, I sat down by the window and opened the novel "Please Have Mercy," which I had prepared. I turned it slowly, but I couldn't calm down! I looked at the person sitting next to me. The passengers, all yawning constantly accompanied by the clanking sound of the train, coupled with the heavy air in the carriage, seemed to be about to fall asleep. Although the journey of several days has already made me exhausted, I am not tired at all at this moment. I close the novel and look out the window. The towering and abrupt mountains seem to have said goodbye to me a long time ago. There is only a vast expanse of rice fields in front of us. In autumn, the rice fields are all gray and green. During the harvest season, they are peaceful and filled with green smoke. Occasionally there is a small hill, which is more like a hill than a mountain. Compared with the mountains in the northwest, they are really nothing. In an instant, they are left behind by the train. The train is like a galloping horse on the grassland. Outside the window , the wind is howling wildly. My mountainous hometown, my son is going to be separated from you for a while!
? Sitting across from you is a woman, her long and soft hair blowing in the wind because she is sitting next to you as if she is meditating. There was a mess on the soft seat, but she never noticed it and didn't clean it up. It showed that she was really sleepy! She didn't care about her dignified appearance. There was the sound of wind whistling outside the window, the rhythmic sound of train tracks, and occasionally the sound of a big man snoring from carriage A. Amidst the noise, the interior of the carriage felt peaceful. But I don't know why, I still can't sleep, my restless heart is always beating. Or are you waiting? Are you expecting someone to arrive?
With a long blast, the speeding train began to slow down and finally stopped. I stretched and looked out the window, and accidentally discovered that I had arrived in Zhengzhou. He opened the window and looked outside. Aunts buying snacks pushed carts full of food, fighting for customers as if in a war, shouting loudly: "Instant noodles are five yuan, sweet corn is two pieces fresh, and fruits are sold cheaply!". The bustling crowd and the hurried footsteps made it a chaotic mess.
At this time, a group of hurried men swarmed in. They were carrying heavy loads, just like a team before going out for an expedition. A bit domineering, almost barbaric. They didn't care whether they stepped on others or bumped into others. You pushed me and rushed inside. I was sitting in seat 19. There was someone sitting in seat 20 next to me, but he got off midway. I'm a little worried at this moment, after all, it's not a very pleasant thing to sit back with a reckless man. A few minutes later, the train seemed to be leaving. Just when I was glad that I didn't have a chance to meet them. Suddenly, a man poked his head out of the car door. She was walking towards me. There was a distance between us, and her eyes were sleepy, so she couldn't see clearly for a while. While I was thinking, he was already standing in front of me, obviously looking very tired, breathing in the stale air in the car. Now you can clearly see that she is tall, of medium height, and obviously not past puberty. She has a very good figure and a wonderful face that I have never seen before in my life, with clear outlines, delicate and charming features. Straight, light yellow hair, or rather golden hair, hanging loosely on her delicate neck. Under the thick eyebrows, a pair of big eyes rolled from time to time. The long eyelashes blink from time to time, like the swaying tail wings of a flying bee. She is looking for her seat. Finally she sighed and said to herself: Finally found it!
Then she sat down quietly next to me. The air was so heavy that I felt a little stuffy. I could no longer read the book in my hand.
That kind of desire to talk between strangers after meeting for the first time is very strong. I really want to talk to her, I really want to
But I still didn't take the initiative to say a word, which was a little embarrassing and a little shy. Especially for me, the temperature on my face felt a little hot unintentionally, which was really depressing and uncomfortable.
? Still mustering up the courage, I turned to her gently, but I found those mysterious eyes looking at me with a slight smile. The moment our eyes met, we both quickly turned our heads back and looked ahead. The monotonous sound of wheels began to sound like the chatter of a train. It slowly climbed from the rice fields of the vast plains through the hills of Lingbei and passed through the long tunnel. Only the faint sunshine of the autumn afternoon was seen, and it was peaceful and peaceful. Quiet. Through the rear window, we can see the passing tunnel heading in the opposite direction to us. Time is also flying by, and now it seems that there are only me and the stranger in the huge carriage.
Everything is in the memory of the young man. In that quiet night during the flower season, two people sat facing each other in a corner of the huge campus under the dim street lights. No one knew We don’t know each other’s names, and we don’t know who each other is waiting for. Maybe we are waiting for a new friend, maybe an old friend, maybe we are waiting for this lonely time to move through life and this journey quickly. , there are thousands of platforms, and people come and go. Staying in the same position, witnessing the people taking turns, who knows who can accompany me to the end?
? Just as I was thinking about it, a very low voice came out: "Would you like to listen to some music?" It was indeed very low, so that my hearing was very blurry. Before I could react, she had already put the earphones to my ears. I did not answer her, and smiled instead. The singing is very light, the gurgling water, and the chirping birds are like scattered beads, falling in the deep alley, appearing and disappearing. At this moment, the world only consists of running trains, gurgling water, and chirping birds, and everything seems superfluous. What song is this? I asked. "The sound of loneliness" she answered.
There were gradually lights beside the lane, more and more, and with the dim street lights, the train gradually drove into the night. The darkness covered everything, and slowly there were only sporadic lights left outside the window, which might be workers working the night shift. Except for the clang of the train, everything seemed to be sleeping peacefully. I just want to sit like this, regardless of the dawn and darkness outside, or the wind or rain outside the window. I would rather the train keeps moving forward, with no end, always, always and forever...
But I know clearly that this is just a short moment in the journey of life that will always arrive at the station!
? The train kept moving forward, and at night, some people began to sit in the carriage. She hugged her slender arms tightly, pressed against the back seat, and crossed her legs under the seat so that she could sit firmly. , She tried her best to make herself
? Place her body under the seat so that she could sit firmly. She tried her best to make herself fall asleep peacefully, but all her efforts were in vain. The hard seat was He won't become soft because of this mercy! That look is really heartbreaking. She needs someone to lean on, or just someone by her shoulder, so that she can fall asleep safely. How much I want to be relied upon by her, but at the same time I feel uneasy about this hope! This uneasiness tortures me and makes me even more conflicted. Why the conflict? I can’t explain clearly!
"Borrow me your money" Can you lean on your shoulders?" She purred like a coquettish person! The indescribable embarrassment made me not know how to answer her for a while, and she didn't allow me to think, as if to say: "Even if I borrow it, Come on!" Everything was arranged like this, and I was not prepared at all. I'm so scared! I'm afraid of what will be left for me? Who can answer!
? Soon, she fell asleep. The car was filled with faint light, and she was sleeping soundly. Her cheeks were as red as rouge; her sentimental eyes were slightly closed comfortably; her two black eyebrows were clear and well-defined, arranged like horoscopes. ; The cute little mouth is now curved and closing the cheeks with a full smile; the look is gentle and graceful, so cute! There is some pain in the shoulders, but looking at her sleeping face, I can't bear to disturb her, especially A period of "reliance" worth remembering, I don't want to end it soon.
As the conductor shouted: "It's almost xx, passengers in train x, please be ready." I slowly opened my body, intending to leave the address of where I was going, but then I thought that the mundane things in this world might be what I feared the most! I hope that life is just like the faint memories left behind when we first met. That faint memory. Looking at her messy sideburns, I was afraid of hearing the impossible goodbye, and afraid of causing me to shed unspeakable tears. I would rather leave this peace to her. With a long beep, the train stopped and I walked out of the door quietly.
? With a long blast, the train started, heading into the distance, and gradually walked away, looking at the back of the train until it slowly turned into a point, vaguely fixed in the memory. head.
(In this materialistic society, people’s increasingly fast pace seems to have forgotten their fatigue, and they have no time to take care of the trivial things around them, so they cannot discover those small touches. Because there is an extra layer of love between people. There is suspicion, and gradually there is less trust. Therefore, gradually we hide a lot of innate love.
In fact, our life was originally simple, but because of our ignorance, we chose complexity and sigh! When we are running for a living, please accept the inconspicuous care and love and give your share Also give to others, please remember that touching feeling that cannot be replicated again. In order to bring yourself closer to the original intention of life, don't always expect gratitude from others when necessary. Sometimes a single shoulder can give people strength, and a smile on the face can win the smile of spring. Return to the beginning of human beings, the simplicity of nature. Abandon doubts and worldliness. Our life journey is full of laughter and joy. In short, strangeness is not the reason!
? Thank you for reading! I was born in the remote northwest land, and I have loved traveling around since I was a child. I have had many interesting personal journeys, and I have been deeply touched by the warmth and warmth of people, and the climate of the world, but my knowledge is limited and my writing skills are limited. There may be some inaccuracies in my article, please forgive me!
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Although life is only a short few decades, everything is impossible
Smooth sailing, Perfect, even the most perfect things will have imperfections!
Life: Some people live very tired and unhappy lives! In fact, people will have pain and happiness when they live in the world! There are also unsatisfactory lives, and all the troubles and unhappiness depend on us. Heart: No matter how difficult life and difficulties are, as long as we don’t get discouraged and face them bravely, we will win if we endure it with a smile! Life: Some people enjoy all the glory and wealth, but it is impossible for them to live happily. Just because some people live a mediocre life does not mean that they are unhappy or unhappy! Life is not perfect, and life is not perfect...
- [ ] ? In fact, many things in life are easy to solve. , but sometimes we make things complicated for ourselves! In the journey of life, there will always be laughter and tears: laughter accompanies us to be happy, and tears accompanies us to be strong! As long as we face all the difficulties with a smile, there will be no obstacles that we cannot overcome. , and the rainbow after the storm is the most beautiful! The joys and sorrows of the journey of life will pass, and the destiny is in our hands. Success is ours, wipe it out of our eyes
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Life Just like a trip, you will enjoy the sunshine and thunderstorms. You are the tour guide on this trip, and you are the passenger.
? We cannot decide the starting point, but we can travel across thousands of mountains and rivers, visit all corners of the country, and reach the pinnacle of that dream. Facing the sea, spring flowers are blooming. The journey of life is abstract, the bus is time, the scenery is experience, and it is also the interpretation of life to death.
? Don’t expect you to be perfect. How can you be perfect in career, friendship, and love? If you gain something, you must lose it, and if you lose something, you must gain it. This journey is always so contradictory. We cannot decide the length of life, because maybe tomorrow, you will die. Since you have the dual identity of a tour guide and a passenger, what you can do is guide the trip well.
The past is past, no matter whether you are living well or not. We live in the present moment as if it were new life. Don't be sad anymore, don't cry anymore, don't be restrained anymore, don't wait anymore. Who is alive? It's you. Be worthy of yourself, no matter whether the journey involves high mountains and flowing water, or flying sand and rocks.
Since life is contradictory, the more contradictory it is, the more complicated life will be. Why not be impulsive once, lose once, and strive for sensibility once? Because you can only live, not live. Older people will be troubled by power and money, but young people will be troubled by pressure and emotions. Why bother? Why not go through reincarnation in a leisurely way?
If life disappears, who will care about these things? ?After all, no accident can stop the goodness of human nature. Don't ask for war just for a few words of rhetoric, masculinity, and frankness, because you don't want to encounter mudslides during your travels.
Don’t lose yourself just because of a few rumors, hot or cold flashes, because you are not traveling for others. There are not many things in life
The right way is that there are thousands of stars in the sky, and it is enough to understand just one! Bodhi has no tree, and the mirror is not a stand. There is nothing in the first place, so where can you stir up dust? Only in contradiction can you grow, and only in loneliness can you think. Don't ask for extravagant things in life. If you want to be worthy of the sincerity of life, you only need to reach the peak of your dreams. How holy is it to face the sea and raise your eyes to the sky one day?
? In the journey of life, everyone has his own path. When one day, you find that his path deflects your own When we are on our way, it is the time to say goodbye. Since you are not on the same road, why should you be so indecisive? Since you have not yet taken your own path, why should you need others to accompany you to walk with you, cultivate your family, govern your country, and bring peace to the world! Walking through thorns, no matter how painful it is. Because life is contradictory, the more pain you have, the higher you will stand in your limited life.
When I look back on my deathbed, I have no regrets despite the pain, because you have also been on the journey of life, and it is you who are traveling by yourself. No matter where you go, there is no eternal companion.
The journey of life cannot be clear without indifference, and it cannot reach far without tranquility.
"People's fate is sometimes like a flower that blooms in the night, unable to see the sun. Before dawn. That is, it will wither silently on its own and will never bloom.
It is the love between moonlight and shadow. "When Shansheng and Neihe were young, every time they climbed over the low wall to say goodbye to each other, knowing that they would meet in school tomorrow, they felt no nostalgia in their hearts. However, as they got older, they found it difficult to get together. Since Shansheng left his hometown, We meet each other only once in a few years. We know that life is impermanent and we are separated from each other. When Neihe said goodbye to Shansheng in the end, he did not leave a single word. Anne said in "The Perfect Year", a perfect journey of life is not about dying. It is to die without saying goodbye.
There are three courses of tea in life, the first is as bitter as life, the second is as sweet as love, and the third is as light as the breeze. Their respective life trajectories have tasted all the bitterness and insignificance of life, but sweet love seems to have nothing to do with them. He Nian, Liang Shou Yu Shansheng, and art teacher Yu Neihe are just tools they use to fight against nothingness. Their existence. Outside of each other's lives, they seem to be in two different worlds, looking at each other through a door. Especially He Nian and Liang Shou, they cannot enter Shan Sheng's inner world, nor can they bring him back to their own world of marriage. There is always such helplessness in life. Shangsheng and Neihe only open their hearts to each other. They have such an indescribable bond. This is a connection that even Anne herself cannot explain, "A man and a woman who live together." We can only be numb and blind to each other first. We are so clear-headed and respect each other. This does not belong to the category of any emotion. "Maybe there are unexplainable feelings in this world, right?"
? "In this world, there are places that cannot be reached, people that cannot be approached, things that cannot be accomplished, feelings that cannot be possessed, Defects that cannot be repaired. "Shan Sheng and Qing Zhao lost their fathers when they were young, and the birth of Nei He seemed like a daughter brought by a big river who was destined to be abandoned. It was in such a fragmented family that life did not give them the opportunity to indulge and indulge. Shan Sheng hated his mother. With his hometown, he studied hard in order to go far away; the river was full of misdeeds, and he desperately tried to make up for his incomplete feelings, but his self-esteem was trampled on in the end; Qingzhao lived in isolation and did not want to become a dependent urban animal in the city for many years. , always escape from the city, break the inertia of life, live different lives without being able to choose between right and wrong. "How do you define whether a person's life is based on a noble attribute, or whether it is laissez-faire, or which one is closer. The truth of happiness: Life has its own path, no matter whether the destination he finally reaches is humbleness or glory.
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"Perhaps every hundred years the world passes, it will die and change, and no one will remember those walkers and their paths. Including their words and deeds, humility and dedication, loss and struggle, they will all be like dust in time. Just as one day the plateau will turn into the ocean again, the mountains will sink to the bottom of the sea, the ice and snow will melt, and the river will flow into the sea. Everything will disappear. Maybe there is only one way. Only the power that exists between heaven and earth and transcends beyond heaven and earth can make people believe forever. Reading such peaceful and forbearing sentences, I feel infinite humility in my heart. Maybe, right and wrong will not depend on secular judgment. The world's right and wrong, emotions
permanent beliefs cannot withstand the passage of time. And after all, I don’t know what “the power that exists between heaven and earth and beyond heaven and earth” is. That day, so many years. That sacred and firm belief.
One day, the doubts buried deep in the world that have trapped me for a long time will finally be solved, and I will always