As the saying goes, twisted melon is not sweet. Even if you can be with him, he is not happy. What's the use of facing a corpse? He won't love you, care about you and be moved by you. Over time, your love will wear out. Therefore, instead of this, it is better to let go early and find your own destiny and happiness.
Liking someone who doesn't like himself is the most painful thing in the world. If you peek at him and laugh at yourself, you will giggle, peek and cry. You can only be anxious. But his laughter and crying have nothing to do with you. Your efforts may be a joke to others. Looking back tomorrow, I found myself so stupid at that time.
After all, love is a matter for two people, and only by cherishing each other can it last for a long time. I believe you can find someone you love and grow old with them.