At that time, because you lacked communication, people around you didn’t know how to care about you, so you felt that there were very few people who cared about and paid attention to you. Since most people are easy-going and easy to make friends with, this kind of concern is common to them, but it is completely new to you, so you will have this wonderful feeling. In fact, being grateful is also a good sign. It shows that you love communication in your heart, but you just don’t know how to express it. So I encourage you to communicate more with your classmates. This will be beneficial to your physical and mental health, and it will also exercise you. communicative skills.
Hope this helps. Wish you happiness