A mood diary with a few words

A mood diary with a few words, in life, when it comes to diaries, I believe everyone has come across it! Some people really like to use diaries to record their feelings. Below is a diary of my mood that I share with you about a few words. Welcome to read! A Diary of Fragments of Feelings 1

1. There are brailles next to the elevator buttons in the Du'li Guild Hall

It is this that gave me the urge to record a little bit of life here. During my sophomore and junior years, I was extremely obsessed with Shi Tiesheng's works. I remember one of his articles mentioned that China's facilities for disabled people are not very complete. Now I feel that China really needs to learn from Japan on this point.

Although many elevators in China have mirrors to facilitate people in wheelchairs to see the floors, I don’t think I have seen Braille...or am I just not paying attention?

2. People who help with directions are really enthusiastic

I am really grateful for this for a road-crazy person. Generally, when asking for directions in China, people who know He can give directions, and people who don’t know just say they don’t know (I do the same).

But in Japan, even if the other party doesn’t know, they will dig out a map or use their mobile phones to help find them. When asking for directions in school, they will sometimes take them directly with them, which is very touching.

I decided that after returning to China, if someone asks me for directions and I don’t know them, I will use the mobile phone navigation to help me find them.

3. The pace of life is relatively slow

When I was taking the bus today, I noticed that the in-car announcement said "Please stop and then stand up." If this is in Beijing, the bus will arrive at the stop. If you change outside after that, you will definitely be reprimanded by the conductor... But anyway, the buses here are not as crowded as the buses in Beijing.

On the day I went to the academy, I only had 500 yen coins. I spent a long time changing the change and inserting the coins. I felt like I wasted everyone’s time, so I was super panicked, but the driver just kept watching me insert them one by one. There was no rush at all until the correct amount was put in.

Station announcements and the like are broadcast, but the driver says "発车します" (now driving) at each stop, which makes me feel... quite good.

In addition, I finally got a bus card today, so I should be able to lose fewer coins in the future...

4. I finally don’t have to worry about the residence card

Those who have read my WeChat Moments before should know that I did not fill in my dormitory address at the customs but filled in my school address. After realizing this, I became extremely worried about whether my residence card would be mailed, and I was afraid that I would become an illegal stayer and be deported. (Maybe my personality is really too pessimistic...), I feel really uneasy.

After I discovered that I could make calls using Line, I chatted with my friends on the phone for more than an hour. I usually listen to a lot of chats, but that day I just kept talking about it for nearly 80% of the time. Time...

Speaking of which, it is more relaxing to speak Japanese with friends. You won’t be nervous if you can’t come up with a word for a long time, and you won’t be nervous when you can’t hear clearly and ask to repeat it. Sorry...

When talking to teachers, I always worry that the other person will think, "Why are your Japanese so poor when you are already a student?" Although the teachers are very nice, there is always this inexplicable problem. A kind of psychological pressure...

But later my friend told me that the residence card was sent to the address on the resident card, and I was really relieved! !

5. I can’t find a club I want to join.

So if you want to practice your speaking skills, it’s better to make at least one or two friends here... But I went to university two days ago. I searched for a long time in the club but couldn't find the club I wanted to join (the Twitter account clearly said it was on the 2nd floor of the university club). I was a bit suspicious that the number of people was too small and the club was useless.

But in fact, I am really withdrawn. I got better after I went to college. When I was a child, I was almost autistic... I don’t know if pushing myself too hard will cause psychological problems. In short, let it be. Anyway, I am the kind of person who hates making a lot of casual acquaintances, but I still like to have only a few close friends.

6. I like the scenery here

I grew up in Beijing. Although I think Beijing is my favorite, sometimes I envy people whose hometown is a city with beautiful mountains and clear waters.

After coming here, I feel that it is really different from being in Beijing. Every day when I go up to the mountain to go to school, I can see the scenery in the mountains. Although it is nothing special, I really like that I don’t have to travel to see it. The feeling of being in nature every day. It would be nice if there were fewer bugs...

I bought a bear-proof bell today. Although I don’t want to encounter a big bear, I really hope to see a baby bear once! Diary of Fragments of Feelings 2

If I die, please scatter my ashes into the sea. I will be the wind of freedom.

When people are at their most vulnerable, they may think of more things, such as family, friendship, and love. I take each of them too seriously and allow myself to ignore more precious things. I don’t know what made me become like this, so I really should think about it carefully.

Family love is the most solid relationship in everyone’s life. Whenever you feel tired, home is the warmest haven. As long as you hear the nagging voices of your parents, you will feel happy.

Everything familiar at home can be found with your eyes closed. Now, I think, my biggest wish is to have a close lover, a warm and harmonious family, and my parents to enjoy their old age healthily.

In fact, I am afraid that everything will disappear, and I am afraid that I will not be able to grasp happiness. Suddenly, you will also feel that happiness is not a physical object in your hand, but can be seen or felt through other things. I just say that if my family is happy, I will be happy; and for my family, if I am well, they will be well.

Overnight, I discovered that my parents had really grown old. It was us ignorant children who made them run around for most of their lives for us to have a better life.

Even if I am no longer good, I will feel sorry for my parents. It is my duty to take good care of myself. As a parent, I will live a new me. In the second half of the year, I will work hard. Work hard to find my own sky, so that my parents will no longer work too hard for me.

If you can’t have your cake and eat it too, then I hope to have friendship and love at the same time. In the world of love, I hope I am a happy little woman.

You said, I am your boss; I just want to say, if you are happy, I will be unhappy, and if you are happy, I will become happy. The sky is blue waiting for misty rain, and I am waiting for you. You are the tea I want to hold in my hands, and you are the happiness I want.

In front of friends, you don’t have to pretend to be yourself, and you won’t be so tired. We are all people who know the basics. There shouldn't be so much suspicion between friends. If you don't really want to be friends, why bother making friends? Like leaves, our veins are clearly visible.

Throughout our lives, we live around family, friendship and love.