On the surface, you have no money and few friends. The deeper reason is more like that you are using "play" to fill your emptiness, because you don't have or know your goals.

The emptiness after each "play" requires more money to continue "play";

Men need to pursue, and those who don't pursue will be alienated by their friends. The male and female friends around me have discerning eyes.

Seriously think about the kind advice from your good friends;