Unfortunate things happen to everyone. No one in this world always has everything smooth sailing. And you should be glad that your illness is cured now. What else is there for you to worry about? You should think about yourself. You survived the most difficult times, but now things are better, why are you shrinking back? I think you should be stronger and love life more. For people whose lives have been threatened, I think there is nothing more joyful than living. Tsangyang Gyatso once said in a poem: Except for life and death, nothing in the world is a trivial matter. There is nothing that cannot be solved in the face of life and death. Moreover, your current state is that you obviously have no hope in life and no motivation to live. But you still have parents, and you have to plan for your future for your parents. A goal, and some things are not as difficult as you think, such as finding a job, such as the body odor you mentioned, these are all small things, nothing at all. Put down your guard, open your heart, and try to accept others. Make more friends, chat with more people, and things will get better gradually. Whenever you find it difficult and feel that you can’t do it, just think about how you have survived the difficult days before. What else is there that you can’t overcome? Things. I wish you find the passion of life soon and have a good time.