Regardless of whether you are a man or a woman, as long as you are married, if you find a man (woman) outside to train you, whether you are heterosexual or homosexual, it will not last long. Therefore, I strongly do not support such behavior. Since you are married, you must be loyal to your marriage and respect the other half of your marriage. If you really don't love anymore, then please let go and give yourself and the other person freedom.