This is not a question of ugliness, the key is that she didn't love you then, let alone now! Maybe his current husband is not as rich as you, but he probably loves her and makes her happy, so you are just a passer-by in his eyes! Don't think too much, think from another angle. Maybe you don't love him very much, because you didn't have money at that time, and he was kind to you, so you can't forget it! You should be satisfied, because you love her and she is happy! So find someone who makes you forget her, and you will find that you are still living in the past and others have left. Don't say that. You can talk to me in private if you like.