Except for Nicholas Tse, he spat on the ground after getting off the nanny car, and his forehead and chin were shaved. He was just pale and radiant in the cold wind. His eyes are sharp, even arrogant. He won't look even if there is a * * around him. He walked straight through the crowd, wearing a hand rope on his wrist-this is the prop of the movie "Informant" he is shooting. In order to adapt to his role, he always wears it and doesn't even take a shower. At first glance, he still continues the image of that rebellious teenager, handsome little student and cool master. There is no doubt about his dedication, and his loyalty to his goals is extraordinary, but he rarely gets the appreciation he deserves because of his calmness. This is just a boy who rebelled against it and built himself a shell. People always think: how fragile is it under the shell? Just like the kind of boys who often see in public, they hit the door with their heads and only let out a dry cough, but this move is too obvious. However, when he was in this old factory in Hong Kong, especially when he talked about his wife and son, he was covered with a deep feeling of warmth. He avoids looking directly at anyone, speaks slowly, and often sighs: I am doing this for the future Lucas, so I don't have to be like me. Ahem! Although "bodyguards and assassins" is easy to worry about, the makeup artist is too obsessed with scar makeup. I hope I can't give everyone face. The scar on the villain Hu Jun's chin is quite different from the scar on the left corner of the driver Nicholas Tse's eye: the former makes the evil thin man more abstract and faceless, lowers his eyelids, makes his eyes reveal humility and compassion, and adds drama to Nicholas Tse's thin outline, as if suggesting that he has been to various hell and survived. Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? Nicholas Tse said: "I have been looking forward to the role of bodyguards and assassins for a long time." . He is deliberately avoiding those one-line heroes and is determined to create attractive little people and rich images. In the * * * incident in 2007, he was imprisoned as an indirect party. In the betrayal and suspicion of friendship, love and affection, he always maintained a superficial calm, and perhaps he also appreciated another kind of cruelty in life. His attitude towards * * * shows his mood: If * * needs anything, I will help. But I am simple. It's no use saying anything to the media. Tell me, even a short message. Men are a bit like Vallejo's poem "Anger mashes a man into reverse versions of many boys". 30-year-old Nicholas Tse is undergoing subtle changes: warmth, responsibility and a little time experience. These soft things seem to be bringing the boys together and shaping him into a more resilient man. What's the image of Nicholas Tse? There is no image at all. GQ: You're not sleeping with anyone now? Nicholas Tse: Yes. Chen Kexin called me to his office. After the two directors told me about the role of bodyguards and assassins, I immediately said, OK, fun, that sounds fun, I'm in! I have been looking for a character, not invincible, but a nobody. I only made one condition to the directors: I won't kick. GQ: Do you have any goals in making movies, such as winning prizes? Nicholas Tse: For me, the previous awards are very valuable. Now, I have thrown away hundreds of awards at home. The only one left is the world's best-selling Asian singer at the Monte Carlo World Music Award in France, which is still in my locker. And Hundred Flowers Award. GQ: Why? Nicholas Tse: The first Hong Kong actor to win the Hundred Flowers Award among so many artists. I think it's different. And another award is credible, based on real sales statistics, which proves that my records sold well that year, not empty, but given casually. These awards are public comments and votes, not in a small circle. Awards? Why do you need so many trophies? Award or not, public morality is in people's hearts. GQ: Will you make music again? Nicholas Tse: This is my last record. I don't think the music scene is suitable for me now. I don't mean poor or bad. I just feel different. In the past, people released more than a dozen albums before they could hold a concert in Hung Hom Gymnasium. Now? I didn't send any records, I can go! It sucks. The music scene is so bad now that I won't participate. Everything is a cycle. I'll do it when the cycle comes back. GQ: Do you still sing at home? Nicholas Tse: I don't want to sing. My heart is weak. I can listen to pure music. I used to make jade butterflies, but now people can make 20 albums. Now people ask me to record songs, and I will give them a price. They will tell me that we only have more than 10 thousand yuan to make a song. I said, then why do you make music? I want real instruments in the album: real piano, real bass and real guitar. They said it was too expensive. May I use the computer? I said, I won't do it. I think I want to pursue music. If you don't let me pursue it, I'd rather not lie to the audience or my audience. Shit, if I want to lower my level in Nicholas Tse, I won't! I won't do it! GQ: Do you still have a temper for music? Nicholas Tse: You know, in the first few years, I got much more boos than applause! I can't hear a word of acceptance! Later, I broke my guitar during the performance. The worse I played, the louder my boos became. Alan Tam can't stand it: everyone is here to perform, and singing good songs is the most important thing. BEYOND's Huang also said: Guitar is for playing, and my guitar is not enough. Next time he doesn't want a guitar, he might as well give it to me instead of breaking it. However, I want to tell you a story, which I remember clearly. In 2003, I participated in a performance in Hung Hom Gymnasium. I was booed as soon as I went on stage. After I stepped down, I stayed in the corner, which was very sad. At this time, Kelly Chen began to sing, and the audience sang in chorus. As soon as I heard the chorus, I wrote "False Innocence" with such a familiar melody. Ten thousand people sang with her, and with such warm applause, I felt that my work didn't necessarily need to show up in that corner to be affirmed. On the contrary, I am silently behind, because of your works and your melody, people will choose your songs, pay attention to your songs, and it is more valuable to get recognition and applause from real works. I took this road, fighting and killing, all for his future GQ: How is your family life now? For example, what did you do before you came to do this interview? Nicholas Tse: I can't sleep. Get up at 7 am, and my wife is still sleeping beside me. Then I gambled in the yard for an hour and found Bruce Lee's disc. What I watch most now is Bruce Lee, who is my spiritual idol. Leaving at two o'clock in the afternoon, Lucas didn't know what I was doing, so he kissed me as usual: Dad! Work! The wife added: Dad! Work! I am satisfied, and I feel more responsible and secure. GQ: Are you insomnia? Nicholas Tse: I was afraid of the dark when I was a child, so I often suffered from insomnia since I was a child. I don't like to close the door and reveal a crack. I can't sleep. I dragged my sister behind the door and peeked at the adults in the living room. Their lives are glamorous, but they are also a bit funny. Every time the guests leave, I always say to my sister: What mom and dad said is different from what they just said. I won't be like them. GQ: Do you have a grudge against your parents? Nicholas Tse: When I was a child, I didn't understand, so I had a grudge. Later, it quickly passed that stage. GQ: I heard that your mother often beat you when you were a child? Nicholas Tse: My mother often hit me then, didn't she? /kloc-Before the age of 0/3, family photos will be taken every Spring Festival. That year, the reporter said, well, let's start taking pictures. Let us smile. I just keep a straight face. Everyone noticed that something was wrong. My mother ordered me to smile. I did not obey. Maybe I feel humiliated in front of everyone. She slapped me and threatened me. Can you laugh? I didn't respond, a slap, a slap, and everyone began to persuade her, and things went away. That night, my whole face was swollen. What are you laughing at? There is nothing to laugh at! Later, I also heard my mother quietly tell my father that the child has really grown up and has his own attitude. He's right. What are you laughing at? Anyway, since that year, family photos have never been published in magazines. GQ: Why do you go against your family? Nicholas Tse: Because I don't want to be different from other children. When I was a child, the driver Huang Bo always came to pick me up at home. One day, I deliberately skipped Bo Huang's car and walked home. Actually, I want to do a great thing to surprise my parents and let them know that I can go home alone like other children. No one picked me up, but I got lost and my mother beat me up again. I have nothing to do, but I feel very happy, because I can cross the street and go shopping alone when I am six or seven years old. That kind of excitement is really hard to describe. GQ: At that time, many people wanted to sign a contract with you. Why did you sign the emperor? Nicholas Tse: Because Yang Shoucheng and my father are very familiar. I am bent on making money. Children always want to grow up as soon as possible, but when they grow up, they expect their innocence and can have no sense of responsibility. At that time, I made music first, because music was more personal. Acting is to play the role of others. I am the character in the director's mind, not Nicholas Tse. I can't speak Nicholas Tse's mind, but my music expresses what I have experienced. What I want to say is that I love GQ: Do you want Lucas to be an artist? Nicholas Tse: Of course not. I have also walked this road, fighting and killing, all for his own choice in the future, unlike me. I watched her grow up, and she watched me grow up. GQ: When you get along with your wife, does she have a great influence on you? Nicholas Tse: Actually, it doesn't have much impact. It may be invisible. For example, maybe recently she also knows that I am really busy at work. Every day I wake up and I'm gone. When I go back, she falls asleep. She knows I'm difficult to get along with. Seeing that I sometimes come home with tears and bleeding, she will spend more time with me if I can rest for a day or two, and she may send a text message or two in the middle of filming. When it's cold, there is invisible support for anything to eat. I have known her for more than ten years. She gives me the feeling of being a family. I watched her grow up, and she watched me grow up. She can be my wife, she has the elements to be my wife. Although her previous image was rebellious or something, I saw the other side of her. GQ: What does the other side look like? Nicholas Tse: That's why I became a wife. Will measure me, will take care of things at home, will be single-minded to me. GQ: Shouldn't single-mindedness be the premise of two people? Nicholas Tse: Yes, but because I am a very insecure person, it can be said that she gave me a sense of security. What I need may be simple. I know my wife was there when I came home, which is already a sense of security. I won't talk about wandering. I really enjoy this feeling. When you get married, work hard, or hear the child crying and see her eating, you will feel that the hard work and the blood shed that day are worth it. You will feel that no matter how difficult it is. This feeling is a driving force. Many people ask me if I will reduce that kind of dangerous action after I get married. No. I turned the so-called burden into motivation. The next day, I was hit by a bus while filming "The True Color of Men". Actually, I accompanied her to McDonald's at two in the morning. She was pregnant and bought it at McDonald's. After eating, she said she was eating porridge. After buying it back, she didn't want to eat it. She drove home and started work after six o'clock. She fell asleep and I went out at half past five. There is a scene that is bumpy. I was very tired when I arrived at the scene, but when I thought about them, that kind of strength came back. So everything depends on how you look at it. You said it was a burden. I prefer driving force. GQ: Has this sense of responsibility brought you after you have a family? Nicholas Tse: Yes, I can do nothing and live alone now, but because of them, I have one more pursuit. GQ: With your image and conditions, there are many people to choose from. Why did you come back to her? Nicholas Tse: I think she loves me. That's very important. I'm just saying I need security, too. It's hard to find someone who loves you and give unconditionally without any reason. It is difficult in today's society. GQ: Now that you have children, why do you say that you won't love your wife more? Nicholas Tse: When the child grows up, he will run away from home. I don't ask much of this child. Just don't be lame. My wife is my lifelong companion. If I really want to live to be eighty years old, I hope she can still be with me. GQ: Do you remember the first time you met her? Nicholas Tse:/kloc-We started shooting when we were 0/8 years old. GQ: Love at first sight? Nicholas Tse: Not that crazy. I just met her. I heard her news. She is a very wild and rebellious actress. At that time, she was said to be a female version of Nicholas Tse. The first time I met her, I collaborated with her on Twelve Nights, and it was ok to watch it on the spot. In turn, I asked her, and she said that she had fallen in love with me that day. GQ: She said she could still feel your heartbeat. Do you still feel this way? Nicholas Tse: Yes, but different heartbeats are great heartbeats. Seeing her pregnant, vomiting, going to the toilet and eating without appetite is a great heartbeat of maternal love and another kind of beauty. GQ: Haven't you seen this beauty in your own mother before? Nicholas Tse: No, absolutely not. They have to experience things that men will never encounter in their lives. GQ: Now that she doesn't act, have you two discussed it? Nicholas Tse: I let her choose. She said she couldn't stand it. Even if it is just the thought of working and filming in a very cold or hot place, she can't stand it. She likes to stay at home and go shopping. I said you enjoyed it, but I was fighting outside. She: So you have to work hard! GQ: Don't you think it's important? Nicholas Tse: It should be a man. I am very traditional. GQ: She may have been wild before, but now? Nicholas Tse: I'm beginning to feel calm. Last year, I went to gallants, Thailand. My wife was just pregnant with Lucas. In the third round, she suddenly changed to practice wing chun. She is a professional boxer because her hands are weak. When my friend said stop, I turned around. What is that? There was blood all over my face, so I wiped it and kept hitting it, and my wife wrung the blood towel dry. She said she knew it would happen if she went to the ring, otherwise she wouldn't go to the ring. She is calmer than me now. She said, you either don't fight or prepare for the worst. When I came out of the ring, she wiped my blood. GQ: Has the whole family become closer with her? Nicholas Tse: Yes, she is a person who knows how to take care of her elders, or she likes the feeling of family. I am very independent. I am not a dutiful son. Frankly speaking, my relationship with my parents may not be that close. Instead, she will take the initiative to discuss something with my dad and have a meal. I won't. My work is finished, so leave me alone and let me sleep. But it's better to be with my parents after having her. Nicholas Tse or Nicholas Tse GQ: Some people think that Nicholas Tse is not as angry and direct as before. Nicholas Tse: No matter Nicholas Tse or Nicholas Tse, if I were not Nicholas Tse, I wouldn't scold this music scene, so I don't know what they think of me as evasive or tactful. I will still scold if I should scold. Some things are not as simple as before. Because now I feel that if it has nothing to do with me, forget it, and I am too lazy to change the world. Now I can clearly know that what I want to do is to change myself, so I just save my strength. GQ: But you also learned to compromise, right? Nicholas Tse: Some jobs are different from what we got from reality before we accepted them. For example, in the movie "Big Man", I also quarreled with them at the scene. And the result? They asked my assistant, and they said that it is good for Nicholas Tse to discuss plays or design such things every day, but it is also a waste of time. It is impossible to add money after the time. I just started to find that this is their mentality in filming, and I can't change it, so I said ok. What I pursue is different from what they pursue, damn it, well, I'll give it to you, Nicholas Tse! I believe that every artist has works that he doesn't want to show others, so don't watch them. There is no way. For us, being human is an experience. This "big shot" is my experience. Of course, I have lost my original blindness now. I like this industry very much, so I have many goals. I have many endless goals. I'm only 29 years old now. Unless I die tomorrow, it's not necessarily that I don't want to stop. That the world won't stop Nicholas Tse, and I have to explain to my fans. GQ: You have many good friends in this circle, which is a miracle of this industry. It's hard to make real friends in this industry. How do you coordinate the relationship between friends and interests when the whole social rules take interests as the greatest measure? Nicholas Tse: I am a simple person. I am a very frank person. This is the fate of nature. I can make many friends. I can only say that I am very lucky. But you must take out your heart and make friends with each other, otherwise it won't last that long. I met someone. Although I am a slow-moving person, I will completely open my heart and be cheated to take a step back. But at least at first I gave everyone a chance to be friends. Friends are hard to find. If a person, male or female, can count five sincere friends with one hand and five fingers, it is difficult to have no regrets in this life. But I can say I know. GQ:* * * * I was interviewed by GQ before and recalled some things you did in international schools, including smoking and playing together. But he admitted that he was really much weaker after coming back from the United States, and then he returned to Hong Kong as an artist, so he didn't have adolescent friendship, but he felt that Nicholas Tse was still a friend in his heart. I don't know what people think of him. Nicholas Tse: I didn't think deeply about this problem. Frankly speaking, because I've heard a lot of him talking about me behind my back, but I think I'm simple. Just say what I have to say. I never tell the media how I treat a person. Well, it's no use talking to my face. If I hadn't met someone today, I would never have heard this sentence. What's the point? Just say what you have to say, even if it is a short message. I did my job. Whether to read it or not, whether to delete it or not is his own decision. But I'm not angry with him, and I didn't do anything to him. If he needs anything, I will help him, and that is me. GQ: You said in public that the past is the past. In fact, Virgo men are very narrow-minded. Have you really put the events of 2007 behind you? Nicholas Tse: Just because I was narrow-minded, you said I wanted to marry this man. Will I not know her? Then I am a loser! Before I decided to get married, I must have known her to the extent that everything was within the budget. She did something, but at least not after she married me. I have done many ridiculous things, and people who know me will understand. As a man, it is because I know her that I can let go. Before I got married, I knew that man almost from beginning to end.