But yesterday, I wanted to go to Mai Jia Ideal Valley, and my heart was pounding. I was very much looking forward to and eager to see the ideal valley as soon as possible. Think about the heavy snow we met the other day. I'm super excited, too I'm not just a kid anymore. I really feel the happiness on my face beyond words. I can't help feeling that sometimes happiness is as simple as once when I was a child.
I have always loved poetry, and I think poetry is the nourishment of our life. In the past two or three years, I have not been full of desire for my career, nor have I been full of expectations for others. I just live the life I want slowly. It turns out that I don't love the world, and it's not that I don't have love in my heart, but that my heart is all in my heart and needs to be stimulated slowly.
Time used to be slow, and I could only love one person in my life. I like that era of communication very much, but that era has finally passed. People can't live in memory all the time, that is to say, I can't sink down, I am responsible for my re-blooming life.
Mu Xin said that it is precisely because life is meaningless that we have the opportunity to give ourselves life and meaning. I couldn't agree more. In the past, I really spent too much time on feelings and emotional internal friction, missed many moments and opportunities that made my body and mind more true, good and beautiful, and made myself less moved by literary appointments.
Until yesterday, I really went to the ideal valley of Maijia and found that the people there were very affectionate. Although the house was small, it was warm. I saw that the books displayed in it all have the touch and body temperature of Mai Jia, and feel like his private study, which is now open to the whole world in a public welfare way. But perhaps in Hangzhou, the feeling of bright highlights is really not as great as that of shenzhen huaqiang Creative Park. I don't know why there is such a contrast in my mind. Then when I was walking in the oppressive and cold parks and streets, I suddenly realized that this might not be the feeling I really wanted. Although it is exciting, it is very dull after reading it.
So is life. We look forward to entering a new day, a new January and a new year with many beautiful dreams, but in the end we live, only to find that we may not be able to completely control our own life, because in our life experiences, some happiness is only related to ourselves, while others are related to our own relationship. When we find that we can't reach the desired relationship with the other half and children, there will naturally be some unhappiness in our hearts, but when we find that they can sometimes get in touch with themselves and have a feeling of bursting with happiness, this is a living contradictory but unified reality of life.
I see, I am still very young at heart. It is my communication principle to treat anyone and everything sincerely, but I will inevitably get hurt. Life and life have taught me to live a wise life and treat different people and things with different sincerity. Life, in the end, everyone who stays in our life is something we should cherish. And those utilitarian, ulterior motives, selfish, are not worth our company to the end. If you walk, you will break up, but all good things must come to an end. We don't have to ask ourselves to manage the relationship with others, don't compromise, be a free and happy self, and live a better life without regrets.
When a young man faces his heart-pounding self, I have achieved my own happiness, and the road to self-salvation has just begun.