(Song "Once upon a time, there was a sister who said she wanted to follow me", a short story of the same name by Jia Shengqiang) Song "Once upon a time, there was a sister who said she wanted to follow me"

Last year's first snow , you walk in front of me, I walk behind you

When I returned to the dormitory and turned on my phone, the smart assistant sent a warning saying that it would snow tomorrow. I was ecstatic inside. Generally, snow heralds the birth of love, especially this first snow. After making a cup of honey yuzu tea, I relaxed on the chair and read Shunji Iwai's "Love Letter" on the desk.

I want to say to the person I like like Fujii Shu, "Do you believe in love at first sight?"

I hope that person can also answer "I believe in your love at first sight" like Hiroko Watanabe.

Of course, I also hope that "I once believed, but..." exists, so that life can have something to say.

This is my first snow in Yichang, and I look forward to the beautiful love in the movie coming to me.

My name is Youye, and that person is Yifan.

December 21, 2018, morning. I have classes today. I got up earlier than usual. I wanted to be the first to see the snow. Wash your hair with hot water without adding a little cold water. My three roommates are used to adding one-third of the cold water into the basin. In my eyes, they don't even respect winter. These city kids should not be close friends. I am used to blow-drying my hair downstairs and smoothing my eyebrow-length bangs in front of the mirror. I spray the syoss hairspray I have treasured for many years to give all Asian hair professional care. Perfect! Make the coolest pose for Youye in the mirror. Just when I went out, the day looked just like it did when I was young, with no intention of snowing at all. Regardless of this, there is still business to be done.

I bought braised pork buns and a cup of oatmeal from the aunt in the cafeteria. I squatted far away from the girls' dormitory early in the morning, waiting for Yifan to come out. Wait until the birds fly overhead. Hey! She also came out early. I quickly lowered my head, quickly left the scene, and moved my position. On my way to the teaching building, my steps were very slow, slowly, slowly, just like the leaves slowly falling.

She came, and she walked very fast. Missing me also brought a piercing wind to my bones. This wind made me breathless and thought I was suffocating. This is her rhythm. I suddenly came to my senses and approached her at a speed of 3m/s.

"Hi, Yifan, you got up so early." My face has been tortured by winter and has no expression.

"Well, you too." She said with a smile. Then it escapes at a speed of 3m/s.

It only takes one second for me to enter her safe distance; it only takes one second for her to let me escape her safe distance. Nothing can make my heart move more than a few words from you. As long as I can silently chat with you for a few words every day, I will be satisfied, even in my dreams. Your black hair scratched across my face, leaving a rejoicing wound, haha. Needless to say, you must have been too anxious in the morning and did not wash off the aftertaste. You said you like Chen Li, the way she holds the guitar, the tattoos on her feet, and the coolness of her singing. But you don’t know that you are Chen Li to me, a dream that is out of reach for me. My eccentric personality is the opposite of my submissive self. I tried to be cheerful and lively, but it was so tiring, so I still felt free and comfortable being myself. Your eyebrows are pitiful, just like Mr. Daiwu’s. Sometimes, I wonder if you are related by blood? But I hate my thick eyebrows. I play with them when I have nothing to do in class. I want to pluck some and send them to you to say I love you.

You are three meters away from me. It is snowing in the sky. You are walking in front of me and I am walking behind you. Your pace is so frequent that I can hardly keep up. I am jealous of snow, I envy it, I hate it, I want to be as close to you as snow, quietly, falling on your umbrella, sticking to your shoulder, even if you brush me away, I can still stay in the palm of your hand for a millisecond . The snow is getting heavier and heavier, you disappeared in Qiusuo River, I looked around for you, your departure has become a fact. I took out my headphones, and "The truth that you leave" made the air even colder.

I'm wearing thick clothes, but my hands are still not warm. I really want to hold your hand. I guess it must be gentle. I also really want to hug you. Your arms must also be warm. (Thank you NetEase Cloud User comments for inspiration). "Yifan! I am Youye! Where are you?" I shouted in my heart, not admiring the snow on the roadside to look for you.

It was a mistake to plug the earphone into your right ear

Some people say that cancer is the most painful disease in the world. I don’t think so. There is a disease that is a hundred times more painful than it, and that is It is impossible to like an object, or even a person. I've been to the hospital, and they said I was in the wrong place and should see a psychiatrist. I thought they were talking nonsense and really didn't consider the financial situation of college students from ordinary families. Helpless, the savings I had saved for a long time finally came to light. The psychiatrist suggested that I try to get close to someone, don't run away from her, and don't find someone to replace her. Therefore, I plan to try my best to like Yifan, just like Asta likes the nun sister, who is simple and persistent regardless of the world.

During morning self-study, I sat behind her, watching her write and listening to her breathing. She always wore a cap, no matter where she was. I'm waiting for a chance to let her know I exist. People left one after another, but she was still staying, and so was I. I made sure there was no one, and slowly approached her from behind, my heart beating faster, and fear came over me. I stood next to her, and she was so absorbed in studying that she didn't notice me yet. I sat down and she glanced at me. When she turned back, I put the earphone into her right ear and played "Turn the volume up to the maximum" for 45 seconds on my phone. She had no reaction until the words "I like you" appeared at 41 seconds. She turned her head and looked at me in surprise. I really didn't know what to say. It was the most embarrassing moment. The next second, she took out her mobile phone, opened NetEase Cloud Music, and put the earphone into my left ear. I had never heard this song, and I only saw her shaking her head and singing along:

"Once upon a time, there was a sister who said she wanted to go with you

You looked so embarrassed

I really want to hold my hand

Once upon a time there was a sister who said I want to follow you

I’ll hit my head with a bamboo pole

Never look back..."

Put your hand on mine, red Eyes wide, I said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, can you come with me?"

Winter is very cold, but your hands are even colder, so I picked up your hands and put them on my face. , I even want to put it in my heart and let my heart and blood warm it.

Maybe, liking someone is as simple as 1 1 = 2, which makes no sense.

I once asked her what the song was called, but I didn’t expect it to be "Once upon a time, a sister said she wanted to follow me" by Jia Shengqiang. He and Hua Chenyu were in the 13th "Happy Boys" competition, and their singing skills are very good. , but failed to be as successful as Hua Chenyu, and gradually fell silent as the show ended. If Hua Chenyu's singing is full of technique, then Jia Xiaoqiang's singing is filled with slow emotion, which will move anyone who listens to his singing. In this way, "Once upon a time, a sister told me to come with me" was added to my NetEase Cloud private playlist.

The snow is still very heavy. I hold your gentle hand and approach you like snow. You said: "I want to follow you, and I will never look back."

I am ecstatic in my heart: "I want to take you away, and I will never look back."

You asked me a bunch of questions:

"Where is your home from?

I like Sprite, what do you like to drink?

Do you know the dialect there? Tell me something. I can teach you my dialect.

Are you going to take the postgraduate entrance examination?

What do you think about love?

..."

I felt like a criminal, so I answered cautiously:

" I live in Yunnan, and my parents often work in other provinces, so I am usually alone.

I care more about coke. I am a coke boy.

I am often outside and affected by the environment. I don’t even know what I’m talking about, just like now.

Well, taking the postgraduate entrance examination is a must, considering the current employment situation.

I like folk songs, so I often listen to songs by Song Dongye, Chen Li, and Xie Chunhua. I don’t really like songs by Eason Chan, Jay Chou, and JJ Lin.

You have to wait for the right person to fall in love. I don’t like falling in love like buying cabbage. ”

I’m afraid that something won’t suit your wishes, but actually I don’t think so. I don’t like drinking, and I don’t have a favorite singer. My grades are so bad that I have no confidence in taking the postgraduate entrance examination, and I look forward to a lot of regretful love. Do you know? No, you don't know.

Automatic breakup

The snow stopped, and we didn't say a word or say hello for two months. We ended without hugging, holding hands, or looking at each other for a second.

I have such a weird temper. As I told you before, you asked me why, and I didn't answer at that time. Now I have given you the best answer. The more important someone is to me, the more I avoid it, as if we are strangers. I originally thought you were my medicine, but I didn’t expect you to be the medicine imposed on me. .

I'm sick this time. I hope you can cure me. I thought you would greet me when I met you in the cafeteria and ask me why I didn't talk for a second. You, you didn't look at me, and I decided to pass you by. I naively thought that when you sat down, you looked at me, missed me for a second, and let me be with you. It flashed in my memory for a second. As a result, I looked at you twelve times in twenty minutes, and you didn’t look up at me. You and your partner were chatting happily, and I still remember three or four words while eating a bite or two. Last semester you were taciturn and didn't like making friends, but now you talk to everyone every day and pay tribute to your current friendship in advance.

Today’s 8-yuan set meal was unpalatable and almost hard to swallow. Fortunately, I had a bowl of soup and ate a third of it, otherwise I would not be able to fulfill my vow to gain weight.

Walking in the rain, you are no longer under my umbrella. I still remember that I often reminded you to bring an umbrella, but you didn’t listen to me, but now you bring an umbrella without me. I am very happy that you can hide under my umbrella again. Although I urged you to bring an umbrella, I hope you forget to bring it. Until that sentence "I will bring my own umbrella in the future", your last WeChat message to me, I didn't expect that such ordinary nine words could be heartbreaking.

You seemed to be smiling so beautifully when I saw your desire to talk to me. I looked away from you and decided to pass you by. After I was three meters away from you, my heart suddenly stopped beating and I took a long breath to calm down. I didn't expect that the water in Qiusuo Creek was no longer turbid.

You don’t care about me anymore. I no longer like your QQ and WeChat. Your phone number is lying quietly in my address book, and I don’t even have the chance to call you. My friends post on Moments, haircuts, parties, and travels are all gone without me, and there has never been me. All you have left is a photo taken secretly by someone else, and I am going to give it to you on your birthday. It's a pity that you didn't even give me the chance to say the last words to me: I'm sorry, it's not my birthday...

At the end of this period, I resolutely chose to change my major. Clinical medicine at the medical school farthest from you. Yifan! Not seeing each other for a lifetime is enough!