With QQ, you have a spiritual home. Meeting old friends in your own home, chatting or making deep friendships, brings joy; meeting new friends does the same. I am delighted to be touched and have the warmth here. I will say goodbye to those obscure words for now, and just sit in my small room and chat with my friends.

1. About chat

I have been on QQ for several years. The previous account was lost in the dust along with dozens of friends. There was no loss, but there was regret. This is the Internet Bar. It appears before your eyes in an instant, and disappears without a trace in an instant.

The current account was opened by a colleague as a joke. When it was launched, he invited thirty or forty of his friends, so every time he went online, there were a lot of people coming to chat, play ball, and fight landlords... Tired of coping, he deleted twenty or thirty of them at once. Because I don't know how to play those games, and I don't want to chat with boring people about boring things. The purpose of surfing the Internet is to find peace and quiet, to put aside some of the things that are running through my mind. I don't want to encounter the hustle and bustle of reality here, so when I face those who come to "check their household registration", those who are curious, those who satisfy their vanity, those who are looking for entertainment... I just stay aside during the chat. People who have been deleted for these reasons will never be added again. It makes no sense to take this path of turning back.

Making friends is just a kind of rapport and cannot be forced. If the words are harsh, scrupulous, and whispery, there may be no need to communicate anymore. It may be difficult to call people friends who have never interacted with each other. Because of these factors, I would let some so-called friends go free. I do this not because I am noble, but because my house is not big enough. Just like in real life, people don't like strangers staying at home, and they always have to issue an eviction order. I cherish those who are compatible with each other, whether they are male or female, I cherish my concerns, I cherish discussions about words, I cherish some insights into life, I cherish those secrets on the Internet or in reality that I tell frankly, and I cherish them for each other. Preserving the pure heaven and earth, I also reflect on my attitude towards others, revise my way of being a human being, and examine my principles of treating others.

It’s just that I usually don’t take the initiative to chat with anyone, even my best friends. We are all adults and have our own things to do. There should be very few people who have time to hang out online all day long and act like men and women. Go online just to do something. Interrupting people for no reason can cause embarrassment and even cause misunderstandings. Such a counterproductive approach is pointless and laborious. Nowadays, everyone is used to being invisible. Isn’t this the best explanation? Sometimes, I do the same, but to be honest, I am not happy to do things secretly like this. What's more, Tencent's current way of doing things is not necessarily hidden well. The dynamic wall will scroll to show who is doing what. Sometimes, you know clearly that the friend you want to say hello to is online, but you send greetings in secret. This is no different from talking to the friend in real life with the door and windows closed, how rude. Being online can make each other feel comforted by seeing each other's existence, and it can also facilitate communication and greetings to each other. It would be better to be more calm. For this reason, we hope to say what needs to be said, do what needs to be done, and give the greetings that need to be given. There is no need for each other to deal with it reluctantly, so that we can experience the fun of surfing the Internet.

In fact, sometimes, habits become natural. When I log into QQ and see the greetings from my friends, I feel comfortable knowing that my friends are safe. If you haven’t heard from some friends for a long time, you will feel a slight concern in your heart, which will increase your suspicion and uneasiness. Current affairs are impermanent and ever-changing, and appearing lightly on the Internet represents peace. This kind of longing is definitely not a worldly feeling, it is just because of the sincere communication between each other, the purity that cannot be found in reality, the uniqueness that cannot be placed in words, and the pure friendship. Because we are like each other, treat each other sincerely, abide by the principles of making friends, and maintain trust for each other. These are the fun gained in the dialogue and space. Sometimes, I will also send greetings to long-lost friends here, hoping that they will stay safe and happy. It's just that when I'm busy, I can't greet everyone one by one, but the stream of friendship in my heart has a long history, and my silent blessings to my friends flow with the stream in my heart.

Actually, chatting is not that scary. Everyone has their own real life and online life, and everyone knows what they say and do. We don’t need to deliberately avoid anything, deviate from anything, or pursue anything. Being able to meet here is a kind of encounter that we can treasure forever. This is a special gift given to us by the Internet and a special gift given by technology to modern people.

One more friend, one more good mood. Abandon worldly desires and connect with the soul, why not play the melody of the natural music of mountains and flowing water! If one day we can meet reality and just say "It's you!", then I will be satisfied.

After experiencing and feeling, I feel that the most indispensable thing in the world is friendship - family affection, friendship and love. No matter which kind, we are looking for, cherishing and keeping together. We live our lives for others and our own senses, and we live for others and our own moods. It turns out that everything is mutual. To love others is to love yourself. I cherish everyone who can be called a friend, and I sincerely embrace everyone who can be called a good friend, living together in warmth, harmony and firmness!

2. About words

For words, it is just a little hobby. In this life, I have probably done everything for the pursuit of leisure, so I am mediocre. Words, music and art are all twin sisters, and they are something that humans should have. Unfortunately, they said goodbye to me early. Art, music and writing are divided into three graduation periods of elementary school, junior high school and high school. Occasionally, with the help of remaining memories, it is terrible to show some poor marks on hand. To this day, Sora feels regretful, and because of this, he has a desire that tore at him, and he feels uneasy all day long, especially in the shortening time. When he appeared with his son to preach, some of his reactions were like his own attitude towards his parents when he finally realized something. The person who describes the life that cannot be copied is himself, but I still hope that he will be ignorant and enlightened as soon as possible, and it will be more "overbearing" for him.

There is nothing pleasing about the words that I have been exposed to for a long time. I only think of those few fragments that are deeply etched in my mind, but I smile secretly: a few late nights in junior high school, every line of tears. Writing so-called novels; reciting "Blue Cloud Sky, Yellow Leaves Land..." with an academic teacher in high school politics class; telling classmates about the fate of Cousin Mei during class break, which made a girlish boy shed tears; self-study class Hypothesize Quasimodo's future with the Chinese teacher... Perhaps, because there is so much to lose, there is more panic; without a contract, there is more freedom. When I think about it this way, I dare not imagine how long these hands will be able to hit the keyboard. I just got used to the small notebooks around me, and I got used to recording the strange thoughts and certain words that suddenly popped into my head, even though most of them have not been published. The greatest comfort of this approach is that it activates thinking at a certain moment and suppresses some impulses to put it into practice, so I follow it.

To love words, you must first be able to withstand silence. However, this is an era that is impetuous from form to essence, and it has also wrapped itself up. Most of the time, there is a estrangement and unfamiliarity with words, and it really feels like a lack of skills. There is no expectation, which becomes a high-sounding excuse. I don’t know whether it was to make up for my regrets, to feel at ease, or for something else, but I finally learned to calm myself down, not participating in discussions on the website, not accepting invitations from friends, and gradually becoming indifferent to many gatherings, cutting down on shopping time, and giving up. Had a lot of social activities. In my free time, I just want to stay quietly in a corner, occasionally play with my clumsy pen, and do something I like, which is also comfortable.

Some friends said that my writing is aristocratic, so I should read it carefully. In fact, how can it deserve such a high evaluation? I just don't want to express something directly, so I have to make up my fiction and confuse everyone. However, it is really rare to write something like this one. Isn't this just having fun with everyone? I served a home-cooked dish to my friends without saying anything.

Perhaps because of the style of writing, I can never write festive and exciting words. Perhaps it is also due to my personality. I have a natural arousal when listening to sad music and reading sad words, so I have always preferred the graceful and flowery style of poetry. However, in a hobby that only scratches the surface, it adheres to a sad and feminine tone, making it difficult for joyful words to flow from the pen. In fact, in life, I have been enjoying strong friendship. Some words in the space that look like moods may have their own moods or the moods of others. I just mixed together what I saw, heard, and perceived, and with the help of a little rhetorical techniques, I made the words move melancholy. Or maybe in this stillness and movement, some moods are reconciled and some moods are depressed. Some friends are depressed and can't bear to read anymore; some friends are making assumptions and asking questions; some friends are sighing and feel that there is a conspiracy; some friends are comforting and have found spiritual antidote... I am very happy to receive real information from friends. But these contrasting feelings confused me and left me powerless. I just write my own words within the scope of my own cognition, and I can't control what I follow.

So I just want to say, my friend, I'm sorry for affecting your mood.

For those who like my writing, please feel free to repost or share it, but there is one thing: please don’t repost it again and again. I don’t want any effect, and I don’t like boring fun and pranks in my space. If you have any feelings after reading it, I welcome whatever words you leave. I like to communicate through text. I will take the time to reply one by one. I will also read these messages over and over again and feel the warmth sent by my friends again and again. I can understand how many difficult ideas are condensed into these pleasant words and sincere words of wisdom. I am also grateful for these messages, which make me realize the value of friendship, kindness, enthusiasm, sincerity, magnanimity, encouragement and care, both solemn and harmonious, all flowing in between. Because space text is so depressing, I like to be humorous when replying to messages. Please forgive me if this offends my friends.

Women, it should be said that most women, are born emotional animals. Stupidity seems to have always been synonymous with women. Junichi Watanabe once wrote: "A woman will love one or only one or two members of the opposite sex devotedly throughout her life, stick to herself, and build her own small family." Perhaps this is the reason why women cannot love fraternity. It is precisely because of this kind of desperate love that women will make themselves miserable. Women's writing, just like women's destiny, is difficult to be bold and unrestrained, and mostly has a petty bourgeois sentiment. Therefore, since ancient times, many people have had sex with men. This is understandable and has no value in arguing. Both the big trees and the grass have their own living space. A friend once joked that he would drag me up to the Liangshan Mountains. I said long live if I don’t drag him into the Xiaoxiang Pavilion. These little words of mine can get the attention of friends, and even make some friends take time out of their busy schedules to come here again and again, which makes me extremely happy, very grateful, and also a little guilty. I am very lucky to have made friends. Your sincerity makes me cherish this rare friendship. I don’t ask for eternity, just for luck. It is such a wonderful thing to have you in this space, allowing me to sublimate myself subtly, examine myself, and remain pure forever.

In my space, there are many friends who play with words. Those words, whether elegant or fresh and simple, are all the thoughts of one person. It is only because of different temperaments, different life trajectories, and different ways of doing things that the styles of writing are different. It is also because of this that there are colorful words. Only by embodying the most sincere and beautiful thoughts of human nature can we exchange the kindest blessings in each other's hearts. Because of my writing, I have made erudite friends and increased my knowledge; I have made noble friends and evolved my thoughts; I have made emotional friends and gained spiritual solace. Meeting everyone through words is always touching. With words, there is a world of communication. Write a journey in words, listen to the voice of the heart in words, and deepen mutual understanding in words. They use words to record every detail of each other’s lives; they use words to recall the past and look forward to the future; they use words to embellish ordinary and boring days;

Using the Internet in a limited time is not only to place my own characters, but also to enjoy the wonderful reading of my friends. Get to know friends from words, understand life from descriptions, be moved by true feelings from the writing of family and friendship, and experience happiness from humorous language. We carry words flying in the space, cry miserably or be joyful in the atmosphere of words, no matter what, it is a piece of music given by words. Several times, I was lost in my words, meandering and sad, waving goodbye to everyone childishly, but the deep attachment in my heart was always so difficult to separate, especially when I saw my friends’ true thoughts, all my persistence collapsed. Then the embankment broke and he merged into the circle of friends again. This is a place where emotions are stored, a harbor for the soul to rest, and a happy station.

Friends who communicate through space make me feel true friendship and are the source of my happiness; friends who are far away from each other, although they do not chat often or at all, they still care about each other. and ties. I cannot express the preciousness of friendship with pale words. I can only watch you who care about me and you who I care about from afar, pray silently for you, and give you my deepest blessings. Even if we are separated by worlds and the world changes, I will still remember you and this friendship will become a beautiful imprint in my heart.