I think a big part of the reason is that he is too perfectionistic.

Because of his perfectionism, he can create such perfect music, movies, and stage performances.

Because of his perfectionism, he has too high demands on himself and requires himself to do well in all aspects. Therefore, whether as a good artist, a good son, a good partner, or a Chinese who serves the country proudly, , he demands perfection.

It is not necessarily a good thing for a person to be burdened with too much perfection.

First of all, I will live a very tiring life. My brother's mental endurance has always been very strong. If he fails, he will start from scratch. When encountering cold wind and rain, silence is golden. Those few years of obscurity have passed, and I believe his life will not be filled with too many complaints and pains.

Secondly, it will attract envy and jealousy from people around you. His depression is also blamed on some unscrupulous media. They maliciously distorted the facts, made false accusations, and harassed and disrupted the lives of their brother and Tangtang. Especially that "Passion Concert" was so classic and fashionable, but it was reported by the media that he wanted to become a woman, that person on the first floor. I guess I am a victim of the unscrupulous media, or maybe I don’t have the intention to appreciate my brother’s art. It is very painful when a person is misunderstood by everyone and cannot be understood by others, especially because he is such a person who pursues perfection, even though there are countless people supporting him.

I have always believed that only kind-hearted people suffer from depression, because they feel that they have failed others, failed others, done something wrong or that they have never done well enough. He doesn't want to admit that he has this disease, just like he said in another dimension, "Chinese people will go to the doctor for minor physical ailments, but they don't want to admit that they have a big mental problem." ". Of course, depression-mania is a mood disorder, not a mental illness, but it is enough for the media to spread the word.

After a person suffers from severe depression, he will feel like a dead tree infested with worms, watching the disease gradually devour him but unable to get rid of it. They are very pessimistic and feel that they are hopeless and the world is hopeless.

Caring for a manic-depressive patient can also be very tiring. When he is in a depressed state, you have to watch over him at all times to prevent him from committing suicide suddenly when you are not paying attention. It is very likely that one second you feel that you have comforted him, and the next second he feels sorry for you. , a waste of your time, causing you to worry and want to end it secretly by yourself. When they are in a manic state (depression generally not only shows symptoms of depression, but also mania), they will get angry, smash things, hit people, or they may be in particularly good spirits and feel particularly confident, which will make them angry. You mistakenly believe that they have recovered from their illness. I heard that my brother's manager Chen Shufen said that Tangtang suffered a lot of injuries while taking care of his sick brother. I think the reason why my brother chose to commit suicide was, on the one hand, that he wanted to end this painful struggle, and on the other hand, he didn’t want to be a burden to others, and he didn’t want to be the cause of his family’s pain. It shows how kind he is~~

Also, what impact does he have on you? Does this make you feel like life is hopeless? If you suffer any bad effects because of him, he will not be happy in heaven. Although I don't like that he ended his life by suicide, I still respect his choice. If you like him, then learn from his seriousness, his tolerance, and his persistence. All we can do is to remember him and carry forward his spirit.

What a good person he is! Even his death has aroused public attention on mental illness, especially depression...