Missing is always accompanied by years. It is often said that life is like a dream. Sometimes, because of a car accident, people's lives will be taken away, and happiness will disappear, leaving them alone to finish their lives and appreciate the thoughts and years.

Missing and years are in the night of 1, quiet and meticulous.

By the side of the road, a black car slowly stopped.

"Thank you for sending me back, Mr. Liu."

"Teacher Lin, have you moved?" Liu Yiheng said thoughtfully, "I remember a year ago, you didn't live here."

"No, I didn't move, but I live with my boyfriend now. We are going to get married next year. "

"Oh!" Liu Yiheng's voice became a little heavy, and dark clouds hung over his face. "Well, goodbye. I wish you good night. "

"Goodbye." Lin Beixin has a boyfriend, Huang, who has been in love for five years. He is a gentle and knowledgeable middle school teacher. Here, they built a love hut, which is unique, warm and romantic. They love each other deeply. They once swore to know each other forever before the bright moon and cold stars. Life is full of poetry, and young lovers are soul mates. Besides happiness, Lin Beixin occasionally thinks of Liu Yiheng. At a party, she met him who was rich and mature. When they first met, she vaguely felt that her youth and beauty had infected him.

Indeed, Liu Yiheng is a middle-aged man with temperament, elegance and charm. A failed marriage did him great harm. He is deep, thoughtful and has a unique view of the opposite sex. Single for seven years, he devoted almost all his energy and love to his career and his beloved son. Until he met Lin Beixin. Her dress is surprisingly elegant and amazing! The beautiful black hair falls over her shoulders like a waterfall, and a pair of lovely eyes hidden under thick eyelashes show her youth to people. Her slightly open lips faintly revealed two rows of marble-like jade teeth, and that refreshing smile hung on her lips, and her confident, happy and full of life-like eyes conquered him.

Liu Yiheng is very clear, beautiful Beixin Lin has a heart. She will never change her mind easily. He buried the pain deeply in his heart, silently paying attention and waiting quietly. Occasionally, he will find opportunities to get close to her, enhance understanding and communication, and keep a certain distance, but always care about and love her.

Not everyone can be affectionate and calm after giving nothing in return. Lin Beixin clearly remembers that on a moonlit night, Liu Yiheng asked her out. I hope she can give herself a chance to love her. The true confession deeply warmed her heart. However, she can only say "impossible" lightly.

Bei-xin Lin is not completely without considering Liu Yiheng. Because his career is successful, persistent, steady and resolute, with him, life has a solid material guarantee, not to mention the older husband must love his wife. But she also knows that the handsome Huang is what she really loves. Although he is ordinary, he is young, full of energy and enthusiasm, which gives her unprecedented passion.

With Huang, Lin Beixin feels an irresistible joy and happiness, that is love. Although he is not rich, his position is irreplaceable.

However, "something unexpected happens in the sky", just as Lin and Huang were preparing for the wedding of two young people, a deep and terrible disaster came. It is sometimes difficult for people to accept that a child who never makes mistakes will be killed if he takes one wrong step. Lin Xiaojun, Lin Beixin's younger brother, was a "good baby" until he graduated from college. He is engaged in economic work corresponding to his major in a foreign company. However, he accidentally made friends, fell in love with a KTV girl and spent a lot of money on her without telling his family. To make matters worse, both of them are addicted to drugs. Lin Xiaojun, mired in mud, couldn't help himself. With a higher education, he has now become a legal illiterate, misappropriating 800,000 public funds and squandering them-this is going to be shot!

Death is painful, but there is one thing more painful than death, and that is waiting for death.

"Elder sister, what should I do? I don't want to die! " Whenever I think of my brother's desperate expression and a pair of empty and dying eyes, Lin Beixin feels like a knife.

It never rains but it pours. For this matter, my father had a heart attack and was rescued in the hospital. Life and death are uncertain.

The tragedy of life has just begun.

She also knows that the most important thing now is to find a sum of money to return to the company, which may bring her brother back from death. However, it is easier said than done. 800,000 yuan is so out of reach for ordinary families.

Huang is her biggest spiritual pillar. He has been supporting her, encouraging her to sell her newly bought wedding room and collect money everywhere. But everything is so powerless.

Finally, she thought of Liu Yiheng. Ask him out for the first time. Desperate, she went to see him alone without consulting anyone.

"Teacher Liu, I can't ask you to forgive me for hurting you, but I want to say that if you still love me, you can have me."

Her eyes were full of tears and she told Liu Yiheng about the misfortune of her family. She needs money and help, and only he can give it, and she is willing to sacrifice everything for it.

Without saying anything, Liu Yiheng immediately wrote her a check and hired a famous lawyer for her brother. He and Lin Beixin also ran around, entrusted people to handle affairs, and tried their best to make the original company in Lin Xiaojun change the complaint from "misappropriation of public funds" to "dereliction of duty".

Finally, Lin Xiaojun said goodbye to death, but he faced a deep prison, but it was better than anything. What is even more gratifying is that Lin Beixin's father has turned the corner and is gradually recovering after undergoing surgery by a first-class doctor.

Thanks to Liu Yiheng.

Excited and grateful, when Lin Beixin was willing to fulfill his promise, Liu Yiheng said that he was on the side of his friends. He knows that he is not the one she loves. Love cannot be compelled. Lin Beixin really doesn't know what to say. She is grateful and a little uneasy because she knows the money. This relationship. She doesn't know when she can return it.

Liu Yiheng stared at her quietly, with a hint of sadness in her eyes. His eyes are not very big, but those deep eyes make Lin Beixin feel warm-subtle, natural, true and warm. Love was so deep and great that she couldn't help kissing him.

Back to Huang, Lin Beixin felt tired, which was too cruel for her. Fortunately, there are so many people's care and support. But Beixin obviously found the doubts and shadows in his heart.

Pershing, I'm afraid. He held her in his arms. "I have never been so afraid of losing you."

"Don't be silly, how could I leave?" She comforted him, but she had butterflies in her stomach.

"I often have nightmares at night that you are married, but the groom is not me."

"Chen Hui, listen to me." Bessin cried sadly. "I love you. No matter what happens in the future, you will always be my favorite. "

I miss you at night, the wind blows gently, and the bitter wine I miss is one after another. You make me ecstatic and break my heart.

Often, Liu Yiheng will miss Beixin with love and bitterness in the middle of the night, but bitterness often prevails.

She is so beautiful and so far away.

He had to admit that she melted the ice and snow in his heart and made him really willing to face up to love again.

The human heart is subtle and selfish.

Let Lin Beixin back to her boyfriend's arms, Liu Yiheng felt unprecedented deep pain and regret, which is a kind of mental torture.

Her kiss was what he had been longing for, and one day he finally felt it. Her red lips gently rubbed him, sweet, warm and very hot.

Isn't this a little emotional? Although flattered, he still felt the great influence of the kiss on him.

It's so beautiful, so happy!

This grateful and loving kiss.

He was heartbroken. When he remembered that her care and enthusiasm gave him everything he needed, he poured life, hope and love into his veins, but it was taken away by the cruel reality.

On this day, he bought a ring and finally got up the courage to propose to her. "Bessie, I've been thinking for a long time, and I hope you can be my wife."

"Mr. Liu," Lin Beixin was at a loss.

Liu Yiheng hardly dared to look into his eyes because he was afraid to see her reluctance and anxiety.

He continued, "Please forgive my selfishness. I know you love Huang very much. This is a reluctant invitation, but I, I found that I can't live without you. "

"Am I really that important to you?" She regained her composure and looked him straight in the eye.

Yes, because I love you!

"Teacher Liu, I once said that if you still love me, you can have me, and I will never break my word."

"Bei Xin, maybe you think you are just fulfilling your promise now, or even think it is a deal, but I believe that one day you will love me."

It may be cruel to break up with her beloved boyfriend, but Bessie made up her mind without hesitation, because she knew that she loved Huang more than her brother who grew up with her.

If one day, she will regret this decision, and she won't let anyone know.

Married, she will become Mrs. Liu, but Lin Beixin can hardly feel the happiness of being a bride. During the day, she forced a smile, and at night, she cried alone.

Suddenly one day, she found herself pregnant.

I'm lost again.

She had to admit that the child was yellow.

Two people lost in thought at the same time. For a long time, Beixin broke the silence.

"Liu Yiheng, if you don't like this child, I, I can take him away."

She spit out this sentence reluctantly.

Liu Yiheng frowned slightly and shook his head slightly.

"Bei Xin, I know you like this child very much, so let's raise him together!

I promise, I will love him and take care of him like my own child.

"Really?" Lin Beixin's eyes flashed a trace of joy.

"Well," he nodded, gave her a trusting look, and then said, "The child is innocent, and he should have the right to live. However, I have a condition that we all keep this secret and don't let anyone know that this child is not mine. "

Lin Beixin gave birth to a beautiful daughter named Liu Chen. Married life should be harmonious and pleasant, comfortable living environment, capable and considerate husband, lovely and funny daughter, and get along well with stepson Liu Zhiming.

Lin Beixin's mood gradually relaxed, but inevitably, emptiness and loss came unexpectedly, and it was difficult to get rid of the depression and shadow in her heart.

Especially once, she took her daughter to meet Huang on a rainy night. Both of them were deeply moved. She can see that Huang is still affectionate to himself, and he has not been freed from the pain. At this time, she really wanted to tell him that Chen Chen was their daughter, but she was awkward.

After a gentle farewell, bitter tears welled up in her eyes.

At night, she often secretly misses Huang. She lay in Liu Yiheng's arms in a daze, and the moonlight poured on the bed like water. She began to recall and daydream, as if Huang held her tightly in her arms at the moment. How wonderful life would be if Huang put her black hair on her face and put her hand on her chest like this!

Once she thought so, she sighed deeply and turned to the window. Before long, she heard Liu Yiheng sit up.

"What's the matter?" She couldn't help asking.

He shook his head. "You are still thinking about him!" Her husband's dignity was deeply hurt.

With that, he got up and took another quilt from the cupboard and left the bedroom, ignoring her frightened explanation and protest.

Since Lin Xiaojun's accident, a deep shadow has been cast over Lin Beixin's heart. She often has nightmares at night. In particular, every time she visits the prison, it hurts to see her brother's sallow and emaciated face.

One night, she had that nightmare again When she woke up in a cold sweat, she cried sadly. At this moment, Liu Yiheng is bent over her. He silently held her in his arms like a child. His strong muscles made her feel safe. He patted her gently and comforted her gently to relieve the pain. She gradually recovered her calm.

"Honey, have nightmares again?"

"A constant, I, I'm so scared. I always dream about Xiaojun. He was covered in blood and was in great pain, and his father-"

"oh! This is because you love them too much and are too afraid of losing them. Don't worry, they are fine now, they will be fine, I promise! "

He kissed her gently.

"YiHeng," she asked thoughtfully, "I heard that if I dream of the death of a relative, it means that my life will be reduced by ten years and added to that relative. Do you think this is true? "

"Little fool." He pinched her nose. "You are superstitious at this age!"

"What if it's true?"

"Then maybe they had a similar dream, and everyone is even."

He coaxed her like a child until she fell asleep.

Liu Yiheng loves Liu Chen so much that she is the darling of her. After a busy day, he tells her stories every day and often puts her to sleep. Even Liu Zhiming became jealous and complained that his father only liked his sister.

Lin Beixin can feel all this. He knows that he often watches chenchen fall asleep with his father's love. At this moment, how he wishes this lovely elf was created by himself!

Even in the most intimate moments, Liu Yiheng always maintained a calm attitude.

Lin Beixin always feels that he has been secretly observing himself.

When you feel that something is out of your mind, suddenly turn your face or look up, you will surely catch his thoughtful and expectant eyes.

She knew he was waiting, waiting for her to forget Huang completely, waiting for her to love him wholeheartedly and only him.

On one occasion, Lin Beixin came into the room after taking a shower and saw Liu Yiheng looking thoughtfully in the mirror.

"Beixin, am I old?"

She felt sad for a while, and I really didn't know how to comfort him.

"A constant, I think, as long as the heart is young, people will not be old. I wish I could make you young-"

"Do you love me?" He suddenly stood up, grabbed her arm and looked at her expectantly.

She paused.

This is the first time he has asked her this question.

"You, do you still love yellow?"

His face is so sad that tears seem to come out.

This kind of expression makes her feel excited and will never forget it.

"That's not true, Yiheng." Confused, she said, "Give me a little time, give me a little more time-I have to admit that before, I only had him in my heart and no one else." But now, you are also a part of my life, and you have entered my heart. Maybe I can't completely forget the past, but the past can only exist in my memory and has become dull. "

He picked her up, pressed her on the bed, looked at her affectionately and said, "Beixin, I love you, and I must use all my feelings and life to drive him away from your heart." I want you to have only me in your heart and only love me-"

On Liu Chen's fifth birthday, Lin Beixin told her husband that she was pregnant again.

Liu Yiheng also embraced him happily. For a long time, he wanted to have another child, a child of both of them.

Lin Beixin is very pleased.

Although she was heartbroken when she broke up with Huang, now she has to admit that no man in her life loves her more.

More thankfully, this year, my stepson Liu Zhiming was admitted to a key high school with excellent results.

This is really a double happiness.

Liu Yiheng wants to reward his son. Zhiming said he wanted to go to the playground with his family. The family hasn't gone out to play together for a long time. Hearing this, Liu Chen jumped for joy.

Liu Yiheng looked at his wife as if asking for her advice.

"You can take them if you have time." Lin Beixin said, "I'm pregnant, but I can't go to the playground." "It doesn't matter. If there is an opportunity in the future, five people in our family will go out to play together. "

He looked at his family lovingly. In Lin Beixin's view, the distance between them was gradually narrowing, and she was completely surrounded by the warmth and happiness of her family.

This day is a rest day. Lin Beixin is alone at home, and Liu Yiheng goes out to play with her two children.

After finishing her business, she began to listen to music.

Jeff Chang Shin-Che's song "Only You" made her and her heart feel a warm current.

"Only you are worth cherishing. I finally woke up from a deep sleep. Oh, only you can make love no longer an illusion. The so-called miracles and beliefs have gradually brightened up in my heart! "

In the evening, Lin Beixin waited for them. Time is running out.

The telephone rang in the silent room.

"hey!" She picked up the receiver.

"Excuse me, is this Liu Yiheng's home?" The other person's voice is a little urgent.

"Yes, who are you looking for?"

"This is a * * hospital. Mr. Liu's car had an accident and is now in emergency treatment. Ask his family to come quickly. "

……

As soon as I put the phone down, Lin Beixin rushed to the hospital.

"You are Mrs. Liu Yiheng." The doctor looks glum. "Sorry, your husband and two children have passed away!" "

"impossible!" For a time, Lin Beixin really didn't know how to adapt herself to his words. "Mrs. Liu, don't worry!" The doctor helped Lin Beixin, who almost fainted, to the chair.

"How did that happen! How did this happen? " She shook the doctor's arm wildly and cried in despair.

"Mrs. Liu, please calm down. Your husband's car collided with a truck and then hit a telephone pole. Two children died on the spot. Your husband sent him to the rescue, but he lost too much blood and his heart beat was too weak. We tried our best. Sorry, I feel sorry for your loss. "

"God! This is not true! "

The poor woman's head was suddenly in her own hands, and her legs could not support her. She knelt down and her forehead almost touched the cold floor when people around her ran to help her.

Liu Yiheng!' Lin Beixin shouted this name with the last desperate strength in the lamentation of depression and moaning of sadness.

She took one last look at Liu Yiheng. That pale face, his eyes closed forever, and he could no longer stare at her affectionately.

Suddenly, so suddenly!

The three of them are the most important things in her heart. Fate inadvertently gave them to her, but in an instant they were uprooted from her life. She was suffocated, heartbroken, desperate and numb-she fainted in the dark.

Lin Beixin opened her misty eyes. Although she is not fully awake, she has a clear concept in her mind. She lost Liu Yiheng forever, as well as chenchen and Zhiming.

She is surrounded by the silence and darkness of the night.

Now she feels weak, painful and dull. She feels uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

She vaguely felt that she was going to die, and a sharp pain exhausted her. She knew she had a miscarriage.

She doesn't need a doctor to tell her, she will know.

Oh, my God, there is such misfortune in the world!

When she was sure that the child was hopeless, it seemed that another sword had cut off a piece of meat in her heart. She is determined to give birth to a child for Liu Yihang as the best reward for his love.

She recalled the scene with her husband, full of warmth and happiness, which she did not deeply understand at that time. She loved him, but she never knew it. Now, it's too late, too late!

She made him very unhappy and miserable.

She knew that when he confessed to her many years ago, her cold refusal deeply hurt him. She also deliberately let him know the progress of herself and her boyfriend to torture the heart that loves her deeply.

She knew that it was difficult for him to unconsciously show his attachment to Huang after marriage.

Perhaps the most painful thing for him is that he feels that she has never loved herself, and everything is just perfunctory and trading.

This can be seen in his later diary.

Not long ago, after an ideological struggle full of contradictions and pains, he wanted to divorce her, set her free and let her go her own way.

If she hadn't told him that she was pregnant, he would have done so.

But the arrival of the child rekindled the flame of hope in his heart.

He wrote: "at this point, I can be sure that I can't live without her in this life, and I can't live without her anymore." No matter what happens in the future, even if she makes any mistakes, as long as she comes back to me, I will take care of her, love her and love our children-"

All kinds of pain made her heart sink with a cold feeling.

She could have been nicer to him. If God didn't take him away, she would love him wholeheartedly, care for him, take care of him and give him happiness!

Regret, how can she not regret?

Lin Beixin got a rich legacy, but she had almost nothing except money.

How to spend the long and lonely years? This time, she seems to be ten years older. Family, love, children and husband have all left her, and a broken heart is all she has.

When you walk past a dazzling array of shops and see a beloved but expensive thing, you begin to miss it, because you can't have it yet.

When you say goodbye to your loved ones, you never know when they will come back, three years, ten years, maybe forever. Because we can't see each other often, we start to miss-missing is memories, memories of those years that are gone forever.

Missing is longing, longing for the day in my dream-memories make people haggard and longing makes people anxious.

Missing is the most unforgettable feeling in everyone's heart!

Missing is the music condensed by years!

Miss in people's hearts, with the years!

……

On this day, Lin Beixin sat woodenly on a park bench.

Suddenly, a familiar face appeared in the distance.

He is Huang, the boyfriend who once made her unforgettable.

He looks all smiles and full of energy.

He must be married with a beautiful young woman.

They were so close that they didn't notice Lin Beixin.

The young lady is obviously going to be a mother soon with a happy smile on her face.

Yellow!

Lin Beixin sighed from the bottom of my heart!

Huang, he will never know that there is a beautiful life in this world. She is his child.

Her life is as short as a meteor, coming and going in a hurry. ...

Lin Beixin looked up and looked at the vast sky!

Life is like a dream, and dreams are empty!

The car accident took away all her happiness and loved ones. Maybe she has no choice but to give in to fate and walk alone on the long road of life. ...

Pass by the years. Come and take a bath with me.

It's very rainy this year, with heavy rain and light rain every day, one after another.

I like rain. I always like to go outside when it rains.

A person, holding an umbrella, walked slowly in the rain.

Of course, this rain can't be a heavy rain, but a thin rain, fluttering and spreading.

I like the rain at this time, and I can also take pictures of flowers and plants with my mobile phone while enjoying the scenery. Only when it rains can we better feel the quietness, freshness and aestheticism that only a genius can have.

Because only in this way, whether it is a community garden or a park, there are definitely the least people, and sometimes there are almost no people.

When it rained, people dispersed. Without people's noise, natural sounds stand out. For example, the songs of some birds, such as the rain at the moment, are all audible and beautiful.

Feeling is a very strange thing. Only in a quiet place can we better perceive everything around us. As the old saying goes, you can't do two things at once. Focus makes things more prominent and makes our feelings clearer and more sensitive.

In the drizzle, I was almost the only pedestrian in the community garden. I only focused on flowers and plants, on those wet leaves and flowers, which caused mosquito bites in several places without realizing it.

There are more mosquitoes and snails in rainy days than usual. They all come to the path, like a family, big and small, taking advantage of the market, or like me, they like to come out quietly and freely to breathe.

It's nice that such a rainy day, such a garden and so many flowers and plants almost belong to me alone. I can stay in a daze under a flower tree for a while, and no one treats it like a monster. I can shoot a fallen flower on the ground, and no one will laugh at my stupidity. Seeing the yellow leaves on the path made me feel the artistic conception and artistic conception only in autumn. I walked around the community garden several times, all I saw were green leaves and grass, and all I felt were quiet and fragrant flowers. No one touched me face to face, and no one disturbed this quiet beauty. I like to get along with nature and myself freely.

Wearing slippers, I'm not afraid to get my feet and skirt wet. I looked at the fallen flowers in the pool for a long time.

This is an egg tree with red flowers. After a rain, the flowers fell to the ground. Some fell into the water on the ground, and some fell on the big leaves of a turtle back bamboo next to them. What falls on the concrete surface is really unique. In fact, the flowers are fresh and delicate, and the brilliant red color looks good no matter where it falls.

In such a rainy day and such a quiet environment, I feel refreshed and relaxed, and I also feel that I love you very much.

If you are in a bad mood, if you feel tired, if you also like the freshness and quietness of rainy days, if you want to breathe freely, stretch your muscles and be comfortable like flowers and plants, then let's have a rain with me, a rain like this, a rain in June.