First of all, you are not confident and care too much about other people's feelings and opinions! People always want to show their perfect side to others, what others think of you! Not decisive, a little hesitant! This is a human characteristic! In fact, living like this is very tiring! Be a man, remember that no one is perfect, everyone has shortcomings, and don't live in other people's feelings! Don't always think about what others think of you, but how you live! Live for yourself, not others.